penny

“I had failed the gods.” “have they not failed you?”

[penithepoet]

everyone hates noah wyle and robby and who claim to be POC advocates but absolutely worship the ground that Jack Abbott walks on without unpacking the fact it’s a form of coppaganda / don’t wanna unpack that he actively volunteerrs for SWAT and we don’t know his character as well as we think we do.

He has a military background as someone who’s WOKE, I don’t like the military and I think the concept of it, especially within America it is extremely flawed and used to oppress and push agendas while simultaneously sacrificing the young children today.

I do like Jack Abbott, he’s one of my favorite characters. However, I don’t truly know who he is. We see the good sides, in comparison to Robby who is very much struggling. Next to Robby, ofc he’s gonna seem flawless / much better. Robby actively suicidal and hates himself and is lashing out on the world.

Idk that’s just my take on it

[penithepoet]

I updated my fanfic! “I will beat the odds (gods)” ! Find it on AO3, under the same user name as mine on here.

[hilema]

If we were tectonic plates would you grind against me be honest

[penithepoet]

first date question

[asynca]

Write that one-shot. Those 3 chapters will be the best 10 chapters you ever wrote

[penithepoet]

reading fanfic right now (with other seniors about to graduate but we must visit middle schools first)

[userwines]

Mike and Harvey fanart because well because I’m crazy

[penithepoet]

Mike MEOW

[penithepoet]

just had an autism competition and I won

[myflagmeanshomo]

bitch just kiss him

[penithepoet]

god they are so fucking gay and intimate im disgusted (so obsessed)

[midnightcheriecoven]

need to be sandwiched between them both

[thepittsera]

The face they make when Dennis acts bratty

[penithepoet]

im going to pass out

[penithepoet]

NEW FANFIC, COMING SOON! Don’t Take The Night Away By Chris Rainbow!

!Flight Nurse Dennis Whitaker x Attending Jack Abbott x Attending Micheal Robinavitch!

For the last 6 months, Trinity keeps receiving door dash orders at the front desk and she won’t spill who is sending her all of these mysterious gifts. Hell, no one can even get information out of Garcia and she usually loves to run her mouth. However, through ease dropping and a little bit of team work, the pitlings and their attendings are not deterred.

Trinity Santos is not too keen on giving up her gift of god of a roommate for her coworkers to get their grabby hands on. How long can she keep her secret up for and what are events to unfold?

You can find my AO3 page here: https://archiveofourown.org/users/penithepoet/profile

[unalivejournal]

Leather fetishes are back in cuz everything is polyester these days.. touching real HQ material in 2026 is enough to give anyone a little sexual zing

[bigbootsmanofwarwrites]

I have another analysis for you! I think one thing I’ve noticed when your writing this as a parallel to being trans and gender queer is this question of “am I really transgender, or do I hate the idea of being an omega because of the label society has placed on me?”

In my experience of becoming nonbinary, it took me a lot of time to be comfortable with being biologically female because I realized I didn’t hate being a female but I hated what came with it. Societal oppression, babies, being tied down in marriages, being one way or another and never feeling good enough.

In my journey, I’ve learned that I don’t hate being a female, I’ve learned that it’s beautiful and I probably wouldn’t pick having a penis. But, I don’t feel like a girl gender wise.

I think Dennis is facing something similar. He hates what comes with being an omega, like having heats (periods), having pups and expected to be a housewife (I hate that too Dennis lol). But, when he feels safe, when he’s with them (sometimes) he wants to lean into being an omega, a “stereotypical” one and he feels so much fucking shame for it.

I think it’s because Dennis has his own internal bias about what being an omega is. He has this internalized “omega-phobia” and maybe isn’t able to realize that being born and omega isn’t inherently a crime or wrong. I’m interested to see if he overcomes this shame of being an omega or his heats become regular and less painful and something he could possibly enjoy with the right people, will he still feel the same about wanting to be a beta? Or will he learn to love his own definition of what being an omega is too him?

GREAT writing by the way, you know your shit 💗🤙🏽

Peni. All I can say is - if no-one else gets me, you get me.

This is all so right and so good and DEWBHJSC.

I can't give spoilers but I am giving love.

[penithepoet]

this is LITERALLY MY IDOL DONT EVEN

[heartsuits]

[penithepoet]

my OG age gap romance don’t EVEN

[penithepoet]

AO3: I WILL BEAT THE ODDS (GODS) - Hucklerabbot

“You will never be clean from sin. Rotten children don’t deserve heaven. There is no god who could give you your purity back.”

Dennis Whitaker left many things in Nebraska, those words were not one of them. As a boy, he never expected to leave Nebraska and as a man, he’d never thought he’d ever consider returning.

However, when a young pair of siblings are brought into the ER and one of them is killed by their deranged parent. The FBI asks for Dennis assistance on a cold case of occult behavior in broken bow. Dennis is at war once more.

This time, he won’t have to do it alone. He’ll have Santos and possibly two super hot attending’s who may or may not be into him.

(They are so fucking into him.)

I just uploaded chapter 4! Same username as it is here!!

[penithepoet]

I just revamped chapter 4 and chapter 5 will be out next Sunday!!

[penithepoet]

Don’t you love it when I lie? Chapter 5 is out, only 3 days later!! Enjoy and feedback is welcome :3

https://archiveofourown.org/works/81272971/chapters/220154381

https://archiveofourown.org/works/81272971/chapters/220154381

[penithepoet]

how the fuck does one make a mood board on here

[guardian-of-the-arc]

I need y’all to realize that DIRECTING an episode does not equal WRITING an episode. I love that Shawn Hatosy directed Ep. 9 but people are crediting him on the written interactions between characters that SHOULD actually be credited to Cynthia Adarkwa, a Ghanaian American woman. Who wrote episode 9. And the interactions you’re all loving and feeling devastated over.

I think Shawn did an amazing job and helped pull great performances out of the actors, but once again, those performances and dialogues were created and written by Cynthia Adarkwa and the writing team.

Credit where credit is due.

[penithepoet]

YUP!!

[penithepoet]

AO3: I WILL BEAT THE ODDS (GODS) - Hucklerabbot

“You will never be clean from sin. Rotten children don’t deserve heaven. There is no god who could give you your purity back.”

Dennis Whitaker left many things in Nebraska, those words were not one of them. As a boy, he never expected to leave Nebraska and as a man, he’d never thought he’d ever consider returning.

However, when a young pair of siblings are brought into the ER and one of them is killed by their deranged parent. The FBI asks for Dennis assistance on a cold case of occult behavior in broken bow. Dennis is at war once more.

This time, he won’t have to do it alone. He’ll have Santos and possibly two super hot attending’s who may or may not be into him.

(They are so fucking into him.)

I just uploaded chapter 4! Same username as it is here!!

[penithepoet]

I just revamped chapter 4 and chapter 5 will be out next Sunday!!