Pavlov's dog

16+ Sam Winchester is a religious figure (to me)

[supercooldudewow]

“you’re a monster, sam. a vampire. you’re not you anymore.”

[pastelcottoncandyunicorn]

i feels like there’s something missing in me that the rest of the world has and it’s not fair

[luci-notactuallyshortforlucifer]

how it feels having the deep seated belief that you're inherently unlovable and insufferable so every friendship you make is just a matter of time until they get tired of you and leave

[buncoreclown]

Randomly thinking about it but I don't think wincest would be explicit if the show had been picked up by HBO... At least at first.

At first it would be borderline. Like them sleeping in the same bed, limbs entwined, and faces close but never touching... I imagine Sam clinging to Dean the night after Jess's death as he cried himself to sleep and all Dean could do was hold him. They don't deny people who call them a couple, they actually lean into even if they're not. Like it's hard to imagine how much more entwined they could be when, in canon, it's already weird but it's just an air of something else. They don't talk about it focusing on the bigger picture. The big bads of the season.

AHBL Pt 2 starts similarly but Dean is curled around his brother's body. He's starting to smell, it's disgusting but Dean can't seem to let go. When Bobby comes he feels sick but there's nothing he can do to get the boy to release the body. When he makes the deal the demon mentions it, the weirdness of it all but Dean doesn't care. He needs Sam. When he comes back to the cabin with Sam alive he can't help but run his hands all over his baby brother feeling how perfect and whole he is.

Skip to the end of the third season when Dean goes to hell. Another scene of them trying to be in each other's skin, you can't tell where one ends and the other begins. Sam is nosing at Dean's neck trying to commit his scent to memory knowing what's coming. Eventually he can't help but press a kiss there as well. Dean jolts for a moment but he melts and Sam continues. He kisses up to his chin before kissing the corner of Dean's mouth before he stops him. Dean can't condemn Sam to hell as well so the rest of the night is spent in silence.

I don't know just hbo level weirdcest

[samwspn]

sam wesson appreciation post

[pavlovsd0g]

is it common to get hate “asks”?(if that’s what we call it on tumblr). jus wondering for a friend

[sexwithag]

[pavlovsd0g]

sorry if u see sam as cis and/or straight, your getting blocked. he’s queer in every way that counts To Me.

[pavlovsd0g]

sam’s got THE tits of all time

i’ve noticed that dean doesn’t rly get with bigger people(most thin ppl for some reason) but i think he’d totally be into sam’s tits. anything about sam, really.

also, we should draw them with more scars. idc if castiel was there to heal them. i like the scars :)

[pavlovsd0g]

[pavlovsd0g]

old-ish art (a month old lmao)

[sasquatchandleatherjacket]

[jinkieswouldyoulookatthis]

[sisterwifesam]

i love the fact that it is canon that dean would rather kill sam just to have sammy all for himself. he would let demon blood addict sam die in the panic room. he would also kill soulless sam.

something something i would rather kill you than live with the imperfect, impure version of you.

[the-winchester-fangirl]

it annoys me to no end how people will (rightfully) continue crucifying sam for bleeding that nurse dry in lucifer rising. but. no one says a word about him and dean getting their hands on gallons of demon blood in swan song. where do you think that blood came from? do you think cas set up a demonic blood drive? do you think the demons weren't still possessing innocent humans? is it fine this time because it's serving a greater purpose? remind me why sam bled the nurse dry again? is the morality of the s5 blood theft never mentioned in fandom conversations because the righteous man was guiding sam through it instead of the demon bitch?

[contemptible-scoundrel]

[youre-only-gay-once]

okay ❤️ yay❤️

[mousepiano]

This week they're beating me with shovels instead of hammers I guess I'm ready