every other day, i’m wondering / "was it a mistake to try and define / what i'm certain's mad incompetence?" / these sweet instincts ruin my life
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every other day, i’m wondering / "was it a mistake to try and define / what i'm certain's mad incompetence?" / these sweet instincts ruin my life
dear god
1710 pages and we are finally talking about Nicks trauma. F i n a l l y
You know what i need?
I need Eddie Diaz to react to this Buck on my screen. Does not matter if its in writing or on the show.
Like, i NEED it cuz HOTDAMN!!
kind of hate twitter rn so I'll stay here for a bit
officially 2 weeks with no orgasm!!! 🥰
Oh yeah I'm just. gonna sob about this for an hour
Have not gotten to sit down and finish those one/two and a half scenes yet today, but since there is actual tangible progress finally being made, I have a question for the readers, the receiving end of my fanfic madness.
Once I've got those scenes done, that leaves me 3 chapters to edit, but I put so much focus on Tython that, I uh. Don't have much after that yet. Well, I mean I have plenty of KotFE-onwards stuff to work with, but I never actually sat down to write a lot of the class story era stuff. I know how it all goes for Throne-breaker canon in my head, but knowing that and writing it all down are two entirely different beasts, y'know?
SO, I'm torn. I'd love to say screw it and just post it all at once at last, but if I stagger it over three weeks, it gives the individual chapters time to breathe, and me a little bit of (self-inflicted) guilt-free time to A: recover from the writing frenzy haze and B: get some work done on Chapter 7. Like I obviously can't guarantee that I'll have it finished in three weeks, given how crazy it always seems to be around here and how many times I've been derailed on writing the Tython chaps alone, and I'm going to be a mess for a good portion of June given all the awful anniversaries I have to "celebrate". But it'd be something, y'know?
Option two is most logical, I know that. But at the same time RRRRAAAAAAAAAGH I JUST WANNA FINALLY POST ITTTTTT, but doing that would stick me right back into the "I got no next chapter to show for all this nonsense" box.
I'm leaving it up to good ol' democracy, because I seriously cannot decide.
Post the last three Tython chapters of my fanfic all at once? or stagger it and post one a week?
all at once!
week-to-week!
In the meantime, I shall finish writing, and edit, and try to recover some sanity after all of this. Pray that nothing else derails me. 😭