ana (⁠◠⁠‿⁠・⁠)⁠—⁠☆

I love talking about my interests !!! Am more active on twt tho, so ask for it 💗

[hamrikaa]

[peachynx]

omg I haven't posted on here in a while

Well life was busy. I've drawn some cool shit but didn't take photos and always postpone it

Also ed got,,, worse-better(?) idk man, I've just been trying to escape it to the point of going to various summer programs just to be busy and not give in and b/p

Also smoked for the first time, and second time with my (girl)friend and we also drank beer and kissed hehehe , idk if we're together or not

I'm aroace, she's not. We kiss but I don't really view it as romantic. I like her as a person, I wanna spend time with her. Fuck I wanna spend time with her so badly, but I don't LOVE love her. I like her as a person, as a friend (that I kiss).

Idk I'm confused and spiraling rn (ocd) and been spiraling for the past weeks cause it's summer so my mind is all suddenly too empty and free and HAS to make up some bullshit I have to overthink Over and OVER again. For hours upon hours.

Uhh yeah

I wanna smoke so bad. Again. (I have a really addicting personality as in prone to addiction so it's bad)

[peachynx]

BRO TF YOU MEAN YOU WANNA MAKE PRIDE ILLEGAL

serios ceban s-o ahuit cu totul. Să se ducă nahui cine se crede el mai bun că e hetero, idiotul.

[stupiderat]

Agott Arklaum

[peachynx]

Made pita bread 💗

[goregutkei]

happy pride kirona nation !!

ive been busy doing other things but ill come back w more kirona i pwomise

[peachynx]

oooh I should do wha fanart oh yeahhh maybe some diy stuff for my bag hmmm yes yes

[spring-spite]

i love olruggio witchhat so much. he’s a sun-coded black cat. he’s a lethally chronic procrastinator. he’s a girl dad. he lies to the police. his magic is warm. his kids bully him and they’re right. he’s in a decade-long magically induced situationship, but he doesn’t know it’s cursed and he’s in it for love of the game. he’s lowkey a celebrity but chooses to live in a cottage on the countryside with said situationship and their four children. he sleeps on the couch. he was a crazy child. he’s a bit of a picky eater. he has chronic anemia and is two minutes away from passing out at all times. he hates hurting things so much that he struggles to kill a disgusting giant leech. he’s a burnt out gifted kid. he is begrudgingly excellent at one of his jobs and on-purposely atrocious at the other one. he has a baby face and is nearly unrecognizable without his beard. he carries an enormous, inexplicable guilt. he’s the sky’s kindest, most radiant star. he’s the perfect man

[peachynx]

Food posting again!!

This was low cal high protein but the halva croissant was really high cal so that is why the final macros look horrendous

[peachynx]

eu serios aud șoareci în pereți. Și nu sunt schizo. Like, ce atâta merg prin pod prin pereți pe UNDE. Încerc să dorm sar ei tot continuă

[peachynx]

HAPPY PRIDE EVERYONE !!!

Shout-out to my fellow bisexuals on the AROACE spec!!! 💗💗💗🌈🌈🌈🙌🙌🙌

[hymnism]

is he stupid

[peachynx]

First anatomy study and it started off pretty badly but low-key is not that bad at the end (after an hour of practice)

Tho now that I keep looking at them I start finding them so much uglier

[peachcott]

onwards, little ducklings 🐤

[peachynx]

Little (long) rand about my bulimia

idk if this needs a tw as I will just rant about a lot of things

In September 2024 I started going to a school in the capital city, meaning I moved away from home and only came back in the weekends. Basically a fancy boarding school.

That way I was able to lose a ton because nobody could check how much in eating and if I didn't buy anything, I'd be good to go.

So by the end of the school year I had lost like 17kg. But, in may, when I came back home I knew it was going to be a hell of a summer, because I learnt how to purge efficiently in March 2025 or so.

So I basically spent the whole summer b/p multiple times a day and didn't lose SHIT. Then, again the school year came, I managed to only lose like 4kg. Ik, shame on me.

And summer is here again and it's making me so anxious cause I do NOT wanna b/p daily again. I've been home for only 2 days and have already b/p'ed 3 times. And today isn't even over.

I'm so tired of this shit. And I'll forever hate the person I learnt ts from. I don't have any more power in me. I need control, but if I try and restrict, it will just backfire.

Should I accept defeat and continue to be controlled by this ed? Tomorrow is my cousin's bday so we'll gonna go celebrate and there's gonna be lots of different food and cake. And I'll most probably binge and then purge when I'll get home. I don't wanna do that, but I know I will end up at the end of the night with my head in this fuckass toilet I clean multiple times a day.

I waste so much food, money, and my health. But I can't stop. I tried, god knows I tried. That's actually why I didn't lose enough weight this school year. Because I tried to recover so many times. And in order to recover, you'll have to keep down the binges. And that made me gain and I had to shed those pounds off again and again and again.

I'm tired

[peachynx]

AHHH I can't wait to watch spring awakening with my roommate?!!!!

[peachynx]

we didn't end up watching it so I'll probably watch it tonight alone with my hot tea

[peachynx]

started the blog as a food blog so I will try to post that as well (feat. vegan crepes I made)

155cals for each crepe, recipe down bellow