Hello! Small intropost to get some things out of the way.
My name is Marble. I'm 20+ and a trans man.
I ended up developing alot of trauma related kinks and thoughts that I did not even want.
I noticed the community for this stuff on here was alot bigger than I originally thought, and I actually feel somewhat safe enough to make this a public alt and bring some of my thoughts into words.
I also have a loving partner that helps me find healthy ways to cope outside of this.
To get a few things out of the way;
[And please read on with extreme caution.
To summarize, this blog is a spot for me to vocalize/cope with nsft agere, mild zoo, gore and necro, as well as fauxcest.
Please interact only if you're comfortable with it.]
Agere - I don't know what really to categorize this under. I am in no way a MAP. I fucking hate children actually. I want to be the child. I want to actually be craved so bad that age doesn't matter. That fucked up love is something my head wants from an extreme lack of it as a child, being as the time I got the most attention as a child, was sexually.
(I do age regress outside of that without sexualizing it, as my age regression is alot younger than I'm even comfortable viewing in content. 16-17 is my limit for any form of it.)
Zoo - I ended up into very mild forms of zoo because I had no one to tell me right from wrong when I was younger. I did alot of things that I regret to my core and still feel disgusting for, but I've managed to find a healthy way to express my feelings and desires. Namely petplay. Alot of petplay.
Gore, Vore, and Necro. - To me the most tame out of everything I just said. These are ones I don't really know how they developed. Enough sexual experiences close to things related tricking my brain into it I think. I cannot Dom unless its Gorey. I do alot of not very healthy things to help with the gore cravings, but it's myself, so I don't care.
Fauxcest - Goes hand in hand with the Agere but thought I would list it seperate.
Thank you for taking the time for reading if you did. I really appreciate it.
I want someone to understand that I need desperately be trained into being a sex toy...
Picked up from the neglectful streets, still so innocent and small.. raised well of course.
Until I start sticking my nose where it shouldn't be. Getting horny about someone I saw as a parental figure. A saviour. Looking for answers that don't matter, trying to find anything...
But you know through the harsh abuse and punishments, I'll become the perfect thing for you to use up. One way or the next.
Yes, please violently rail my boycunt and ass as punishment for watching you fuck the cheap whore you brought home last night from your closet.
Yes sadistic murder is nice, but I also love the idea of holding and comforting someone as they slowly die. Maybe I'm killing them, maybe they are committing suicide. Regardless, just holding and rocking them and kissing them, reassuring them that everything will be okay.. and promising that you will take care of their dead body and still love them in death ahh! ♡♡♡
need someone to groom me so badd、i will do anythinggg you want ー i will worship you like you’re my personal god、i will hump you like the mutt i know i am｡ stab me、kick me、praise me ｡｡ ♡ pleasepleasepl
