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I tell you everything. CW : 88 (39.9kg), BMI : 17.5 (I think) GW : 78 (35kg), BMI : 15.2

[laced4ngelx]

for someone who’s absolutely terrified of gaining weight, i sure eat a lot

[pepsizer0]

Soooo

I used my grandma scale cause obviously I get anxious and need clarification..it's a fucking renpho scale...🫡 (they send notifications)

It also said I was 93.6 so kill me. Uhm I hate myself

I wish I had control

The school week is about to start, so it might be my saving.

The scale earlier in the morning (my person one that is a lying fucking bitch) says I'm 89.9 lbs

Idk which one is true

[pepsizer0]

I did feel bad

[pepsizer0]

Im just gonna eat. I won't feel bad this time. I promise myself that it'll be fine.

[pepsizer0]

I wish i could eat like a normal person. It's not fair why do I have to be this way??? I just want something. Some reason. I don't want this. I hated it. Can't I just eat. I wish. Im sorry

[di3di3t]

trying to lose the weight you’ve gained is the worst thing ever.

[pepsizer0]

Have eaten anything all day...yet

I am so happy.

YAY me

I am eating dinner, sadly.

[pepsizer0]

88 lbs I believe

Goal [78] reached:

Goal #2 [74] reached:

Plan:

Fast fast fast

Just dinner (if that)

Water

Nothing unless dier (won't be until you get below 78)

[pepsizer0]

Finally hit 22 hours i know it's not much but AHHH it's the longest I've gone.

I kinda wanna try 33 but I don't know

Lemme know

Also i started reading Wintergirls

[daintymay]

hate my life sm

why cant i lose like i did 2 years ago

[pepsizer0]

Honest Chit Chat

I feel so confused. Every single person in here (obviously not everyone actually) talks about how much they wanna be 40kg which i think is near 90lbs but I never understood it... maybe it's because it was my starting weight

Also how does it look sooo small on other people yet huge on me. I hated it. And obviously I'm not trying to steer anyone from that goal because you girls (and guys and who ever else) make it look soooo magical. HOW??? Tell me. I am so confused

[ju1cy4ng3lx-deactivated20260511]

[pepsizer0]

So far

3 strawberries (~12) : i might have just found a new safe food because i actually used to hate these bc of their texture

One of those Palmer PB eggs ( ~26) : Not a good choice but I have a little sweet tooth OKAY

[pepsizer0]

Okay so this nonstop binging is not okay.

So huge!

Tips on how to loose 10lbs?

[pepsizer0]

Im in 87-88 lbs jail whyyyy

[pepsizer0]

I wish you know how amazing and beautiful you are inside and out 🩷 been there and I know how you feel, hope you feel better 🫂

Oh my i am so sorry for replying late thank you so I really appreciate this 🩷

[angelsemotion-deactivated202604]

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[ju1cy4ng3lx-deactivated20260511]

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