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Paxton merrel ; pansexual ; photographer for photoshoots.

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Isak could easily see the two of then taking trips up here to just chill, have a good time and to remember this amazing moment, it was something Isak would remember for the rest of his life, that was for sure. Isak giggled as Paxton cooed and wiped his tears “ sorry, im soft” he chuckled. “ dont worry about it, this is perfect baby, i wouldnt want it any other way” he admitted, he really didnt, no matter how many people were around. “ i really love you Paxton so so much. You never fail to make me happy.” he told the ban, his hands around the man.

The only thing Paxton would change was how many people were around the two of them snapping away pictures and cheering from the guidelines. The proposal went perfectly well and Paxton couldn’t believe how cuffed Isak was about it all.  “I want to make you happy for as long as I possibly can, that’s the aim,” he grinned, pulling Isak in for another kiss. “That smile of yours is honestly so beautiful...”

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“ happy? happy dosnt even begin to describe how i feel right now” he giggled. This for sure was a dream come true to isak. The man of his dreams asking him to marry him in paris, in the most romantic place in paris as well, in Isaks opinion at least. The young man couldnt help his tears “ yeah, this is our spot, i love that. Forever and ever. We can always come here to celebrate and remind us of when we were young and in love, no im not saying we wont be in the future. its just different kind of love i think, like when your young and when your old” Isak admitted with the widest of smiles  “ he kissed Paxton softly then whispered “ everyone is watching us”.

Paxton wanted Isak and himself to make day trips or night trips to the exact place he proposed once the two of them were married, and thought it would be a magical place that the couple could constantly come back to, to relive the memory. The brunette spotted some tears on Isak’s face and pursed his lips. “Aw, babe!” He cooed, wiping them away with his thumb. Paxton kissed Isak back, hearing people cheer around the two of them. “I know, it’s so awkward, sorry. I didn’t think about reactions,” he chuckled.

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Isak enjoyed the kiss then pulled away as the attention became real for him and he blushed so hard. He wasnt the biggest fan of attention but right now he was too happy to worry too much about that. “ really? its been on your mind for <a while? well let me tell you, you couldnt have picked a better spot, it has always been a dream of mine to stand here with the one i love and another dream of mine has been to get engaged and eventually married so you made 2 of my dreams come true in the same moment” he told him with a smile.

Paxton knew if he was the one proposing to someone else and had the opportunity to visit Paris, France, he would do it in a heartbeat and propose to his partner there. Paxton had thought about getting on his knee to his boyfriend plenty of times, but he wanted to make it a special memory, and where better to do that in the place that was known for love and romance. “Are you happy I picked here?” He asked cheekily. “I thought it was some place we could always revisit once we’re married and it could be our spot, you know?”

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Isak could see anything other than Paxton in the moment. Isak had been swept off of his feet and he was so happy right now. He couldnt believe it, he really could not. Isak kissed paxton with so much love and passion. “ so do i Paxton. Oh my god. How long have you been planing this?” he asked with a smile.

Paxton kissed Isak back passionately and lovingly, hearing some people cheer around the happy couple, which make Paxton laugh softly against the other’s mouth. He wasn’t used to this much attention. He was pretty introverted generally, so having an ‘all eyes on me’ situation made him slightly uncomfortable. “I mean it’s been on my mind for a while, but Paris was a beautiful place to do it..”

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Isak hadnt ever thought it would be a possibility that he would get engaged, not until Isak met Paxton, thats when he actually allowed himself to think those thoughts and to hope and here the day was. He had not thought the proposal would be this perfect tho or so soon, but Isak was over the moon with joy. The tears fell as he watched the young man in front of him slide the ring on his finger. “ i did, yes, yes yes, yes Paxton yes, i will marry you, i´will be your husband. oh god yes” he said with so much joy. 

Paxton got himself up to his feet a little red in the face due to people watching his proposal to his boyfriend, and snapping videos and pictures of the two of them, that he could hopefully have off them with some luck. Paxton stood up and wrapped his arms around his boyfriend, pressing his lips against his boyfriend’s lovingly, wrapping his arms tightly around the other’s middle. “I promise to make you the happiest person ever,”.

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Isaks jaw dropped to the ground, was his boyfriend really kneeling down in front of him in front of the eiffel tower asking Isak to marry him. Paxton did not only bring Isak on his dream date and dream location but he was also asking him to be his husband. Isak could not help his eyes watering till a tear fell, he was so happy. Everything around them faded, he could only see Paxton in the moment on his knee. The smile on Isaks lips only widened as he nodded “ yes, Yes YES a thousand times YES” he told Paxton jumping with joy.  “ you make me the happiest man alive” he told him “ i want to be your husband and only yours for the rest of my life”.

