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@paladintears
Is it acceptable to answer asks a month later? Just asking for a friend 🤠
I know I haven't been the most active but personals please unfollow me
Anyways, I'm not dead, just in another country sO I have no access to my laptop !!
I'll start posting again starting on Sunday uwu
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infinite and eternal, death had a presence which lingered behind all things, even those considered to be less than natural. since having stood up to that monstrous leech as an unspoken fuck you for everything it made him do back in july and then having the full wrath of neil come down on him for his ’ irresponsible disappearance ’ in early october, however, it’d been a presence not regarded for quite a while. almost a whole ass month. now? thanks to billy’s perpetual itch, which never failed to leave him along with some other poor bastard bruised and bloody? coupled with the fact that he’d been dead set to indulge said itch with a group of shitfaced bikers? well. that had changed. and not just the notion of it. every breath he was required to take, the foundations of his being, each beating thump of his heart, were all reminders; mere couriers which aided to carry him closer to that ever impending grisly end.
h e w a s s t i l l h u m a n
an utterly mocked adaptation of one, sure, impossible to pass off as simple dream more jarring the actuality, when taking the list of enemies he made that night alone, into account.
turns out some newfound ability to rip a tire iron in half like it was paper didn’t mean fuck all when up against pocket knives and a couple of glocks.
with such a severe realization being faced, any other plans he may have arranged for after his primary down as many drinks as he could slash get into a simple brawl at the coonhound objective, became put on hold. ergo; his dick wasn’t gonna bury itself between kimberly adam’s titties any time soon. and, man. talk about a damn shame. but, the fuck could he do? once he had gone and unintentionally broke that one asshole’s jaw with just a small tap of his hand, nearly ripping an arm off the second guy….. six more people were on him in five seconds flat. each of them armed to the teeth. when the bullets began to fly and that flee or die response kicked in there was no way for things to play out other than exactly how they did: for his date to be postponed. because billy knew these types of dudes. he might have gotten away, but only in physical distance. one way or another word would get out, details of what had occurred, to be twisted and thrown upon every bar from this town to the next. the kind of information that would surely peak the interest of any lab lackey brenner had scattered about in the area. so he couldn’t just not care. he couldn’t exactly go get himself off with some bitch, either. not until he got this mess straightened out. something he had every intention of doing, quietly and quickly, in such a manner where every single person in that pansy motherfucking gang wouldn’t even be able to willingly take their last shit on this earth let alone do any talking about him to anyone. there was just the small matter of damage inflicted to his person during their previous convocation. while unable to know the exact number of wounds or accurately assess the pain to tell how bad off he actually was…… it came down to one basic truth. he couldn’t rectify anything in his current condition. and, as such, it’d be best to lay low, as low as was literally possible, for the time being.
which is why billy found himself slipping into the wheeler’s basement window.
and, okay, so the decision may have been due to the fact that his dad’s house was still a good twenty minutes away and since he was currently traveling on foot, under sleet ridden skies no less, karen’s place happened to pretty much be the only one he could actually make it to, before he went and, you know, passed the fuck out, but that was besides the point.
battered limbs strain from the involuntary quivers of his muscles as he lifts himself over the broken glass on the window sill, teeth clenching, briefly biting down, only to come apart and release a thick huff of air once he landed on the floor inside.
there was no denying that his tiny squared entrance had been the furthest thing from accommodating. normally, he would have used the first door that came into his view, but, it was as that old saying went: drastic times called for drastic measures. or some shit along those lines. especially when the temperature in this hick town plummeted deeper in to what felt like sub zero levels of low and caused him to momentarily loose feeling in his left hand, thus, in turn, completely screwed with his ability to pick locks. also there was a certain raven haired dweeb who had apparently decided to move the spot where his parents kept the spare key at outdoors. not that he could actually make a fuss about the latter. the action was, by it’s own right, justified. from what he understood mike was of a distrusting nature hell, the kid wouldn’t even allow his jacket to hang off the same spot of the seat at the diner for more than ten minutes. and with that in mind? it would just be downright unnatural for mike not to have placed the key to his house somewhere different to help ward off any unwanted visitors. a thought that managed to amuse yet caused nothing more than pain; hand raising up to clutch at his side ( its movement deliberate, to securely add much needed pressure onto his rib cage ) wince passing from one side of his face to the other; situation reinforced. this wasn’t the time to think about the inner workings of some teenage kid. not even if was a sort of entertainment to him.
but fuck if it wasn’t the time to finish off whatever vodka was left in his metal flask that he kept stashed away in his back pocket.
it had been a good minute, maybe even a minute and a half, since his decision to make himself even that much more wasted, and the sole action he was capable of doing, continued to be his poor attempts at breathing. that was all. there wasn’t even enough energy in his body to scoot himself off of the jagged glass shards ruthlessly digging into his already lesioned skin; the ones that had fallen when he had broken the window so he could tumble on in.
what shitty fucking luck, too, because damn, did he need a drink.
