of wandering mind and heart beats

[pammydee06]

at least my 1st day at work for this week is my favorite day of the week. (at Gaisano Mall of Davao (GMALL)) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2i2f1zlnKxEbllw0YMtbytQtmGx5Poa8nbWKU0/?igshid=q13v8bc9yow9

[pammydee06]

The words "for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, 'til death do us part" is even more challenging than one could ever think of -- especially during old age. I can see that through the old, tired eyes of my Mom and also from the seemingly wounded ego of my Dad. It's not because he's some kind of an egotistical maniac (ahemmm... like my choice of boyfriends -- before. hekhek 🤦‍♀️), but because I know that it's hard for him to accept the fact that he's not as strong as he used to be, physically, which eventually is tearing his soul apart. I can see that in his eyes. I know it's hard for him to see my Mommy getting exasperated and always crying (because my Mom is a really chronic worrier and a whiner) and I know that if there's one last thing that my Dad would ever let us feel, it would be to worry about things. My Dad has always been a clown -- my personal clown and a clown to people who knows him too. He likes to make people laugh. But now that he's kinda struggling not to worry about his condition, I just felt the need to step into his shoes -- which is well-- not so ME. Every waking hour that I spend with him, I always make it a point to greet him or to do some "peek-a-boo" just to make him smile and I always greet him with my quirkiest "Daddy!!!" to hide what I really feel. Then I would glare at my Mom and give some signal to stop getting "too emotional." But the truth is, me and my Mom? We're just the same. I'm just good at hiding it. To my Mom, sorry if ever I find you emotionally weak at times. It must be a projection of what I fear -- to be weak. But I want you to know that you're one of the strongest women I know and that I want you to hold on and to never get tired of loving when loving is the hardest thing to do -- for richer or for poorer... in sickness and in health. 🌈 #CHOOSEday #TheThingsYouDoForLove #TrueLoveIs... #1stCorinthians13 (at Deca Homes Mintal Davao City- Rfo) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2g7WAJlmr531WGFJctALtnAP97oU-hKhSapY00/?igshid=1x9qhziybumlt

[pammydee06]

even dogs get tired of playing around, my love. you'll have your time... #LazySabado #FurBabies🐕 #furtherapy🐾 https://www.instagram.com/p/B0a8bpBB3Ji21DWXrK_DbqhiL3VrsFmFxXuzVg0/?igshid=1taurz0dk0md6

[pammydee06]

#FridayFreeway #Proverbs23 #principlesforliving https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz0lqtlFPXQ3TIq6g7gvizv-ziieKzpDUGGQeQ0/?igshid=235rrlf2e4ri

[pammydee06]

42.60php worth of veggies and a can of 90g Gold Seas tuna worth 36.10php... this is way cheaper than ordering healthy meals online such as this which cost more or less 130php -- only at Gmall's G-market! 💚💚💚 #ThursdayTreats💚 #healthyeats💚 #VeggieLunch💚 #CheapTricks💚 https://www.instagram.com/p/BzxBW0GF0S8WId_B9pzscvNBzluxGU5eh7Vp3Y0/?igshid=1dyd9t5g58yga

[pammydee06]

for only 40php, you'll have your ready-to-eat mixed fruits with cream... only at Gmall's G-market!!! 💚💚💚 #ThursdayTreats💚 #healthyeats💚 #FruityLunch💚 https://www.instagram.com/p/BzxADLKlEn4dGb_a5a7Z0tlVcuTGIL-CAD5F0s0/?igshid=12wam3po3uh6y

[pammydee06]

I allot 200php for my daily allowance (100php for pamasahe and 100php for food). I allot 20php every morning for this yummy taho from this senior-citizen taho vendor whose callous hands is a symbol of hard work, humility, and resilience despite of life's harsh realities. Every day, pumupwesto siya sa may Employee's Entrance. Laban lang tayo, manong!!! 💪🌈🍀 CHOOSEday, Tuesday! ❤️ #CHOOSEday #ChooseKindness #HumilityisEverything #PaningkamotDzae!!! https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzrk2BZFwqsmtrxwKjNwlC8cxz48WPP_LYSZ9I0/?igshid=ccuxuclhano9

[pammydee06]

