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Patrick Voltaire | 15 | Dating Beatz | Junior at Dalton I'm Patrick! I live with my adoptive dad and my brother! I love to sing and dance and sing...wait...I said sing twice. Oh well! [Part of Stories from B36, all trigger warnings apply]

[patrick-voltaire]

Welcome Back || Jatrick

[princessesandjokers]

“Yeah..” He paused. “Okay, no. I’m not accepting that. What aren’t you telling me? You’re acting weird. We haven’t even kissed yet.”

[patrick-voltaire]

Patrick shrugged, looking nervous.

[princessesandjokers]

“Please.. Just tell me.”

[patrick-voltaire]

“Um…well,” Patrick swallowed, “We were at this campfire and, um…Kai leaned over and kissed me,” he said nervously, “I pulled away and didn’t even kiss back but I…I felt so guilty and I don’t know why. I didn’t even kiss him back.”

[princessesandjokers]

Jake let hurt flash across his face for a minute. “Well, I mean.. If that’s all I’m glad you told me. And if it’s not.. Tell me now. So we can get.. Over it quickly.”

[patrick-voltaire]

“I’m over it,” Patrick said quickly, “I didn’t want him. I want you.”

[princessesandjokers]

“Well… Okay. Yeah, okay. You were honest. And that’s what matters, right?” He asked, more to himself.

[patrick-voltaire]

"Y-Yeah," Patrick nodded.

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

Tension || Voltaires

[patrick-voltaire]

Patrick sniffled, “O-Okay. I’ll take them, daddy.”

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

Aster forced a smile, hurting, loving, grateful, as he stifled a sob, clenching his eyes tight from the tears and bringing his head to their hands. “I love you, buddy,” he sniffled, kissing the top of Patrick’s mop of ginger hair. “T-Thank you,”

[patrick-voltaire]

"I'm sorry," Patrick whispered, "I made you cry."

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

Tension || Voltaires

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

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“But I hate them,” he whimpered.

“I-I know,” Aster’s voice cracked, looking at his son with desperate eyes. “I hate them too, but…” his hands gently folded over Pat’s and squeezed it gently. “You’ve got keep fighting, Pat. I know it doesn’t feel like it now, but it’s worth it.” he whispered, tears pouring down his face.

“I’m not going to give up on us now, buddy. You shouldn’t too; there’s still so many things I want to see you do,”

[patrick-voltaire]

Patrick sniffled, "O-Okay. I'll take them, daddy."

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

Tension || Voltaires

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

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“Not right now,” Patrick whined.

“–Pat, please,” Aster pleaded, voice cracking and looking as if he was having a hard time doing it too. “Brandon and I don’t want to see you at the hospital,” he whispered.

[patrick-voltaire]

"But I hate them," he whimpered.

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

Tension || Voltaires

[lucasduval-and-brandonmckenzie]

Brandon helped put Patrick down in his bed, “He needs his medication, Aster.”

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

“I know,” Aster whispered as he adjusted the pillow onto Pat’s back. “Pat, you’re going to need your medication, okay?” he said softly, reaching out to cup Pat’s cheek.

[patrick-voltaire]

"Not right now," Patrick whined.

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

Tension || Voltaires

[patrick-voltaire]

Patrick leaned on him heavily, his eyes closed, “I’m sleepy.”

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

“Hey, hey…” Aster shushed, wrapping his arms around Pat securely as he steadied him, “Let’s get you to a bed first, okay?” he whispered, kissing the top of his son’s head. “Want daddy to carry you?” he asked softly.

[patrick-voltaire]

"Yes," Patrick whispered, closing his eyes. "Do you maybe want to try to take your pills for us?" Brandon tried. Patrick just curled further into Aster, closing his eyes.

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

Tension || Voltaires

[patrick-voltaire]

“Hey, buddy,” Brandon said gently, smiling at him, “How are you doing?”

“They hurt you,” Patrick whispered, touching his cheek, “They wanted to hurt me but you let them hurt you…for me.” 

 Brandon bit his lip, “Pat, do you want to take your medicine for me?”

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

Aster closed his eyes as he cradled Pat, running his hands through his hair as he let out a shaky sigh. It hurt him to think of what they’ve been through, and it hurts him that sometimes he couldn’t do more to help them. “We’re here, Pat. We’re here…” he whispered sincerely.

[patrick-voltaire]

Patrick leaned on him heavily, his eyes closed, "I'm sleepy."

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

Tension || Voltaires

[patrick-voltaire]

Brandon pursed his lips, holding onto his brother and not saying a word. Patrick stared at him, his eyes wide and glazed over.

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

Aster just brought Pat closer to him in his arms and turned to Brandon, a pleading look in his eyes. “Talk to him, please…” he whispered, “He needs you…” he swallowed, placing a small kiss on his son’s head.

[patrick-voltaire]

"Hey, buddy," Brandon said gently, smiling at him, "How are you doing?" "They hurt you," Patrick whispered, touching his cheek, "They wanted to hurt me but you let them hurt you...for me." Brandon bit his lip, "Pat, do you want to take your medicine for me?"

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

Tension || Voltaires

[patrick-voltaire]

“They were going to hurt you,” Patrick whispered to Brandon, shaking like a leaf.

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

“Who…?” Aster asked, eyebrows furrowed in worry as his heart sunk lower. A part of him not wanting to know, because he felt he already did. He turned to his husband and swallowed, a grim look in his eyes as he continued soothing Pat’s back. “He’s safe now.. We’re safe now, see?” he tried to reassure.