November brought painful memories along with the cold. Demogorgons and Mind Flayers. Funerals and grief. Eleven and Will.
The past two months had been hard, their lack of presence was too obvious inside and outside of their friend group. Sometimes the party could pretend that they were untouched —as both other members had been lost before— but that idea would fade in seconds as there were too many unforgettable memories inside of all their heads. Sometimes he would turn around hoping to hear Will’s opinion on whatever topic they were discussing, only to be met with nothingness. Sometimes he would find himself pedaling towards Hopper’s cabin out of habit, but would turn around immediately realizing that no one would actually be there.
It was raining outside, the noise of water, no, hail could be heard from his bedroom. The perpetual silence of an empty house made it easier to listen as it fell. Lonely afternoons like this were starting to become more and more common; his mother would take Holly with her wherever she went, his father would be out late working ( although that didn’t matter, as Ted Wheeler could almost pass off as a stone when left alone in the living room ) and Nancy was rarely at home before dinner. She claimed to be studying at the library and if Jonathan had stayed in Hawkins, Mike wouldn’t have believed her, but something told him that this time his sister was being honest. They had never been the perfect family outsiders seemed to believe, but it was starting to become more apparent every passing day how disconnected from each other they actually were.
Mike laid on his bed unmoving, a notebook sitting on his lap. He had been trying to write a letter directed to Eleven for what felt like centuries. Once exams began, his time with Cerebro had started to shorten much to his own despair. There was no time to go to the highest spot in Hawkins when being drowned in tests, projects and essays, so writing a letter that would hopefully arrive before exam season ended to make up for the lost time seemed like a good idea at the time. That was until he realized how hard writing it actually was, unable to find the right words to transmit what he really wanted to say. It seemed like writing d&d campaigns ( fiction ) was much easier than writing about real life.
A loud noise woke him up from his trance. The sound —although muffled from the distance— was familiar, very much so; broken glass, followed by the fall of a large body. It was easy to assume that someone had broken into the house, and shit, he was probably the least competent person in his family (apart from Holly, of course) to confront such situation. He grabbed his supercom, trying to contact anyone involved with the supernatural happenings in Hawkins, there was always the chance that whatever it was that had made its way inside of his home could be connected to the upside down.
No one seemed to copy and God was it frustrating. He begrudgingly stopped trying after a couple of times, pacing around his room out of the anxiety the situation had brought upon him. He had no choice but to go downstairs on his own, no matter how potentially dangerous the situation could be.
The teenager grabbed an old wooden bat gifted to him by his father a couple of years back in hopes that his only son would finally act as he had always wished him to, instead of wasting time down in the basement playing stupid games that, in Ted Wheeler’s words, did nothing but make him lose grip of reality and the things that ‘really mattered’ in life.
The walk downstairs had been nerve-wracking, his slightly trembling hands held tightly the baseball bat as he silently made his way towards the basement.
The room was engulfed in complete darkness, the only source of light—the broken window— was faint, making it hard to completely recognize the intruder. Mike didn’t know exactly why he kept on moving forwards instead of calling the police now that he could recognize that it was in fact a person, his ragged breathing making it obvious. There was the lingering mystery of who the intruder actually was, and maybe, if he got close enough he could recognize him. Besides, he seemed to be hurt, the aforementioned hard breathing and his position on the floor rather than standing gave it away.
The person moved in an unexpected way before the teenager could get a glimpse of his face. Panicked, he swung the bat towards the intruder, a fight-or-flight response.
3 am sentence starters
“ why are you awake? “
“ i can’t sleep. “
“ go to bed already. “
“ i’m a being of pure power, i don’t need sleep. “
“ i’ve been running on 5 hour energy all day, there’s no stopping now. “
“ i’m. so. tired. “
“ i had a nightmare. “
“ it’s nothing, go back to bed. “
“ when’s the last time you slept? “
“ you’re clearly exhausted. why are you doing this to yourself? “
“ wake up. wake up. wake uuuuup. “
“ i’ll sleep when i’m dead. “
“ yawning doesn’t mean i’m tired! maybe i’m just bored by you telling me to go to sleep so much. “
“ is something wrong? “
“ i just need to finish what i’m doing, then i’ll sleep. “
“ you said you were about to go to bed two hours ago. c’mon, time’s up. “
“ is it okay if i sleep in your bed tonight? i’m kinda freaked out. “
“ stop bossing me around, you’re not my mom. i’ll go to sleep when i want to. “
“ you’re pouring coffee all over the counter. “
“ why are you making hot pockets at 3 am? “
“ i don’t care when you go to bed, but do you have to wake me up in the middle of the night with your loud music?! “
#chill out dude
“How are you feeling? Do you need anything?”
