Little of this, little of that

Just random stuff that I couldn't resist re-blogging.

[stars-bean]

The New Adventures of Winnie the Pooh (1988 - 1992) dir. Carole Beers and Karl Geurs

[landsccape]

[soracities]

when e.e. cummings said “i’ll live my life if it kills me”

[softspringsolace]

when andrea gibson said “i suppose i love this life, in spite of my clenched fist.” & when ellen bass said “to love life, to love it even when you have no stomach for it”

[typewriter-worries]

when james baldwin said, “this is why one must say yes to life and embrace it wherever it is found-and it is found in terrible places; nevertheless, there it is;”

[queerpontmercy]

when Mary Oliver said “it is a serious thing / just to be alive / on this fresh morning / in this broken world”

[heavensghost]

from Autopsy by Donte Collins

[berrylvr]

chronic fatigue will have u thinking things like i miss washing and chopping vegetables

[pandabear71]

You don't understand how mad I get because I can't pull the weeds from my driveway cracks anymore.

[museify]

[remanence-of-love]

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Richard Siken, Portrait of Fryderyk in Shifting Light (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[pandabear71]

I don't understand why it hurts so much. I can accept we're broke right now. I can accept going with our food. But Mother's Day...my kids forgot me, brushed me off and ignored me. I just wanted to walk around the corner to the mulberry tree.

Years of trying, faltering, failing, I still can't be treated like a human even on Mother's Day.

My sole regret from leaving an abusive relationship that stole almost twenty years of my life, is I am now left alone in a world that is not my world. My world? An age long past now apparently. I feel like an institutionalized inmate that's been dumped in the world.

So much has changed, even now years later I am finding it so very hard to exist. And recently, I find myself asking myself why I am. Why do I prolong my suffering? My kids are grown and obviously don't need me. I'm not a fool, I know I'd be missed. And I suppose that's why it's considered selfish. But honestly? I'm just fucking tired.

[hiatuse]

To be desired means nothing. To be truly understood and deeply loved is everything.

[wifehaver103947]

A little tulip heart my dad planted for my mom in their garden :’)

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[weltenwellen]

Andrea Gibson, Lord of the Butterflies

[count-omer]

ID: what i want most is to live the rest of my life desperately wanting to live it

[pandabear71]

I will not stagnate myself for you.

[nightquotes]

I was burning, while you came blaming me for the smell of ashes. -Fyodor Dostoevsky

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Kriti G.

[lingering-zephyr]

For now, there is no forgiveness. Hope you burn.

[pandabear71]

But for now I cannot forgive what you have done to me. ..was Until always a lie?

[omneco]

[1-jar-of-stars]

On Friendship.