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Dropping dead bc as soon as I fell asleep everyone came into the room .

Has the most apeshit incomprehensible drem that somehow still manages to hit a . Still very raw nerve

#Anyay.#im sfill tired so im fomna nap for more

Wakes up bc yet another fucked up dream Abt my fucked up teeth

#love that my wood so far is just an increasing paranoia about Everything in my body and brain #my wood???? my 20s #hate the swpie thing but im tired

riot fucked up brain visuals from dreams 2

#body horror tw #i couldn't draw it right but good lord

Kinda sucks that that r.nzler drawing I did flopped snjs

#like im not upset but also like damn i kinda likrd it :(#i dunno #hope this doesn't end up in tags bc i dont wanna seem whiny or anythint even though i Know i am

love having emotions

Update yea it's here n I can't bring myself to open it lol

#hate it here folks

love how my mom knows exactly what to say to kill my mood

#i was sitting by the front door bc im pretty sure my package was supposed to arrive today and it was gonna come with the regular mail #n she started harping on me and saying i was obsessed and like.#well i Was excited #but im not now #its not like its been like something ive been going on and on about for like months or anything? i got it like #idk on like the 2nd?#maybe the 1st at the latest- either way not that long #and i've only said something about it like two or three times during this time #idk man #i feel bad n stupid about it now lol

never let it be said that i didnt do anything ever

#sexily streamlines my guilt about liking things down to a speedrun science #its been like. idk four days?#new record any%

google search free therapists in my area bc if anything else happens to me in the next few days i Will just straight up have a hardcore breakdown and if i talk about it to people i know ill die

I love having bad dreams out of nowhere that make me all jittery and shaky thanks brain

Dorcelessness, adjective. Lacking a spiritual center or midpoint. The feeling of watching reality though a black hole.

#forgets my tags here sexily #rose red #eye contact tw #Scopophobia tw #unreality #?#idk #technically a redraw of another thing but jdlk shhh #im just fucking around in clip studio rn #the painty brushes are fun

reads the symptoms of chronic fatigue syndrome like

#uh oh boys !#that explains a lot if ive got it !#i don't know for sure but uh oh ! uh oh!#if i do that means that explains a lot why my like 3 years of physical therapy just made me Worse

i Am Not Anxious Over Nothing bc of My Period I Am Perfectly Normal And Sane

Me; Maybe... the fact that ive been struggling to walk arouund without falling in my own home in very short distances is a sign that i have a real problem, even if it’s not constantly this bad, and should look into getting mobility aids once i move out

the voice in my brain that conspicuously sounds like my mom: Actially 😳😳😳 how do u know ur not faking it sweaty 😊😊😊😊 try exorcising 😊😊😊

#despite the fact that yknow i had a physical therapist for 3-4 years #maybe longer #and i didn't get any better #i just had even less energy on a consistant basis #i have to qualify 'getting a mobility aid' with 'when i move out' bc i certainly wouldn't be able to have one here #bc even if i bought it with my own money theyd bitch about how it's for attention or i m exaggerating #i love it here cant you tell

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#yes im freaking out about my teeth again but no im not but yes i am <3

things: going good for a few days

me: :)

my mom: makes things not good

me: :(

#i don't want to talk abt it in detail bc now my paranoias through the roof and amd so scared that she'll find out and take my shit away so i #m all alone agian

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