Searching for beauty under a rock

Hey there you lurker.I'm one of those people who always try to see the beauty in things even when everything seems smoky and fuzzy.English Lit student.I2m just someone whos trying to be happy and eliminating the toxic things from my life. Waiting for something to make sense. Crazy,lonely and loves rainy days.:)I'm very nice and I love making new friends so never hesitate to chat with me. Trying to see the beauty in life these days Things I love:Pretty little liars,greys anatomy ♥♥♥,gossip girl,the oc,tea,books,amelie,karl lagerfeld,americas next top model,the olsen twins,greys anatomy,criminal minds,teen wolf,HARRY POTTER I dont take credit for the things I post. This is not %100 streetstyle or grunge or indie or positive thinking whatever blog.This is %100 post whatever the fuck i like.

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jasminsarakatariina

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Simone de Beauvoir, The Woman Destroyed

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“August evenings are especially stricken with melancholy - as if the ghosts of all past summers came rushing to haunt my heart”

from Letters of Summer Past (Listy Tamtego Lata) VI

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It turns out that you can become the person you’ve always envisioned but you’ll still have the person you were before inside of you and you have to treat them with as much forgiveness and love as possible

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one day, you will find yourself being loved by entirely new people and wonder why you were ever worried you’d never find them

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— T. James (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

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embarrassment has good bones

[oaluz]

When everything is embarrassing, that’s a sign that your passion is waking up, and it wants more. Your desire is a tender sprout that wants more water, more sunshine. It wants you to give up on SEEMING happy and in control and to start FEELING joy instead, even when it feels a little too big, even when it makes you cry, even when it forces you to question where you are and why.

Passion and desire and shame and sadness don’t signal that you have to change everything immediately, though. These are sensations that don’t require solutions. Your primary job, in the face of renewed lust for life, is to tolerate the shame of joy.

Because embarrassment is sometimes just a sign that you’ve never lived out in the open before, you’ve never cared more about a feeling than you care about how you’re coming across, you’ve never prioritized happiness over control.

This is why it’s good to take risks that might embarrass you regularly. Because every time you dare to embarrass yourself for the sake of who you are, you’re teaching your body to prioritize joy. You’re teaching yourself to let go of seeming better than the things you love. You’re showing yourself how to feel where you are — to soak in the cool fall air, to breathe in the moon, to love every lopsided moment of your glorious, flawed life.

Shame is a Side Effect of Desire, Heather Havrilesky

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I Worried, Mary Oliver

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The Mirror (1975)