Sweetness Is Key

I’m not sure what I’m gonna do on here yet, have patience

[patience1218]

My name is Patience, this blog has no rhyme or reason other than a digital diary and for me to dick around and be silly!! Here’s a rq about me!

🌘 I’m 19 turning 20 this year!!

🌘 I’m bisexual and a woman of color

🌘 I’m like the definition of an extrovert hit me up for anything but also I’m bad at replying so expect to be amused once every 3-4 business daysz

🌘 Some of my interests include: Poetry, Music of all kinds, Theatre, and Video games (Specifically BG3 and Hogwarts Legacy)

🌘 Fuck Ice, Fuck Trump, Free Palestine. (If you disagree find the nearest exit)

Ok peace and love byee!!

[patience1218]

The people wanted poetry so here we go

Sending Myself Mixed Signals

I’ve been sending myself mixed signals

Internal mechanisms heat up and missfire

I wanted you to want me

I needed you to want to know me

I hoped you’d make me a priority.

I want to be important to you.

I want to be someone you look for everywhere.

My mind saw your kindness,

your natural kindness.

Your silly self.

And I couldn’t help it.

I hoped you’d want me.

So much that the screen in my nightly recaps began to spew blasphemy.

In hopes that watching the highlights,

That hoping hard enough.

Could bring us into fruition.

But in the end of it all.

I know.

I’ve just been sending myself mixed signals.

Written by Patience

[patience1218]

Should I start posting poetry snippets?

[becherdireinen]

Any idiot can have sex. But can you make a woman feel safe? Comfortable? Appreciated? Adored? Can you support her at her worst? No? Then stay the fuck away from her.

[patience1218]

And thissssss is why I don’t do traditional dating, cause very rarely can they do anything on this list

[vk20002]

I haven’t gone a day without thinking of you ever since our very first conversation

[patience1218]

Hahahahahaha (I’m going insane)

[patience1218]

You know sometimes I’m like “no I’m not unlovable I’m a great and easy person to get along with” and then I inconsolably sob for three hours over a ceramic bowl I made that my cat broke and I’m like “ohhh right I’m literally the most horridly dramatic person I know”