Papyrus 2750

[skj-weebmam]

Loves the way he looks like 09 Ghost!!!

[papyrusthelnera3]

No because like thats so close to the outfit 09 Ghost was wearing when he died- yk after is CO turned on him- like Price did this time around-

[lanialania00]

[dragongirlteeth]

Air to air combat is the easiest form of warfare to argue that both parties consent to. Dogfighting is basically kink and it should turn you on at least a little.

[skc-official]

"yeah this is a totally platonic rivalry" you are literally doing this

[papyrusthelnera3]

POV You're minding your own buisness in an NYC bar:

[grombs-blog]

I care them 😭

[respectissexy]

There is nothing like the experience of growing up in a context where you are so romantically undesirable that people dare their friends to ask you out as a prank, then changing contexts and becoming a Hot Person overnight without any change to your actual appearance at all and going ohhhh. I wasn't ugly. I was unpopular. Like I knew I was unpopular but I thought I was also ugly.

It can be difficult to tell the difference, because if you are sufficiently unpopular, people will feel the need to do elaborate displays of being sexually repulsed by you, lest your unpopularity rub off on them via suspicion of their being attracted to you.

All that is to say if you currently feel strongly that you are ugly, but have also always been unpopular, might be worth waiting and seeing if your "ugliness" seems to magically go away when your context changes. It's happened to a lot of people.

*Obligatory ugliness is subjective and socially constructed etc. etc. To the extent that ugliness exists, this blog is pro ugly people, but that's not what this post is really about.

**I am putting this in the body dysmorphia tag because I think it's relevant to different ways people can develop body dysmorphia, but it will really bum me out if I get 20,000 notes that all say "#I'm both tho" or "I KNOW I'm hideous because [littany of ways people have mistreated me]" so like. Please be mindful that I'm going to see all the tags, OK? I don't like having to mute my posts because I like interacting with people on them.

[bolters-and-rivets]

but what if we never had this magical change of context?

escaping an abusing living situation (not a romantic relationship) and moving across the country did not land me in social circles that magically found me attractive where the best I had before was someone who felt obligated to date me out of pity.

if anything my experience in life since then has strengthened my belief that I am a deeply unattractive individual.

[papyrusthelnera3]

Aye- but thats because I think you may have more to do ! Getting out is step one, step two is deconstructing everything that abuse taught , step three is re-building.

Ik you said your situation wasn't romantic but- there is a creator on Tik tok, called Dr Ruth and she did a step by step series talking about her process of leaving, and she points out that a lot of that process for her was remembering that all those strict little rules and 'facts' about her that she's been taught during that relationship were both bullshit and didn't need to be followed anymore, she was intelligent enough to manage her own finaces, she could make friends without him, she could find a better partner, she could stack the dishwasher how she wanted.

For me it took a combination of growing up out of being that little girl that got picked on for being ugly, and that I could ditch that friend and later a family member who made me feel like shit, and that I could find someone who sees me as desireable in a respectful way. For me yeah it did take therapy in part but like I also just embraced the "who tf cares, this is me" mentality and it lowkey helped alot, like telling myself I was ugly, awful and unloveable actually made it worse.

[taproot-bread]

You know that weird phase where you are not asleep yet but your mind starts doing whatever and you can't really control it? Yeah.

[taproot-bread]

[taproot-bread]

I'M????????????

[swayerto]

[papyrusthelnera3]

MASSIVE SPOILERS

Spoiler warning for MW4 p2

Apparently Makarov dies fairly fast in MW4 and this has upset quite a few people but I’m not shocked at all,its actually a really fitting and fairly realistic way for him to go.

Makarov isn’t really this big mega evil boss man that he makes himself out be, I’m not calling him a liar, I think he genuinely sees himself as being above everyone else.

But: Makarov is a sock puppet, a compromised sock puppet for the Koni group. He is very explicitly not the group's first leader, nor will he be their last, he’s just a leader of them. He’s the middle man dictator of it all, when he dies nobody will mourn, nothing will change, he’ll just be replaced. 

Not to mention, he’s been caught, the military know his face, name, fingerprints, DNA profile now, he’s even let them get access to a few of the groups major income sources. None of the Deals Makarov has made has gone off without a few major hits, he could very well be on borrowed time. 

