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infectedwithnyanites

Please help two mentally ill transgender lesbians pay for rent and groceries. We're both really poor we got kicked out of my mother's house a while back because she hates that I've finally been standing up for myself and not tolerating her constant emotional abuse. Most people have family to rely upon in life that's a big reason why alot of you manage to tolerate existing in this dystopian society of ours but as frequently happens when you're trans and gay I'm estranged from my family and don't have that support net. The government gives us very little money the neoliberal bastards are convinced the means to live are a privilege one must earn by prostrating oneself submissively before their capitalist masters and do their best to make life outside of wage slavery difficult. What little table scraps the state does give is always swiftly devoured by the infamous social parasites who go by the name of landlords and for the past few weeks they've been dragging their feet on actually paying us even that paltry sum. Those few of you who have a kind bone left in your body after being trained since birth by our dog eat dog order please find it within yourselves to help supplement our income so we can avoid the streets till they're a little warmer.

Paypal [email protected]

Cashapp $infectedwithnyanites

Venmo @infectedwithnyanites

sappling

Happy New Year y’all 🦋 I’ll be moving across the country by myself at the end of this month and I really need some help. Hesitant to share this, but I don’t want my fear of asking for help to be what stops me from making a positive and necessary change in my life! I’m a Black non-binary gardener and food justice advocate from Los Angeles asking for your support to put down new roots in Atlanta. The tree you see above symbolizes all the ways I hope to grow, the kind of abundant future I want to bring into fruition, and what the strong foundation required to make it all possible.

I have to move out of my shared apartment by the end of this month so I only have a few weeks to raise funds. Any funds you donate will go toward my moving expenses and help me to secure a reliable car for when I get there.

Donation Links

Venmo

Ca$happ

Paypal

☆ Thank you for reading, boosting and donating if you’re able to. ☆

qwk-archive-deactivated20231101

I've been up all night stressing abt this and i'm sorry to e-beg for the hundredth time but I literally have no spending money and there's a chance we won't be able to make rent. Even $5 would be a big help. If you don't want to donate or simply can't because times are tough please just rb!!! Thank you in advance.

https://www.paypal.me/nikolimarie666

Venmo: nikolimarie666

Go to paypal.me/nikolimarie666 and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

456677-blog2

Days by days have passed since my campaign and there is still no suppor… Tressa far needs your support for Please Help my transition(BLACK

BLACK TRANS LIVES MATTER

trans society in portugal is very deprive; who support us if you don't?? even if you can't donate, please share

a small gift from you can change my whole life.

I am a prisoner both inside and outside of my body.

its my last wish and hope to born again and enjoy every moment of my new life after transition.

I have no one but you and your kindness

Hi, my name is Tressa. I am a black Trans/Non-Binary Woman living in Portugal who desperately needs help medically transitioning, both inside and out.

I am asking for help with paying for my hormone replacement therapy, electrolysis (hair removal), and gender-affirming surgeries (including facial feminization surgeries, body feminization and contouring, post-op medical aftercare for recovery, and travel).

I urgently need your help to begin my life as I truly cannot realize living without it. I am writing this from a place of complete transparency and vulnerability. Gender dysphoria is draining, debilitating, exhausting

I have always faced a barrage of attacks online because of the way I look. Once I discovered feminizing filters , it made it a lot easier for me to post photos of myself online, but that came with its own difficulties. Always people questioning my identity, my gender, my race, my authenticity and demanding that I show them the real me. Filtered photos are who I feel like but not who I am yet; so even when people compliment them, I know deep inside that they’re not really talking about ME, and it hurts.

I look back at my life in the past and even in the present and realize how heavily this has weighed on me- how many opportunities I’ve missed and continue to miss because I’m just too drained of energy to move. Every day, I fight with myself, with my body, to the point where I barely have any energy left to do anything else.

I have never felt safe or like myself anywhere- not out in public, not at school, not at work, not at home, and not even in my own body, within myself. I do not remember a time where I have ever been truly happy, but I am hoping that this will help me escape the confines of my body and my home and get me on the path to happiness.

I need your love and support in my life .

this is a call to action to those that are invested in all Black lives, the fullness of those lives, and the necessity of supporting those lives while they still exist.

