*knocks on door* u alive?
oh boy
alive? yes, sadly
active? i canāt entirely say the same oh dear
yes, itās been a long while since iāve done anything here. i would love to tell you all that iām still writing and that something will be out soon, but truth to be told, iām a lot busier than i was when i first started this blog and writing is a bit of a struggle. iām also pretty sure my mental health has taken a bit of a hit and internalising everything wasnāt the greatest thing for me and itās most definitely all been a very long term thing for me.Ā
in between me dropping off this blog and now, iāve also realised that iām aro/ace (or aspec at least) so that probably better explains all my inability to write any romantic scenes and awkwardness about it whoops,, iāll still probably continue withĀ āx readerā if and when i can, but iāve realised romance is kinda somewhat iām somewhat repulsed by? not much, but itās something iām a little skittish about. if i do start writing, uh thereāll probably be more gen stuff? primarily because thatās what iām mostly interested in, iāve realised
however, despite the fact i probably canātĀ right now, i still really want to at least finish off the match ups and writing i still have sitting in my drafts because i figure i at least owe everyone that much since i technically have been supposed to do them. i might think about having someone to help me out with it all, but i probably donāt know if i would trust anyone with this blog enough whoops//
tl;dr - iām alive, not active, i want to get back to writing, but i highly doubt thatāll be something thatās going to happen soon