Does that take away from the fact that Makarov is a willing participant in all this? No. He absolutely believes in everything he is doing, he has to, or wtf is he doing it all for???

Equally again Makarov isn’t a founding member of the Koni group, he’s just another desperate wanderer they picked up at a young age and groomed to believe their ideals, a process made easier if you still consider his original backstory of the horrendous abuse he faced as a child by his father. Makrov was raised to believe that if he was able to succeed in his goal of restoring the USSR’s territory it would solve everything that was and had gone wrong, he can justify his actions because he fixed it all, they achieved the ultimate goal and should he die on the way to achieve this, then he would die a hero.

[kabber]

[megapope-deactivated20220531]

[foreveriallyzombified]

hey wanna see something cool

[megapope-deactivated20220531]

Yeah man let's see it

[foreveriallyzombified]

keemstar has the lowest rated feet on wikifeet

[random-item-bestower]

Favorite letter?

Cursive Z.

[papyrusthelnera3]

Professor Layton type shit

[papyrusthelnera3]

Potentially luke warm take but–

I feel like Graves displays all the symptoms of Anti Social Personality disorder, whether he would be considered ‘good representation’ or not isn’t up to me considering I know I don’t have ASPD, but here me out:

According to the NHS the main behavioral patterns of ASPD are:

Exploit, manipulate or violate the rights of others

Lack concern, regret or remorse about other people's distress

Behave irresponsibly and show disregard for normal social behaviour

Have difficulty sustaining long-term relationships

Be unable to control their anger

Lack guilt, or not learn from their mistakes

Blame others for problems in their lives

Repeatedly break the law

This is behaviour Graves shows blatantly throughout the games he’s in.

Especially numbers 1-3 and 5-7.

“But he cares for his Shadows!” 

Not really , he views them as being disposable, name one shadow outside of Graves? Go on, one, one death from his team he even acknowledges. He cares about them the same way you would care for an ant farm, if all or most of them die you’d be pretty bummed out, but you haven’t formed bonds to specific ants . 

Which actually as I type this links to 4 quite well. Graves actually doesn’t get why 141 is still pissed at him, I bet he won’t get why Price turned on Shepherd either outside of understanding it from an eye for an eye perspective. Like this doesn’t absolve him of the war crimes he’s committed it just explains why I think he fully expected 141 especially Gaz (who hadn’t been in Los Almas at the time he initially did  the whole betrayal) to just be chill with him again now he was working with their allies. 

I think him and Alex are going to be a really funny duo in MW4 for this reason, they’re both really strong criticisms of Americana heroism in two completely different directions.

[goldcrescent]

I also think that the strength gap is at least partially manufactured women would in fact be stronger overall if little girls were encouraged to do physically taxing games and activities and eat their fill while they’re growing vs having to constantly diet and be sedentary indoors (or god forbid do intense cardio while under-eating). The amount of adult women honestly afraid to lift weights bc they think they’ll get bulky as though bulking isn’t a full time job that athletes have to spend all their time on and anyone on earth gets shredded from just using their adult muscles for their intended purpose, girl your bone density 🥀

[goldcrescent]

if you say women are intentionally nerfed from birth in 2026 people look at you like you’re insane and start condescendingly telling you about how women are just better at different things (but not during their periods haha) but this was a completely basic feminist talking point I grew up with like “girls can do it too! [shot of little girls climbing and running with boys]” nickelodeon commercial tier base level I hate it how is everyone suddenly dumber than the average 7 year old

[papyrusthelnera3]

No seriously this is like a basic Liberal Femminst talking point- not even its the main arguement that all branches of Femmism agree on.

Deadass just did my A level paper on this hang on:

Socialist, Liberal and Post modern femmists all agree that women are socialised to believe that there are differences between sexs, to quote Gilman, "There is no female brain" and de Bevoirs whole thing is that women get treated like the "Other" over being treated equally.

Like hooks's is a difference femmist but her main reasoning was that why can't we celebrate sterotypical femine attributes the same way thay masculine ones are?

[zeitvon]

wheres gaz well who do u think was holding the camera

[papyrusthelnera3]

Cannon , Kate has the boom mic and Nik the lighting

[calledannabella]

mac

[mewymarsher]

Violents and destruction on planet mold spore.

[reversn]