[patrick-voltaire]

Brandon pursed his lips, holding onto his brother and not saying a word. Patrick stared at him, his eyes wide and glazed over.

[patrick-voltaire]

Welcome Back || Jatrick

[princessesandjokers]

“Yeah..” He paused. “Okay, no. I’m not accepting that. What aren’t you telling me? You’re acting weird. We haven’t even kissed yet.”

[patrick-voltaire]

Patrick shrugged, looking nervous.

[princessesandjokers]

“Please.. Just tell me.”

[patrick-voltaire]

“Um…well,” Patrick swallowed, “We were at this campfire and, um…Kai leaned over and kissed me,” he said nervously, “I pulled away and didn’t even kiss back but I…I felt so guilty and I don’t know why. I didn’t even kiss him back.”

[princessesandjokers]

Jake let hurt flash across his face for a minute. “Well, I mean.. If that’s all I’m glad you told me. And if it’s not.. Tell me now. So we can get.. Over it quickly.”

[patrick-voltaire]

Welcome Back || Jatrick

[princessesandjokers]

“Yeah..” He paused. “Okay, no. I’m not accepting that. What aren’t you telling me? You’re acting weird. We haven’t even kissed yet.”

[patrick-voltaire]

Patrick shrugged, looking nervous.

[princessesandjokers]

“Please.. Just tell me.”

[patrick-voltaire]

"Um...well," Patrick swallowed, "We were at this campfire and, um...Kai leaned over and kissed me," he said nervously, "I pulled away and didn't even kiss back but I...I felt so guilty and I don't know why. I didn't even kiss him back."

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

Tension || Voltaires

[patrick-voltaire]

“WHAT THE HELL?!” Brandon demanded when he walked into the room. Patrick jumped slightly and froze when Brandon kneeled down to him. He reached out and touched his shoulder before jumping up and hugging him with one arm, the other hand still tightly gripping Aster’s shirt.

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

Aster swallowed worriedly, tensing the same as Patrick before relaxing. “We’re here, Pat,” he whispered, rubbing soothing circles with one hand as the other intertwined with Brandon, “It’s okay, we’re here,” he croaked out, giving him a weak smile.

[patrick-voltaire]

"They were going to hurt you," Patrick whispered to Brandon, shaking like a leaf.

[patrick-voltaire]

Welcome Back || Jatrick

[princessesandjokers]

“Yeah..” He paused. “Okay, no. I’m not accepting that. What aren’t you telling me? You’re acting weird. We haven’t even kissed yet.”

[patrick-voltaire]

Patrick shrugged, looking nervous.

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

Tension || Voltaires

[patrick-voltaire]

Patrick ran over to where he had been staring but then froze. He sat down on the ground slowly and pulled his knees up to his chest, breathing heavily.

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

“Brandon!” Aster called out worriedly, before rushing to Patrick and crouching down to take him in his arms. “I’m here, buddy,” he whispered, resting his forehead against his, “Talk to me, what do you see?” he pleaded, kissing the top of his son’s head in worry.

[patrick-voltaire]

"WHAT THE HELL?!" Brandon demanded when he walked into the room. Patrick jumped slightly and froze when Brandon kneeled down to him. He reached out and touched his shoulder before jumping up and hugging him with one arm, the other hand still tightly gripping Aster's shirt.

[patrick-voltaire]

Welcome Back || Jatrick

[princessesandjokers]

Jake frowned and slightly nudged him with his shoulder. “Patrick? I wanna spend time with you..”

[patrick-voltaire]

“Sorry,” Patrick blushed slightly, putting his phone away.

[princessesandjokers]

“It’s alright, I guess. Why are you blushing?”

[patrick-voltaire]

“Just embarrassed I wasn’t paying attention to you,” Patrick said, still blushing.

[princessesandjokers]

“Alright.. So, what else did you do?” He asked, turning to face him.

[patrick-voltaire]

“Well, my dad and Brandon were fighting most of the time so I spent a lot of times with my new friends,” Patrick shrugged, looking nervous, “That’s all.”

[princessesandjokers]

“Well, im sorry they were fighting. What did you and your friends do other than sing and surf?” Jake asked, trying not to worry about the odd way Patrick was acting.

[patrick-voltaire]

Patrick stared at him for a moment before smiling and shaking his head, "Nope, nothing else."

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

Tension || Voltaires

[patrick-voltaire]

“DON’T LET THEM HURT HIM!” Patrick screamed suddenly, trying to get out of his arms.

[truth-or-dare-voltaire-blog]

Aster let go immediately, knowing it would just hurt him both if he held on. Hurt and worry were evident in his eyes as he tried to get close to Patrick again, “Buddy, please calm down,” he pleaded, “Let daddy help, okay?”

[patrick-voltaire]

Patrick ran over to where he had been staring but then froze. He sat down on the ground slowly and pulled his knees up to his chest, breathing heavily.

[patrick-voltaire]

Welcome Back || Jatrick

[princessesandjokers]

Jake frowned and slightly nudged him with his shoulder. “Patrick? I wanna spend time with you..”

[patrick-voltaire]

“Sorry,” Patrick blushed slightly, putting his phone away.

[princessesandjokers]

“It’s alright, I guess. Why are you blushing?”

[patrick-voltaire]

“Just embarrassed I wasn’t paying attention to you,” Patrick said, still blushing.

[princessesandjokers]

“Alright.. So, what else did you do?” He asked, turning to face him.

[patrick-voltaire]

"Well, my dad and Brandon were fighting most of the time so I spent a lot of times with my new friends," Patrick shrugged, looking nervous, "That's all."