perpetually exhausted librarian

nerd. ace. she/hers. anime. books. games. movies. this is becoming a wind breaker blog... oops... *Jenna marbles voice* ~~36 year old laaaaady~~

[perpetuallyexhaustedlibrarian]

Hi everyone! I'm gonna make this my pinned post. I figured I should do one of these since I've gotten a few questions in my asks:

I am a cisgender woman in my mid-30s. You can call me Chan (it's a nickname I've had for years - I'm not comfortable sharing my real name with everyone on tumblr).

This blog is for random fandom stuff, mostly Wind Breaker at the moment, but also many other fandoms. I am a true nerd, so you'll see anime, sci fi, books, video games, and more on here. I am a librarian at a suburban public library so there will also be some library talk. Lately I've been doing a lot of writing fanfic and sewing my own cosplays.

My pfp is by the lovely @transient-winds - please give their adorable art a look! 💜

[suolingo]

"So I feel happy. And all the stars laugh sweetly".

The Little Prince

[amalgamasreal]

WOMP WOMP

TOO BAD

[devinellekurtz]

My very first tiger drawing and my latest

[formaldehydedoesstuff]

Your skill level is unquestionable but listen.

I love him.

[toasthaste-art]

me also. as well.

[devinellekurtz]

This is the COOLEST thing I’ve seen in AGES. You both completely made my entire week.

[espikola]

[proxima-bee]

can you imagine how good shows would be if writers thought of women as human beings

[deactivated-this-account-deacti]

I ended up having a really interesting conversation with some people at the bus stop today. They were getting out of some sort of ‘clean and sober’ meeting and had starting saying how they were so bored because they didn’t have anything to do, and had to stay at home because all their old friends would pull them back. So I said something like, ‘So this is the time to do all the stuff your parents told you they didn’t have money/time for!’ “Whatcha mean?” “You know, like when you were five and you REALLY wanted to have that toy or do that thing and you were like, ‘Please mom please I gotta have this I gotta go do this’ and they went ‘Hell no you think I’m paying for that do you want to goddamn EAT?’ “ And this light went on in their eyes. The lady is going to go check thrift stores for an Easybake Oven and I told her about Wilton cake decorating classes. The dude is going to Griffith Park and ride horses, because, ‘I always wanted to be a cowboy, and you can’t drink when you’re on a horse ‘cause you’ll fucking die!’ Fuck it. This is what being an adult is. Sure it’s bills and work and relationships, but damn it, it’s also time to do the things you LIKE. I signed up for a free class/lecture on Water Gardens. I’m going. It’s time.

[ruthfully]

Jill. Jill you are wonderful.

[lostwolfling]

no joke, this is such an important aspect of overcoming trauma. I mean the trauma of abusive parents, the trauma of broke ass parents who got toxic because of it, the trauma of capitalism. Like fuck it. Go to Wrestlemania. Build a shit ton of terrariums.

[slimegargoyle]

guys you gotta stop thinking of women in their 30s as elderly it’s just misogyny

[courtesyname]

you also gotta stop thinking about actual elderly women as lesser human beings. Youth is not a measure of one’s worth.

[aucrowne]

( ~´ ▽`)~ Idly waiting for a certain someone

➺ More windbreaker fanart

➺ More SuoSaku

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

shoutout to people who find mother’s day hard to deal with whether your mom left, your mom died, your mom is abusive, your mom is hard to connect with, you don’t get to see her, etc. get through today as best you can. love you.

[aizushii]

Spring is here!! So are the ladies 🤭🌸

[goatedgreen]

lowkey hilarious that with usual gay rep in mainstream shonen ppl are like yayyy they're so cute and in love yayy but with endo its like yeah bro we get it you gay as hell can you PLEASE lock in

[executionerspity]

i couldn't not post screenshots of Sagirin turning Yuzuriha's fake gay crush into a real one in a matter of seconds so here y'all go

[suronnnn]

Fuchi

[sonnyjohnson]

Hell’s Paradise

Season 2

Episode 7

[gabbyp09]

[luxiomahariel]

never kill yourself. there will be media that will impact you in deep and profound ways, but they havent yet been made. you need to live to see them.

[onedayillbedeadddd-deactivated2]

never kill yourself bro, you have media consumption and material things. you have to stay alive to consume more media and obtain more material things bro, you have to keep consuming and seeking sense gratification. yes i know this world is utterly inhospitable, and this society is deplorable in every aspect, but have you considered simply engaging in more consumption bro? think of the blorbos you haven't even gotten to meet yet bro. this is what makes life worth living.

#You'reNotAlone #Dial988

[luxiomahariel]

the bad faith misinterpreter:

[busket]

its fascinating that some people will claim to find value in art and storytelling as a way of human connection; they may agree on the surface that stories we tell have a deep personal and cultural meaning and can profoundly impact us and change our lives, as op said. but then they default to calling art and storytelling "consumption". not all stories are souless billion dollar blockbuster marvel movies with an enormous budget for merch and advertising with the purpose of turning a disgustingly huge profit. like, of course you have such a cynical view of media, because you dont seek out stories that have meaning and love put into them, do you?