Paradoxical 17

Anna. 21. / Come and read with me as I blog my way out of reality.

[thepersonalquotes]

[paradoxical17]

Hey. I havent written here in a pretty long while. But if you did have a guess, I'm here to confide. Just like wrifing, I haven't found myself have a mental breakdown ina long while. Kind of refreshing, to be honest. Helpful as well. But ultimately, I cant control my undending stream of tears. I find myself feeling embarrassed to have even cried at all.

[poems-and-word]

Poems & Words

[cullensmidnight]

i am not black, but i see you.

i am not black, but i hear you.

i am not black, but i mourn with you.

i am not black, but i see the injustice that you face.

i am not black, but i see the fear for your sons and your daughters. your brothers and sisters.

i am not black, but i will stand with you.

inaction is also an action. and i will not stay silent.

i don’t see your color. i appreciate and honor your color and your roots and experiences. you are valued and respected.

✊✊🏻✊🏼✊🏽✊🏾✊🏿

[everybodyiswatchingher]

whats keeping me up at night

[paradoxical17]

Early Year-Ender 2019

Hey all.

I have not been here for a quite some time now. I also haven’t written nor read decent pieces of writing since adulting came over me.

Not quite sure what brings me here. I usually go here to escape. However, right now I know that’s not exactly the reason why I’m here. I guess I just want to be able to talk to someone valuable, or someone to hear my thoughts while I go through stuff alone.

It’s always an understatement to say that a lot of things have happened this year and this was one heck of a roller coaster ride, but it’s still the truth. Literally created and lost a number of relationships as I went through the everydays of 2019.

As an early year-ender post, I am deeply hoping and praying that I get to create more meaningful relationships and lose less of them, to discovering more and bettering myself along the process. Crossing my fingers on this one!

Advance merry Christmas and early cheers to the new year’s y’all!

[saadsaiyyed]

🥺 Stranger Things Season 3 🥺

[poems-and-word]

“There’s a lot of strength in weakness.”

— Leona Lewis, Stone Hearts (via music-and-quotes)

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“If only I can keep the poison out of my being, which comes out of fear, and fear out of doubt, and doubt out of self-doubt,”

— Anaïs Nin, from a diary entry featured in Mirages: The Unexpurgated Diary; 1939-1947

[poems-and-word]

“You’re only good if you can do bad and decide not to.”

— Richard Ford, Canada (via books-n-quotes)

[poemswords]

[thepersonalquotes]

[thepersonalquotes]

[paradoxical17]

never felt this sad in a really really long time

[paradoxical17]

and you said you were afraid because "you have to open yourself up to someone who could leave anytime” 

lol di mo man lang ba naisip na ako rin takot :---) 

[extramadness]

[wordsonpoint]

“Sometimes everything seems a little fucked up. Or very fucked up. But not everybody knows how to appreciate and love the fucked up things; and the fucked up people.”

— (via nakedly)