"So when you give to the needy, do not sound a trumpet before you, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and on the streets, to be praised by men. Truly I tell you, they already have their full reward. But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your giving may be in secret. And your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you." (Matthew 6:2-4) #ThinkEternity #ThingsThatTakeTimeToLearn #OnlyAGratefulHeartKnows #TheArtOfSilentGenerosity #ToGiveAndNotToCountTheCost https://www.instagram.com/p/Bza1v_VlHKUHvnpFvErjvsjIRNKGzIeikVxels0/?igshid=uar7r8zd1xxn

[pammydee06]

some things are just meant to be "simple" and uncomplicated -- like the classic taste of Majid's Kebab. ❤️ #CHOOSEday #ComfortFood #NaisingitNaMEtime😁 #ClassicHits #ChooseSimplicity #ChooseToBeKindThanToBeRight #ChooseToUncomplicateThings (at Majid's Kabab) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzZ8QizlXV6Iw6TLy4yv5aAcuvNdbLbtdrJgdY0/?igshid=1ron29yuh9zsg

[pammydee06]

the feelings of deep sadness, fear, weariness, regrets, rejection and uncertainty -- i saw in someone else's eyes tonight. tears just keep flowing. it was like a reflection of what i fear i would feel in the years to come. but my GOD is a sovereign God who holds my past, my present and my future. "there is nothing i shall want." So, "keep calm and have faith." 🌈 #FaithThatWorks #WhenAnxietyAttacks #LeadMeToTheRockThatIsHigherThani https://www.instagram.com/p/BzD2HZelkV3xbKtypwXr8i8nTE2AKdLrOwomxE0/?igshid=afr24te5whoc

[pammydee06]

Masarap si JM, este, ang shawarma ni JM De Guzman. 😂 #JMShawarma #ThatThingCalledShawarna😁 #FridayHealthyCarb (at Gaisano Mall of Davao (GMALL)) https://www.instagram.com/p/ByrzGeolOB9Mn8XufC-o9UtXs928W2kowP60l40/?igshid=frbhnlvjsl47

[pammydee06]

57.12Php worth of veggie salad and a can of 90g Gold Seas Tuna, all bought here at Gmall's GMarket, ain't that bad for a low calorie meal. ang pangutana, kaya ba sa sikmura Inday Pamela? bawasan ko kaya ang veggies next time??? 😁😁😁 #healthyeats #gogreen💚 #veggiesalad https://www.instagram.com/p/ByUlm_vlxJoFfpNpKron7kyNP40UpBg651K4q00/?igshid=1nh55xpzgiqei

[pammydee06]

beef wrap with lots of veggies and avocado shake with no sugar for lunch. hope this one works on a holiday like this at the office. 😁 #itsawrap!😁 #healthyeats #gogreen💚 (at Gaisano Mall of Davao (GMALL)) https://www.instagram.com/p/ByUXTDEFo4bN8i8WJjNN8Gs-J43Qv2-KaOnDEI0/?igshid=116e3q67l3oj6

[pammydee06]

(2 Timothy 3:1-5) You should know this, Timothy, that in the last days there will be very difficult times. For people will love only themselves and their money. They will be boastful and proud, scoffing at God, disobedient to their parents, and ungrateful. They will consider nothing sacred. They will be unloving and unforgiving; they will slander others and have no self-control. They will be cruel and hate what is good. They will betray their friends, be reckless, be puffed up with pride, and love pleasure rather than God. They will act religious, but they will reject the power that could make them godly. Stay away from people like that. #ThinkEternity https://www.instagram.com/p/ByTzix7FR1qPR0cEKYHPfb_QFAFk4BEJgpwYT80/?igshid=pbrayl2k1y3a

[pammydee06]

indulge for the last day of May. 🍰😁❤️ #FridayFeast #31stOfTheMonth #dietfood😁 (at EMS Gmall) https://www.instagram.com/p/ByHe8vbFhHNCjcfqETfSPvQD7IAmHaT_tMPhWA0/?igshid=19hys1hqfgyau

[pammydee06]

you will always be that "ride or die" kind of love. ♠️ #sundaymusings https://www.instagram.com/p/Bx7eWPYlmNwMpdHMix5QgRoyH8A2rWZtSdvm7Q0/?igshid=1iozehcrrwmsz

[pammydee06]

UNCLE? Saan ka na UNCLE? 😁 Pati ba naman sa Cornetto... Yaga-yagaan ko??? 😂😂😂 #icecreamhugot😂 #UNCLE #AngKelangan🤣 https://www.instagram.com/p/BxzGwkCBwuPp6jRcL8GUfRKGVKYSSAGbD6TSpA0/?igshid=o04ikvsspkn9