My immobility challenges~*
Someone was curious about what my immobility challenges were and I figured it would make a pretty juicy post for people to enjoy. I am about 70-85% immobile given the type of day and surprisingly, the weather.
First major problem is I have an L5S1 slipped disc in my lower lumbar spine. Due to this, my sciatic nerve is pinched on my right side. My right leg goes numb after 5-10 minutes standing, depending on the days' humidity and pressure. Higher humidity and pressure kills me. I'm in pain a lot but cortisone shots don't work anymore and I'm too fat to consider surgery.
Second thing I'm going to mention is I have a heart condition. It doesn't take much for me to get winded and out of breath, especially with all the fat I have to carry around. It's just better if I don't move too much.
Thirdly, I smoke weed and nic like it's my job, I vape a lot. It fucks up my lungs and it makes me very out of breath.
A fucked up back, a heart condition, and smoking like a chimney, coupled with morbid obesity just makes a formula of limited mobility and a true sedentary lifestyle.
I'm aware of the consequences, that's actually what makes this all so hot. I'm fat, lazy and hedonistic and I turned my legitimate disabilities into a kink; pretty common to do so. And yes, it arouses me, so fucking much.
I hope you're touching yourself to this..
My time these days consists of laying in my bed (which is why most of my pictures are just laying down), smoking, eating, and watching tv. It's increasingly arousing to me as each day passes and I realize how much worse I'm making my mobility by intentionally gaining pounds and pounds of heavy fat. It makes me ache to admit it but being pinned to my bed goes right to my pussy.
My fat is suffocating to me some days. When it's hot, when it's raining, going for walks/out with friends; all of that is a struggle to me. I'm missing out on so much and.... I'm so turned on about it. I just .. can't stop. I don't want to anymore. I want this... I want this.
The idea of someone who adds to this with me is only more exciting. A limitless feeder that's so wholesome and just tells me it's okay to get worse and let it take over my body and my mind. I hope they get aroused and can't help but mount my fat belly and hump it while I tell them how my heart is struggling.. it's just so fucking alluring. I need it.
Anyway I got really horny there for a second. It's consuming my thoughts now.
This is the general recap of why I'm limited mobility and why getting fatter will only exacerbate it until I'm motionless and helpless. Hope you enjoyed a look into how I feel about this kink and death/immobility feedism. I need to go find my wand.