"I'm fine."
His head ached terribly ( a minor concussion, they told him ), so did the wound that painted an ugly red from the side of his nose to his cheekbone. The medics had deemed him lucky as —although the impact had been hard— his nose didn’t seem to be broken.
And maybe they were right, he had been lucky. The teen was slightly injured, yes, but he hadn't lost anything, hadn't lost anyone. He hadn't lost a sibling nor had he lost a father. Nancy was still there, in front of him, alive.
El had left with the Byers before the news of Hopper's death had even reached his ears. Mike wished he had been there for her as soon as she was told but, before running towards their house as his body screamed at him to do, he realized that what she really needed was space, that and a type of paternal comfort that he —of course— couldn't provide.
"Can you stay?"
It was desperate, something he hadn't expected himself to say out loud to Nancy out of all people. They weren't the closest of siblings, far from it, really; but he didn't want to be alone, sitting down in the basement miserably once again, holding a bag of ice to his face while thinking of each and every single thing he could have said or done differently before that very moment.
The trouble with fiction is that it makes too much sense. Reality never makes sense.
Aldous Huxley (via quotemadness)
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Mike Wheeler cursing in season 3 of stranger things
I don’t blame her, I blame you! I blame you! That’s okay, kid. That’s okay.
if⠀we’re⠀both⠀going⠀crazy,⠀then⠀we’ll⠀go⠀crazy⠀together,⠀right⠀?
(c.)
Concerned Comments Starters
“Normally, I would ask how you are… but I don’t want you to lie to me about being okay!”
“It’s good, really it is. How can I prove it to you?”
“There have been some things… I’ve noticed.”
“I’ll make some time. We can talk about it.”
“Has anything been going on?”
“There is just… I’m a little scared okay?”
“You’ve been doing a lot more lately… why?”
“You don’t have to pretend. I know you’ve noticed.”
“Tell me something that will pop this bubble of anxiety.”
“There’s been a bit more aggression lately…”
“Something needs to be addressed, now.”
“There’s been something wrong for days.”
“It’s been over a week now! What’s been happening?”
“How are you feeling? Do you need anything?”
“Your worry isn’t necessary. No, don’t look at me like that when I say that…”
“Everything is fine.”
“Nothing is fine.”
“People have started talking… tell me you can alleviate my worry.”
“You haven’t been yourself for a long time, so I don’t believe that. Sorry.”
“This isn’t something that I’m going to drop! I care!”
“Just leave it well enough alone. That’s how it’s always been dealt with and I’m still going.”
“You’ve been told the rumours and I’m here to tell you that it is not as bad as it sounds.”
“I came to -hopefully- confirm that everything was blown to outlandish proportions.”
“A concern was brought up and I’m concerned for it.”
* angsty starters
‘ i don’t feel good.’
‘ get away from me.’
‘ hang on, i’ve got you.’
‘ let’s try and bring that fever down.’
‘ we need to get you warm.’
‘ i’m mad at myself.’
‘ you have to wake up.’
‘ we don’t stop fighting.’
‘ shh, everything’s okay. you’re safe.’
‘ i can’t keep my eyes open.’
‘ you lied to me.’
‘ i thought i could save you.’
‘ you don’t know how to love anything.’
‘ i trusted you and you fucked it up.’
‘ don’t say that. you’re going to be fine.’
‘ no, you don’t get to stand there and pretend a hug makes it all okay.’
‘ i hate you! ’
‘ it hurts inside and you feel alone.’
‘ i can’t do anything right.’
‘ fuck you! ’
‘ hey, don’t be sad. i’m just a little sick.’
‘ you can’t leave me.’
‘ i wanted to make you proud.’
‘ you have to calm down. your heart’s beating way too fast.’
‘ i miss our talks.’
@paladintears ♥ for a starter
Her body curled up next to Mike, pulling the woolen blanket close to her face. Her eyes were glued to the tv screen, trembling as a scary movie was playing. From scene to scene, El jumped as she pulled the blanket over her head, burying her face into Mike’s chest. ❝Let me know whe this scene is over.❞
"Hey, it's okay, it's all fake, just special effects"
He held El a bit tighter as soon as her face touched his chest. The scene depicted in the movie was quite gruesome and Mike couldn't blame her for looking away. After all, he did flinch when a bloody, dismembered (plastic, he reminded himself) arm appeared on the screen with a scream of pure agony playing over it.
"Aaand it's done, you can look now" he tapped on her shoulder slightly once the film focused on another character that hadn't been harmed just yet.
"We don't have to keep on watching if you don't want to, you know?" Mike commented, not wanting the girl to feel uncomfortable or have any kind of horrible memory resurface while they spent their free time together "We could always watch something else..."
Send me “Can’t sleep?” to have a tired conversation with my muse in the middle of the night.