log: sept 10-TBA

hi i'm kusa!!! 19 just logging down things i did ^_^

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GOALS!!!!

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[sept 15] day three of recovering. thinking about masculinity and violence. i think i must define what being bad or masculine means again. maybe i need a prompt for writing and sorting my smaller thoughts before writing them as essays. felt awful all day today.

sad about my family and lack of help. oh well.

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[sept 12] feels bad. big headache woke up late did nothing because cant focus. ate thai soup. trying to fix sleep so i can cosplay

tomorrow i need: baby teeth biter.. shit, fabrics, wood store maybe. vibrator +harness. i think that should be good. eat before going out + bring a sandwich and water bottle. bus pass. gl

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[sept 10]: -$20 on food, mapo tofu/

feel super good!!! went outside a while, studied candices cosplay a lot and am planning/drawing it. think kusa should be a channel i start after documenting this cosplay process. i should start a google doc