Tired of being here 💀

* trigger warning * 26 years old I just post my feelings on this blog from The Netherlands

[mournfulroses]

D. H. Lawrence, from a letter featured in The Selected Letters of D. H. Lawrence

[skinny-depression]

i’m exhausted. i’m constantly exhausted. i go to bed exhausted. i wake up exhausted. every day, every hour i’m exhausted. it’s exhausting. 

[lovedirt]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[borderlyx]

There’s such a deep pain inside me that I avoid talking about it, I keep it hidden because I know it’s something unfixable, something I’ll carry with me until the day I die

[quietvoiced]

[0bsessd-deactivated20251121]

why is the quiet so loud

[i-dont-wanna-be-heree]

One of my biggest flaws is purposely triggering myself when I’m already in a bad mood.

[xx-mikazuki-xx]

[daddystinygirll]

People think I overreact, but they don’t understand that even silence feels like abandonment when you’ve been left too many times.

[andjeeo-deactivated20250521]

no one tells you how hard it is to find your spark again once you’ve lost it

[lilmamabeyellin]

pain can change a person

[buriedasylum]

being alive is just so exhausting

[dead-core]

I'm just gonna be that little girl who never felt good enough forever

[saddestgirlintheworld]

every single night I can't sleep peacefully because everything that's ever traumatized me since I was a child keeps replaying in my mind. whenever I close my eyes to rest at night, I think of everything. I can't go one night without feeling this. it keeps me up and uncomfortable.

[iaminadream2]

Sometimes I wish I had died at 11 when I first started becoming depressed

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

my ultimate fantasy is having a brain that lets me enjoy life instead of making me feel like i'm at gunpoint over every tiny inconvenience.