Show up for Black Trans while they are here.I appreciate all contributions and any form of support.

even if you can't donate, please share.🙏🙏

prrkxentrrkrr

EBEGGING: Trans girl stranded in foreign country since the pandemic, need money to leave.

hi, you might have seen some of my other posts around begging for money. momentum is slowing on them so, new year new post. over the last month I’ve raised just under $600, which is good progress but only a little over a third of the goal.

after corona shuttered all the NGOs in london, I gave up my plans to seek asylum in UK and went to live elsewhere on a tourist visa. which is going to run out soon. i have no friends or social support here, and can’t afford to heat my apartment or feed myself. i have serious physical and mental health issues and need to get out of here, which is going to be expensive, as it entails immigration expenses, transport, and paying my living expenses for as long as it takes to do that. i’ve budgeted $1500 but if i raise it fast enough it could be more like $1250

https://ko-fi.com/sadstoned

pppeonies

I really hate to do this but if anyone could please help me, i really need to get my puppy to the vet she ate chocolate and isn't keeping anything down. She's just a baby idk what i would do without her.

My venmo is @ kodamabutts

cashapp is $tapatiogirl

Paypal is paypal.me/kodamabutts

pppeonies

Please keep reblogging and donate if you can, she has another appt today and she's not doing good.

pppeonies

Update: it's not chocolate, she has parvo. Please please keep reblogging and please help, she is going to need to be hospitalised.

daevite

rich ppl give your local disabled gay nb abuse survivor (and their boyfriend) your $$$

henlo it’s me back at it again with the e-begging posts. i’m making this one because the way we’re doing things has changed a bit and the other post lost traction, so yeah. not necessarily urgent / an emergency but please keep reading and at least reblog ! ( and if you’re financially strained yourself please don’t worry about giving us anything or feel obligated - i only really want support from people who are in a more stable situation than we are. )

i’ll try to keep this short - last year i moved in with my bf, his parents, and his older brother in order to escape my family who abused me in various ways since early childhood. unfortunately this environment is not entirely safe or healing for either of us, but especially my boyfriend, as his parents and his older brother abuse(d) him. his older brother has physically assaulted him twice since i was here, the first time across the room from me which was extremely triggering and re-traumatizing. his parents used to violently physically abuse him as well, though nowadays they mostly get into loud arguments with each other, leave food around the house that’s earned us mice and cockroaches on top of generally not taking care of things, and they enable his alcoholism that he’s earnestly trying to recover from after his dad got him to be his “drinking buddy” at the age of 14. we both have jobs but they don’t pay well and we have a lot of expenses, so we need help if we wanna move out of here as soon as possible. my boyfriend also survived and was operated on for a cancerous tumor on his kidney this year, which he still owes over 4k in medical bills to the hospital over.

tl;dr: even though we won’t die if we stay here for a year or so more, living with my bf’s family is not good for either of us, and we want to be able to get our own place asap so we can both heal from our abuse and trauma.

if you’re able and willing to help us out a bit, then here’s how -

the donation pools:

medical bills after surviving cancer - i made a previous donation post just for this pool. i moved the pool itself and the collected funds over to my boyfriend’s paypal account since he’s the one who puts money into the bills online. this pool has an actual goal that, once reached, we’ll be able to entirely pay off the remainder of what he owes to the hospital.

260/4600 - 12/16/2020

moving out fund - another paypal pool using my paypal account to collect funds for moving out! this will go to security deposits, rent, etc. and basically anything else involving getting an apartment. the goal here’s not really important. it’s just for whatever we can save to move out in a place where automatic bill payments and such won’t take the money away. hopefully i’ll be contributing to this fund myself soon.