Paxton looked up at his boyfriend and noticed the look on Isak’s face. He looked shocked and surprised and that’s the reaction that Paxton wanted from Isak. Paxton looked up at his boyfriend as he told him yes and nodded his head, slipping the ring he brought for Isak to his boyfriend’s finger, slipping it on his hand. Paxton stood up and pulled Isak forward, pressing his lips against Isak’s in a loving manner. “Did you just say yes? Did I hear you right?” He asked, a big smile on his face.

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“ excited for us?” Isak thought about it for a little bit but could not figure out why other than that they were traveling but it seemed a bit strange to him tho. “ yeah, why?” he asked really wanting to know. Isak watched his every move, confused as heck when he placed the box on the ground, they were gonna eat that now wernt they?” 

Paxton knelt on one of his knees in front of Isak and looked up at Isak as he took his hand into his own. “Babe,” he began, as a cheeky grin spread across his lips, nervous that the two of them were around other people at the moment. “I can’t think of spending my life without anyone else so I want to make it official,” he admitted. “Your the reason I’m happy. Your the reason I want to continue living and loving life, and I’d like to do that with you as my husband..”

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isak took his sweet time to pick a few goddies in a bag and then payed and grabbed the hot chocolates and bag then headed out to find Paxton. He walked out and smiled seeing Paxton “ is she doing better?” he asked hopeful.

Paxton looked at Isak, not expecting him back so quickly and flashed a smile in his direction. The brunette grabbed Isak’s free hand and nodded his head. “She’s doing okay. She’s excited for us, want to know why?” Paxton asked, taking hold of the food that Isak brought and placed it down besides his feet.

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“ oh alright, say hi from me and get well?” he requested. Isak really liked Paxtons mom. they had become pretty close in the timehe had been seeing Paxton. Isak smiled as well just feeling so good and happy. “ alright go call your mom, i´ll meet you by the tower” he said as he was getting close to the front.

Paxton looked at Isak through the window and made sure that Isak wasn’t watching him as he looked through his pockets to make sure the ring that he had brought for Isak was still in his pocket. Paxton texted his mum that it was time and to wish him luck before turning to look at Isak, wanting Isak to be able to put the food down first.

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Isak was more focused onhis mans touch at the moment than all the million goods in front of them, he didnt understand why he loved all those things so much. Isak looked to what he pointed at and nodded at his request “ yeah okay, ill do that, but i got it” he said handing the card back. He was a bit confused, why was Paxton calling his mom right now? The hot chocolate could get cold in the mean time. He didnt protest tho. “ tell your mom hi from me” he said with a smile and pecked his lips.

“I will do. I want to make sure she’s doing okay. She was unwell when we left for the trip. I want to check up her.” Paxton pecked Isak’s lips back and smiled against his mouth before leaving to step outside for a minute. Paxton actually needed a minute because he was nervous about proposing to Isak. It was a big moment in his life, and he knew a lot of people were going to be watching him and Isak in the moment, which made him slightly nervous.

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Isak loved all the little things Paxton did, he wasnt the kind of guy who needed huge gestures, isak really appreciated the small things like holding hands, Paxton putting his hands around him in one way or another, occasional kisses. Tho of cause the bigger things were fun as well. Isak walked in with his boyfriend and looked at all the goodies “ how about a brownie and croissant? “ he suggested “ and hot chocolates” he added “ yes this is heaven, i believe” he giggled, Isak was in such a good mood today.

Paxton ruffled his hands through Isak’s hair as he looked through the options in front of them. Paxton would pick one of everything if he had enough money to afford that, but that wasn’t possible on their little getaway with each other. The brunette looked at the food and pointed at it. He handed over Isak his card and lent down to press his lips against his cheek. “I’m just going to call my mom outside, will you grab mine for me?” He asked. “And meet me outside the tower?” He asked.

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Isak lay his head against Paxton as they walked, he felt so good and happy. Isak was constantly hungry, he was a boy with an appetite. He may be tall and skinny but that boy could make food disappear easily. “ yeah? awesome, i bet so too, it smells too good to just walk past honestly” he said, the problem being there were nice smelling places all over “ its making me starving and i realized we havnt eaten since lunch and thats a while ago” he chuckled. He walked with his man hand in hand so happy and he coudnt help but smirk as Paxton opened the door for him “ why thank you my king” he joked and walked inside looking around.

Paxton chuckled as Isak thanked him for opening the door and tapped him on his behind as he passed, slipping his free hand around Isak’s waist once he had past him, so the two of them could see what they could eat and pick up. “Those brownies smell so good,” the brunette confessed, intaking all the different smells around him. “They do hot chocolate in here as well? Is this heaven? Are we in heaven right now?” He teased.

