On this fine evening I’m just thinking about River Song, (as I am most of the time). And I’m thinking about, well literally every fucking thing that happened to her. River literally never had a childhood. She was used and a*used by so many people. And then when she finally thought she was free? That just maybe if she killed the doctor that she could be done? That just maybe her life wouldn’t suck as much anymore? She finally meets the guy, and a description is not enough to describe his beauty. He has the sweetest smile, and the softest face. And he makes her melt. And then it happens, she saves his life. That’s, when everything started to truly change. After that, she takes some time away to be herself and do something she enjoys, (while hiding from her a*users). But, they apparently have been watching her this whole time. She has to kill the man she loves. The one person who truly showed her what kindness is. So she can’t, she literally rips the world in half for this one man, this one creature. And it’s not enough. In the end they figure out a way to keep her beloved alive. He finds a way. But, that really doesn’t ever mean much for River Song, does it? So then when angels of Manhattan come along, and she looses her parents? I can’t even imagine the pain. But she can’t even fucking show it because of how much pain the love of her life is in right now. She probably wishes she could’ve gotten to get to know her mom and dad more. And honestly, River Song doesn’t deserve such shit. She’s so fucking strong and she does not get the appreciation she deserves. On top of all that, River truly doesn’t think the Doctor loves her back. Yet, she’d still move solar systems for him. Their love story is something that’s very complex and kinda confusing at times. But they really do truly love each other. And god damn River, you deserved so much fucking better you absolute queen.
