Cal Gabriel

TMale Scared of everyone Dogboything

[permamossberg]

What is up, you looking at my page! you should read this before interacting :)

WAS: Amorcarnis

My name is Cal! This is my own personal blog separated from my headmates because we do have one where we all post, but I decided to split off and do my own thing because if Pierce can have a bear blog, I can have my own tumblr. Yknow?

I’m bodily 15, I’ve been in and out of psych wards since last year, I’m in so many frickin’ fandoms it’s hard to keep track but here’s a short list!

Zero day, ihnaims, dhmis, creepypasta, marble hornets, granny, fnaf (since 2016) btd,tpof,tinr, any other mudersims, The Passenger (2023), any horror / slasher films

I am generally unlabeled when it comes to my sexuality but I’m a dogboy! Dogboy forever. Dogboy for life. I speak as this literally, I do in fact believe I am a dog. Bordercollie husky mix to be exact!

I enjoy reading, writing, playing my guitar, going to the park a lot… hanging out with my friends, being problematic on the internet, etc etc.

I’m nice but I’m also evil, if I deem you someone not worthy to waste my energy on, don’t expect me to be very nice… sorry not sorry!

Id’s

Trans - male, amab, school shooter, armed and dangerous, gun owner, incel, permahigh, misandrist, fight response, null guilty, apathy prone, murderer, abuser, terrorist, church burner, corpse, fang Haver, fighter dog, border collie, hunter, deer hunter, sociopath, schizophrenic, gore filmer, snuff filmer, grave robber, organ seller, dark web user.

Cis - permaedgy, aggression prone, isolation prone, abused, horror movie fan, horror game lover, gamer, suicidal, perma problematic, attention desperate, attention seeker, rape victim, low empathy, chronically online, runaway, hateful, gore watcher, snuff watcher, suicide attempt, self harmed,

Natal - Biracial (black and white), American.

BLANK 4 BLANKs

T4t , pet4owner , dad4son , cis4t , hunter4hunted , abuser4victim, MAP4AAM, and probably more I’m forgetting

Para’s

Necrophillia, Plushophilia, Hoplophilia, Hybristophilia, AutoNecrophilia

TAGGING DIRECTORY!

🐾MASINS . RUT - Horny posting

💥MASINS . SNARLING - Angry posting

🐾MASINS . WHINING - vents / sad posting

💥MASINS . BARKING - General posts!

Interact at your own risk!

join my discord

[zomirot]

pspspsps…. MAPs, where are you.????? chchchchhh… c’mere MAPpy MAPpies…

[cannibalnecro]

Big brother fucking his little brother’s cunt with a gun. Send post.

[true-radical-crimes-1]

It hurts, having TransIDs that you know you could never transition too.

[permamossberg]

IS THAT CAL GABRIEL.

No we just share a name, completely different people

[permamossberg]

Ran into my ex on discord in a BTD server, DUDE I WAS HERE FIRST MY BOYFRIEND IS THE OWNER!!!

[sauftpink]

[miserablemoe]

How do you get people to act perverse towards you. The only people that do to me are people on blank blogs who want to detrans me 😭

I want to flirt, I want somebody to turn me on and turn them on as well. How do I begin to make these friends. Like friends who just casually flirt and goon with each other.

[rentarei]

being parasocial means someone will follow me and accidentally catch my interest so now i have to stalk their entire blog and wait for new posts like a puppy. oh and get jealous when they interact with other mutuals cause they’re mine even if they don’t know me. sorry

[rqstrawberryshortcake]

like do they kno

Do they kno across da US right now black Americans r being hanged and no1s doing anything abt it. Do they kno depicting hanging immediately raises alarms and frankly just luks liek lynching.

Do they kno this iz not sending da msg that they r normal. Do they kno it makes them luk racist.

Do they kno ppl suspect these hangings r either da work of klansmen or a serial killer and da police refuse 2 do anything abt it. Do they kno pointing at a black American (or any minority rrly) and saying “hey thats a predator let’s hang them.” haz gotten a fuckton of ppl unjustly murdered.

Do They Know.

Az a natalblack American all this post luked liek waz racism. But that’s not surprising, since I’m luking at sum radnormal profiles rn and at least 1 haz sympathized wif a racist. Yep. It’s so normal 2 b racist, it sure iz!

[permamossberg]

Humping big brothers leg while he ignores me because I was being rude earlier. Now I’m grinding on his boot trying to get him to pay attention to me while I cry and beg for his forgiveness.

[not-sal]

“play dead” as a sex command

[mspaint-flags]

Intimacy and Vulnerability Avoidance Disorder (IVAD) ♡

Definition :

IVAD is a mental and neurological disorder where one is fully or mostly unable to express intimate feelings or vulnerability towards others. Let it be known that this is not due to choice or desire to not share these things, but from a literal inability, mostly in a form of mental block and/or intense, irrational anxiety or panic surrounding the act. PwIVAD also experience extremely low self-esteem, and: A) cannot perceive or think of themself as a sentient being. and/or B) experience dysphoria at being perceived and/or treated as a sentient being. PwIVAD also commonly have NPD and/or depressive disorders.

IVAD typically stems from childhood abuse, but this is not a requirement for diagnosis.

Pink - Cognitive difference White - Unity and the undiagnosed Blue - self-esteem issues Purple - Anxiety and avoidance

Anyone can use my terms. ⊹ ࣪ ˖ Already coined? Consider it an alt flag .ᐟ

[rq-shoebill]

Born to date someone 20+ years older than me forced to date within the "appropriate" age range :/

[ipukespr1nklez]

DESTRUCTIVE ADULT MALE LOVE DISORDER

yes i already coined this but idgaf im recoining this

BY THE WAY TUMBLR . THIS FLAG IS NOT AN ENDORSEMENT FOR CONTACT BETWEEN CHILDREN AND ADULTS YADA YADA IM NOT PROMOTING HARM THIS IS JUST A DISORDER I COINED BECAUSE THIS IS MY TRAUMA RESPONSE TO COCSA

also coining this because i am sick of being seen as a sexual degenerate because some girl decided to traumatize and ruin my life . Not my fault this is how my brain copes

DESTRUCTIVE MALE LOVE DISORDER IS A DISORDER CATEGORIZED BY AN UNCONTROLLABLE AND HARMFULDESIRE FOR ADULT MEN USUALLY BUT NOT ALWAYS DUE TO TRAUMA .

SYMPTOMS INCLUDE :

SENDING ADULT MEN NUDES OF YOURSELF BEING MORE LENIENT TOWARDS ADULT MEN WHEN THEY DO WRONG IDOLIZING ADULT MEN FEELING UNCOMFORTABLE TOWARDS WOMEN DATING MORE ADULT MEN THAN WOMEN HAVING SEXUAL INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS ABOUT ADULT MEN FEELING IMMENSE SHAME ABOUT HAVING THIS DISORDER

archival more than welcomed !! PLEASE ARCHIVE HELPP

[permamossberg]

Me core

[skidfarts]

Don't reblog me ... Don't @ me in tag games ... We're done ...

[permastrange]

taking advantage of someone who is visibly unwell in the head