50/10,000 - 12/16/2020

for groceries, medication, car insurance, gas, etc.:

we’re not in danger of starving or anything, but we haven’t been able to grocery shop much lately due to paying for everything else. my boyfriend has IBS and i have ARFID due to sensory issues so us buying our own food is pretty beneficial to us (his family rarely goes grocery shopping, let alone anything that i can eat). the medication that i’m dependent on to function (with no FDA-approved generic) at home and at my job is $180 for a 30-day supply, which i can barely afford, and this is with insurance and a discount. i’m working on lowering the price but as of now it’s still expensive. basically money sent here will be used for bills and other necessities (e.g. braces and mobility aids since my body sucks, lol).

cashapp: $IthelLovik

venmo: @IthelLovik

paypal.me/sardonicdoll

i’m an independent artist and also a casual e-boy so if you want something in return for your support, you have options!

art commissions - consider these “pre-orders.” it might be a few months before a piece is completed depending on what you get, due to my hectic work schedule and my health issues usually keeping me in bed on days where i get home from work.

onlyfans - not much content here, also due to hectic work schedule and my health issues restricting what i can do at home. no nudes, just spicy pics.

bandcamp - i sell what little music i’ve made here. two vocaloid songs and otherwise random ambient-ish / industrial-ish experimental tracks.

i can also proofread / edit both fictional and non-fictional prose (pricing is negotiable and you can ask for examples of my own written work) if you want. writing commissions can maybe be a thing but it really, really depends.

if you read all this way, thank you very much for taking the time to do so! reblogs would immensely be appreciated, and remember, don’t feel pressured to donate if you’re a fellow broke™ person. should the situation become an emergency, i will let y’all know <3

spanish-g0ld

“My name is Gabriel, Im 25 and ive been homeless for a year and a half. I was raised by my aunt who sold her house and left the state. Around the same time I lost my job and my first car was t-boned. I got a jeep which is my dream car because of insurance, I lived out of my jeep which stopped working a month afterwards with my dog for most of that time until I received my tax return and was finally able to get it moving again.

After getting it fixed a friend let me stay with them. My dad and my dog died around the same time, I never knew my dad much and then I had to realize I never would. I had gotten my dog at the beginning of the year before and raised him from a puppy, he was an american akita named Xten and i miss him more than anything. He was with me the whole time i was homeless and kept me going alot of the time, i feel like i let him down honestly.

Then I got kicked out of my friends house because of a argument, and later that night put in the hospital with a concussion and broken hand when someone came and punched me from behind at a shopping center. I lost my memory of the last few days and most of the possessions I had managed to hold on to when they left all of my things at a donation box in the rain.

My girlfriend, her cousin, and my bestfriend managed to get a few of my things they knew were mine. My girlfriend and her cousin are both amazing people and I wouldn't have made it this long without them, especially the woman who stood beside me even when i was down.

My bestfriend got me a job at a grocery store and I eventually managed to buy a car from his parents, the car broke down on me at an intersection and was eventually towed and I got fired from my job. The previously mentioned cousin of my girlfriend purchased me a tent, and I had been living in it and keeping my things there since I started at the job my friend had gotten me.”

I don't want to offend anyone but I'm desperate and would be thankful for anything you could … Gabriel McAdams needs your support for Just t

rainbow-burst

I seriously hate I that I had to be doing this at such a really bad time as Christmas is literally two weeks away but I really need help right now.

🌟So previously I made a post talking about how $600 dollars was stolen from my account well my bank still hasn’t returned the money back and just around 2 hours ago my mom lost her debit card and that had $435.35 on it. Again I really hate that I’m making this post right now as it’s really a sensitive time but 20/20 has not been a fantastic year for me as I just recently lost my grandmother and great-grandmother to covid-19, give up almost all my savings just in order for me in my mom to move into a new home after the passing of my grandmother and now this is happening.

If your unable to donate that is fine, just please reblog this as it helps me alot, thank you

👇👇Where to donate 👇👇

🍀Cashapp: $Cloudybluesky 🌊Vemno: CherryBlake2

I also do commissions if anyone is interested !!

rainbow-burst

Hey!

This lost some Traction and I just need to say I still need help! I Still havent gotten my money back that was stolen from me it will be a month now since it was stolen from and I dont know about the status of my mom card.

Please if you can reblog this around it’ll help me and my mom so much!

solarpunkwitchcraft

The point of getting rid of the death penalty isn’t that there are some innocent people on it. The point of prison abolition isn’t that there are some innocent people in prison.

