Tales Of A Sad Empath

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I was in a situationship for about 6 months and today he just said that we should take a break and he needed some space. I’m in bad shape right now.

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Haven’t posted in a while, but a lot has happened. I am now in a new relationship, or situationship I guess. As an empath and a cancer, a situationship is very hard for me. I fall fast and hard. He’s a Taurus, and they aren’t really emotionally connected to themselves. So I’m not sure.

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I’m over it. I’m over feeling like I can’t control my emotions and my feelings. I’m over feeling like I meant nothing to you. I’m over giving my 100% when you weren’t even giving me 10.

An empath

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I hate that I cannot enjoy a pure loving moment with him because you destroyed me.

An empath

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Sometimes I wonder if you still think about us. About the way we laughed, the way we cried, and the way we loved. I think about it often, not because I want you back, but because I’ve forgotten how it felt to be loved.

An empath

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“You’ll never be able to replace me”, yeah you’re right. I will never let anyone treat me that shitty again.

An empath

[perfectfeelings]

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It doesn’t hurt that you found someone else, it hurts that you give her everything I begged for you to give me.

An empath

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It wasn’t that I was asking for too much, I was just asking the wrong person.

An empath

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I’m no longer on that high school shit. You either love me or you don’t. If you don’t, life goes on. It’ll be different, but it still goes on.

An empath

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I keep thinking you’re my right person wrong time and maybe someday you’ll come back to me. But I refuse to believe my meant to be would hurt me like that.

An empath

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What I wish I could say-

God, I miss you. Every time I hear your name or see your face, my heart drops. Every day gets easier getting used to the aching pain you left behind. Although it gets easier, I still have to deal with the constant reminders that you’re gone and I can do nothing about it.

Sincerely,

An empath

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Every day it gets easier to let you go. Do I miss you? Yes. But I miss the you that I knew. Not the you that you are now.

An Empath

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I hate that I don't hate you. I hate that I have no right to be upset that you found someone new. I hate that I still wish you the best. Most of all, I hate that I still love you.

An Empath