eagerly awaiting machine-flesh transcendance

she/they/it | demi/pan | reposts NSFW content and deranged smut

[eggnogo]

finished this

posted 2/23 on patreon

[godivaghoul]

Godiva Ghoul - a #hardcover solo book

The next book in the #hardcover solo series, this time with the amazing Godiva Ghoul! Funded in 4 minutes!

My new smart-cellular-telephone arrived today and it takes pretty good pictures

[eggnogo]

comm for ccelster.bsky.social

[celestial-fang]

I designed a hypothetical plan to modify humans into body horror angels and just found out my school’s science department put it on their poster to advertise the class… hmm… does anyone have a job opening for mad scientists

[poisonheadcrabsalesman]

Insane showerthought of revisiting John Halo goes to Therapy ideas where it's stitched together POVs of vague ass medicaid BIRP notes, session notes scribbled down, and John POV.

Like:

Behavior: J was alert and on time for session. He presented with a flat affect, answered in one word responses, and appeared uncomfortable with questions about his wellbeing and interests. Session focused on building rapport.

Intervention: Clinician used motivational interviewing and reflective listening to engage with J about his routine, work life balance, and treatment plan goals. Discharge planning was discussed. Clinician explained confidentiality for sessions.

Response: J responded with short curt answers or asked for clarification. He maintained a stiff posture and neutral face for most of session, sometimes frowning when confused. He stated he wanted to get back to work three times.

Plan: Clinician will follow up with J on mindfulness and DBT distress tolerance interventions.

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Stiff, unblinking. Mimics body language and breathing patterns. Does not react to jokes

Master Chief doesn't like jokes?

Nervous when notes taken.

Eats and sleeps regularly

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John was tired. There were plenty of missions in the past when he was tired and didn't want to be somewhere. Those missions had him alone and lost just like this very moment. But those missions were on far away alien worlds and not on a too soft couch with a white noise machine outside the door barely muffins voices in the hall.

[atomic-chronoscaph]

Annie Lennox (1983)

[celestial-fang]

Having a double whammy of norovirus and period cramps pulverizing my innards and not in the fun way like when a huge monster bf does it

[tomdestry]

TWIN PEAKS 1.01 “Northwest Passage” — 1990, directed by David Lynch cinematography by Ronald Víctor García

[vanilla-bean-buttercream]

On my hands and knees begging adults to allow children to engage in risk play.

And by risk play I don't mean handing them a gun and playing Russian Roulette.

I mean like climbing trees, getting so sick spinning on the swing they throw up, balancing on the curb, sitting in the mud, walking on slippery surfaces, building half ass ramps to ride their bike over, standing on rocks, or anything that involves a smidgen of confidence and out of the box thinking that could result in injury.

Obviously like watch your kids and such, but when we talk about the fun of being an 80s or 90s kid, it's not just talking about CDs and Walkmans or not having iPads. It's about how kids today were robbed of critical learning and experience skills we were allowed to have.

Playgrounds disappearing, helicopter parents, and sue culture really destroyed a child's development in the United States, and I think it's about time we as adults recognize that, because the kids sure have.

[just7frogsinapeoplesuit]

You know what happens to kids who don't get to take reasonable risks? They never learn how to gauge safety or control their bodies in risky situations.

A kid who never climbs a tree becomes an adult who falls off a ladder because they don't intuitively know to keep 3 points of contact when climbing.

A kid who never skins their knees launching off a swingset becomes an adult who shatters an arm because they never learned how to break a fall.

Kids who are allowed to take risks become safer adults.

[just7frogsinapeoplesuit]

This crossed my dash again, so here's a more thorough list of things risk play is necessary for:

- Developing pain tolerance & an understanding of which types/intensities of pain are "okay" and which need immediate medical attention

- Calibrating the inner ear (sense of balance) and learning how the body reacts to experiencing different things, essential to learning to control the body in unexpected situations

- Developing reflexes and subconscious safety instincts (e.g. protectively throwing up your hands when an object flies toward your face)

- Normalizing getting hurt so the first reaction to an injury is just to treat it (and not to have a fearful emotional meltdown)

- Learning how to treat and heal from injuries (beginnings of self-care)

- Developing appropriate levels of fear around various activities, desensitizing fear around doing harmless things and establishing a fear response for actions that caused an injury. This is key to properly gauging risk in new situations.

Additionally, the reason it's so essential to mess around and get hurt as a kid is not just because it's a critical developmental stage, but also because kids' bodies are growing and naturally resistant to major injuries. A 3rd grader can get launched off a bike onto the pavement and only sustain a few scrapes and bruises that will heal in a few days, while someone who's 30 would likely pull or sprain something (or worse) and take weeks to heal.

If you are someone who grew up not being allowed to take risks it is likely you have a low pain tolerance, fear surrounding physical activities, slow reflexes, and poor judgment. The good thing is that it's never too late to learn! Our brains are very malleable, so if you missed out on this stuff as a kid now is the time to go climb a tree, go on a hike with unstable footing, or join a casual sports team. Just start small and work your way up, since your body won't be as resilient as it was when you were 9 :)

[vanilla-bean-buttercream]

Your additions have tickled my brain in the right way. Thank you for your contribution to the discussion!

[roach-works]

reading weird and unpleasant books and watching scary movies and challenging foreign cinema is how you do the same thing to your brain.

[gebo4482]

Sketches for a personal project. by Maxim Bazhenov

[celestial-fang]

I prefer a society in which even the most garbage brainrot media that I don’t agree with is allowed over one where the government and megacorpos has control over what people is allowed to look at, actually

[sarahdraws16]

Recent commission work🩸🫀

[nyancrimew]

The Adrian Dittmann Story

all the evidence and methodology from A to Z by ryan fae and me

The Adrian Dittmann Story

the evidence, from A to Z, and righting the wrongs

[nyancrimew]

thank you elon

[nyancrimew]

anyone who posted a link to either our article or the spectator article has most likely also been locked (at least ryan and jackie have been too) and the links are now impossible to post on twitter.

[heavenblanket]

new artist on tumblr

hello, I’m a new artist on here. I’m 22 yo and I make guro artworks, my artistic inspiration is Farshchian. My artworks may contain disturbing imagery or symbolism.

I’m interested in discussing psychological and sociological topics and topics of fiction versus reality.

I made tumblr to get out of my comfort zone and make fanarts. I’m mainly an oc artist but I want to make fanarts in future as well.

[sarahdraws16]

No 🧠??🌝

[celestial-fang]

True gooners also respect women’s rights to goon and adult creators’ rights to make the gooning material

[shuuzaar]

Commemorative Rhithin i drew during my free time before the holidays to celebrate my birthday on the 24th!

Merry Christmas everyone!