Hey all, I know its been a long, LONG time since my last post. And I wanted to give an update. (If anyone is still around) Ever since my last chess hold, (posted on twitter, dont think i posted it here),l I essentially lost all motivation to do any IRL omorashi activities, and, its been that way for a long while. Just, something about it got lost to me, and, I'll try to explain why.
In that time, ive also gotten a job thats taken up a vast majority of my time since late 2025, and being away from this space I've realized something about my sense of identity.
Im not sure about how many people knew this, but ive been openly identifying as non-binary heavy fem online, which, is completely different to how I identify IRL. IRL im masc-presenting (for a multitude of reasons) and honestly, likely wont present fem for a long time, if ever.
I tried to mask that here by essentially overplaying this heavily fetishized (not sure if thats the right term, but whatever) characterized version of myself that over time stopped aligning with how I saw myself. I forced myself to keep going with it because, thats just what and how I posted.
Doing this caused me to lose interest in this account. Those that DMd me probably experienced that first hand and im sorry.
Going forward when/if, I ever post content again, you'll likely notice a difference because I wont be playing this over dramaticized character anymore. Ive lost the drive to be that. If that bothers anyone, feel free to unapologetically leave, because thats just not who I am anymore.
All in all, im sorry for my extended and potentially continued absence, but hopefully putting this out will provide closure/better opportunities in the future.