The point is that the state shouldn’t have the power to kill people. The point is that the prison system commits systemic abuses of human rights, doesn’t reduce crime, is deeply racist, and doesn’t take the desires of the victims into account. To argue about whether one individual on death row or with a life sentence is innocent or guilty is just a distraction from the central issues, which is that these institutions are unjust and should not exist

southeastsappho

I need new tires asap so stimulus please save me

southeastsappho

And I'm not gonna have enough in my paycheck for my rent so lmfaoooooo

southeastsappho

hello so yeah low payroll after holiday hell just as I calculated my paycheck just hit and it's NOT enough to cover my rent let alone me pay for food and gas and other things

My PayPal is [email protected]

My cashapp is $sailorsylvie

My venmo is Serena-Manning

psychicpervert

hi im mika im 19 and nonbinary and ive basically struggling for months to stay financially stable after being kicked out by my father a while back recently i found out my roommate was stalking my server and had unconsenting access to my personal conversations and both me and my friend’s n*des through my side account after forgetting to log out of it during a streaming session, which i found out because he expressed info he wouldnt have known without having access to my account and also full out admitting it two days ago

ive been avoiding him purposefully since and i really need to move out immediately as i feel extremely unsafe. if anyone has housing in the metro vancouver area or could donate to me while i save up to move out itd genuinely help alot. i cant move out till jan 8 because of the lockdown but its likely itll take longer to find somewhere, and considering my current mental health i dont know if i could deal with transitioning into a shelter im going to be looking for housing the next few days, and will try to update. if i cant find anything near by i will have to look into moving into alberta as thats my current last resort which will cost alot more money so really any donations help and my commissions are open

p*ypal commission page + art examples and please boost this if you cant help

sophiaslittleblog

Ya’ll pray for me. It’s nothing wrong it’s just I been taking cold showers since April and I’m going to use my last check to pay a plumber to see why I’m the only one whose not getting hot water. I just feel like the bill is going to be out of control and I am scared!😭😭😭😭😭

sophiaslittleblog

Oh my god this bill is out of this damn world.

sophiaslittleblog

For those asking basically my Moms house is 30 years old and the shower faucets need to be replaced because whatever dictates how we get water with the faucet is old and when it’s gets like that it either gives you all cold water(that’s been my situation since April) or all hot/lukewarm. Basically we can’t control the temperature. Our 2nd bathroom is on its way to not being able to control water temperature at all. I just cant do it anymore with taking cold showers during the winter months I cant. I’m not going to crowdfund this because you all have helped me enough. I have the funds it’s just well that’s all my funds period. And it’s more so frustrating because my step dad is no help and my Mom is relying on unemployment and here I go again taking care of something in this house and not taking care of myself.

sophiaslittleblog

The total amount to for both so we can have hot water is $1,418. Some of you have asked about helping and God bless you I appreciate it so much. Anything would be a huge help honestly. https://cash.app/$SophiaChes

Instantly exchange money for free on Cash App

https://www.paypal.me/SophiaChester

Go to paypal.me/SophiaChester and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it's easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.

sophiaslittleblog

Thank you all for your donations so far. Now I only owe $1,380.

sophiaslittleblog

Just to let you all know I’m not trying to crowdfund the full amount honestly I really cant afford to do both bathrooms. I can afford to do mine. But the cost for the 2nd bathroom repairs is $606 and any amount that’s donated will go towards that. Right now I’m only $498 away from covering the fees for the 2nd bathroom repairs.

sophiaslittleblog

@lesbonic-ebonics

invincible-selfxmade-punk

Girl, I am so sorry! I have hot water but no heat in my bathroom, which is an add on at the end of the house (which is just cinderblock and no insulation) so my bathroom has no heat or cool and in the winter is the same temp as it is outside. I have one heating vent in the house so I stand in front of it with a wash cloth and wash as much as I can. I am wishing you all the luck in the world with this. Love ya girl!

sophiaslittleblog

Its the absolute pits taking cold showers. Look I feel you on the heating thing because I try to warm up as much as I can as soon as I get out of that icy cold shower. 🥶🥶🥶🥶🥶

jewishlancelot

can I get like $200? my gf and I were actually able to pay most of our bills this month, but we are short for groceries, medication, etc. we'd really appreciate any help!

paypal.me/lindsaylevine

jewishlancelot

also venmo @ mustachioed

jewishlancelot

40/200

please help us go into 2021 with food in our fridge