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Paris had always been a place Isak had wanted to visit, a place he had dreamt off as a little boy and as he got older he dreamt off going there with his boyfriend, today that dream was real and he was so happy ans excited about it all. Isak held his boyfriends hand as they walked, Isak always a couple of steps behind him as there was so much he just had to look at and see, all the small cafes, restaurants buildings, people. Isak was so in love with this place, just like he was so in love with Paxton. “ It has been amazing, too much? no no no, but it has been a dream come true, thats for sure” he informed the other as his eyes got stuck on a small tiny corner cafe “ look Paxton, can we go get hot chocolate to go and some baked goods, they look so nice and look they even have a heart shaped one we can share” he said stopping by the window. Normally isal wasnt one to ask for things,, but for some reason, hot chocolate was something he really wanted and felt like it would make this night just the tiny bit more perfect if that was even possible. 

Paxon dropped his boyfriend’s hand and wrapped his arm around the other’s shoulder instead as Isak suggested getting hot chocolate and some warm baked goods. The brunette wasn’t one to turn down getting food. He was always peckish, no matter what time of day it was. “Let’s go and get something! I’m sure that’s where all the nice smells are coming from around here. It’s making me hungry and thirsty at the same time,” he chuckled. His free hand patted his pocket making sure everything was where it was meant to be, before turning to look at the other besides him. Paxton and Isak approached the café, and Paxton opened the door with his back. “After you, Isak,” he insisted.

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Paxton had planned this night out months ago, but all that was in his mind was the things that could go wrong. The brunette had taken Isak out in Paris, wanting the two to share a romantic night together. He wanted to explore France with Isak’s hand in his own, checking out the Eiffel tower and take pretty pictures outside of it when it sparkled during the night time. The brunette grabbed Isak’s hand and pulled his boyfriend alongside him as the two walked with each other down the street, smelling the fresh baked goods that had been cooked earlier in the day. “How's tonight been?” Paxton asked, giving Isak’s hand a gentle squeeze. “Has it been too much?” He asked.

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“ yeah, thats on me, i kinda decided not to talk about it. Its a mental game, being injured and not able to play sucks, and in my opinion its harder mentally than physically and i just felt that if i didnt  talk about it it would be easier. One good thing about not being able to play was more free time but i promise we will have plenty of time together still ” he told the boy. Isak had gotten injured months ago and even tho he had felt okay for a long time, to the point it wasnt visible to the people around him, he wasnt physically ready to play so these were big news. “ its a huge positive, i´m so freaking excited. Will you come to my game some time?” he asked hopeful. “ yeah im okay, i´m better than okay. I mean… i have been pretty down lately, the last few months have been.. yeah… rough…. but you have helped me a lot, and now being back in the game… thats amazing and our camping road trip also helped a lot so i mean… im doing really good right now, how about you?” 

The tall brunette nodded his head once the other offered him to come and see his game at some point. “If you can bag me some tickets to go and see you play, I’ll certainly come along. I would absolutely love that.” Paxton didn’t play much sport himself, but was a supportive boyfriend, and wanted to watch his boyfriend perform and play in events that he took an interest in. Paxton nodded his head, wetting his lower lip by sticking out his tongue for a second. “I’m doing okay. My job’s been rough on me lately, but I’m coping.” He confessed.

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Isak smiled to himself as Paxton leaft kisses on the back of his hand. “ well… I am a wizzard with the sports tape…. i have used quiet the number of meters of those through my handball career so far. When it comes to bloody wounds…. i can maybe patch it up, but to be honest im not the best around blood. I honestly faint when i get my blood drawn” he admitted chuckling. “ But maybe on you its different. “ he then thought out loud” please dont, you can get all my attention without falling.” he then assured him. “ speaking of injuries… my physical therapist finally cleared me for training again, ” He announced with the widest of smiles, as he let go of those words, he realized… had he ever told Paxton he was out because of injuries?

Paxton looked at the other and flashed him a small smile as the other admitted that his physical therapist had cleared him for training. “I mean I didn’t know you were sitting out of the matches, but being back allowed in can only be a positive right?” The brunette asked, not wanting to make it in to a big moment since the brunette noticed the look on Isak’s face. “How are you feeling now? Are you okay Isak?”

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Isak helped by handing him the stuff they were bringing. He then ran to the tent and grabbed his hiking first aid kid and put in the rucksack that was not on Paxtons back “ better safe than sorry right?” he giggled softly “ I wanna hold hands” he told the boy with the widest of smiles as he tool the males hand and bit his own lip “ its been a while since i went hiking” Isak admitted, he had been really down lately nd mostly just staying in his room, but this trip and Paxton was really getting him out of the cycle.

Paxton grabbed his boyfriend’s hand after putting the backpack on his own back and squeezed his boyfriend’s hand. He brought the other’s hands to his lips and pecked them, nodding his head as the other said it was better to be safe than sorry. “If I fall, are you going to patch me up or something Isak?” He chuckled, scrunching his nose up cutely at the other. “Might fall on purpose so I can get more of your attention.”