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“It’s spring, you’re young, you’re lovely, you have a right to be happy. Come back into the world.”

— Shirley Jackson, We Have Always Lived in the Castle

[personviewsable]

I want to do better

I sit here in the abyss of mind and soul looking at every rusty and corroded nail and screw in place

To understand the nasty bitter taste of self hate

Coming to understand the core of what’s on my plate

Is rotten goods and rotten faces saying they care and love until there in my face

Telling me that I am destroying myself in everyway but they don’t understand the pain that I have to ease away

Day to day

I’m trying to let go of hate

But if hate came from love and if love resides where the heart stays

Was there really a place for me here anyway?

[thoughtkick]

“When someone is going through a storm, your silent presence is more powerful than a million, empty words.”

— Thema Davis

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“And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can’t ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it’s already happened.”

— Douglas Coupland, Life After God

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The feeling of being alone

The feeling of being alone

Such a human feeling and such a mundane experience

I have felt it in rooms filled with kindred souls

I have felt it in rooms where there were nothing ,but 4 walls to keep me company.

I have felt it laying next to the love of my life

Why does this feeling haunt me so much in this life

From being a child and to now and how I don’t understand how I felt comfort in this definition when I was younger and now as an adult, a man I feel the darkness constantly surrounding me and now making me feel isolated in every situation im in. The darkness and loneliness has sunk in my pores and got under my skin like another layer of weight that I’m responsible for as it eats at the things rotting me inside n out.I don’t want to feels these feelings anymore, it’s been 13 years now I fought this part of me. I don’t want to fight anymore. I want to be loser.

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[thereadmind]

[seabeck]

Ephemeral rain

[mistysolitude]

we have to admit that foggy seascapes also go hard af

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