PeterValadon

𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚐 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚍𝚘𝚌𝚞𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚅𝚒𝚜𝚞𝚊𝚕 𝙰𝚛𝚝𝚜 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝. 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎 𝚓𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚕; 𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚒𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎. 𝐒𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭. 𝐀𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭. 𝐖𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐫.

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• Mebuyan •

And we're back with my friends' OCs. Here's Anthony Mesana Rugas III's baby, Mebuyan. Mebuyan is an actual goddess in the Philippine mythology. She's a multiple-breasted deity of the underworld, nursing children who died at their mother's breasts.

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• Poso •

Poso comes from Filipino words pusa (cat) + oso (bear). Song Co's OC. This is my first time drawing an anthropomorphic animal, but he's my favorite one so far. It's a bit difficult making him look like both a cat and a bear, he looks more like a chonky Shiba Inu. Lol

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• Lizyh •

New character! This one is Matteaue Letran 's OC. Told him I'm gonna upload this today. Coincidentally, it's his birthday today, too! Happy birthday, man. I hope you like this redraw of your character. Enjoy your day! Swipe to see my reference.

#drawyourfriendsoc

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• Kulot •

Kulot is the main character of the Filipino web comics Mehn., and an OC of one my good friends Anna Hallare. His name literally translates to "curly". Had fun doing him. Please swipe to see my reference.

#drawyourfriendsoc

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• GOLDEN SKIES • #colorpalettechallenge #colorpalette #art #petervaladon https://www.instagram.com/p/CC0PL8AjFKJ/?igshid=1ufiw8y79c60r

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• HAPPY DAYS • #colorpalettechallenge #colorpalette #art #petervaladon https://www.instagram.com/p/CCx02zdDojW/?igshid=n9mh7drp5npz

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• ICE COLD • #colorpalettechallenge #colorpalette #art #petervaladon https://www.instagram.com/p/CCvDohojw8z/?igshid=dw9w2hf907wb

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• FOREST • #colorpalettechallenge #colorpalette #art #petervaladon https://www.instagram.com/p/CCsTE61D59M/?igshid=nopzj9wikg2y

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• DREAMS • #colorpalettechallenge #colorpalette #art #petervaladon https://www.instagram.com/p/CCp6sgwjvAp/?igshid=n1dbxg853rrj

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• COTTON CANDY • #colorpalettechallenge #colorpalette #art #petervaladon https://www.instagram.com/p/CCn3ygZDVUf/?igshid=vznz7qco2p8c

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Go on, cry in the dark if you must, Let your weeping disapper when the sun appears; It's alright to feel lonely, Hurt is normal, and so are tears But you gotta move forward, And leave this day's pain; Run barefoot on the grass when things seem hard Don't be afraid to dance in the rain. Again. Stop blaming yourself, For the things you didn't do; Sometimes life's just a bit too full of sorrows, It's alright that you've trusted so much and feel blue Hold my hand and close your eyes, It wasn't your fault for falling too deeply; The world may be full of lies, But everything will be okay, baby Take a deep breath Open your eyes, look around; This afternoon's peaceful, we'll sit here Until we are our found https://www.instagram.com/p/CBSpHgmB5Ct/?igshid=1x0ljc3iorv31

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Hey, I know you'll see this anyhow. I am posting this here to let everyone know that I am doing okay. (So for those who keep on messaging me about the pieces I write, asking me if I am truly okay, or those who keep on sending me sweet messages, thank you very much. I receive a lot of them, and I do see and read all of them even when I don't reply. I surely do appreciate all your words of encouragement. Thank you very much!) Starting today, I swear you won't hear anything from me anymore and not gonna wait to hear anything back from you. I'm done crying every night and hoping for better days. I have admitted to myself that what was once beautiful will never return, those chapters are done and so should my wishful thinking be. This is me moving on with my life. I'm sorry if you ever felt like I didn't love you the way you deserved or that I haven't loved you enough. But I am telling you, you are the only person I have ever loved that way, I have given you everything that I could and I don't think I will ever love the same way ever again. But I know you're right, things would be different if we ever chose to start over—the love wouldn't be the same. But please know that I don't blame you anymore, so never ever feel guilt for how we ended up. I have thought of this over and over. And I have realized, like me, you were just trying to save yourself and there's nothing wrong with choosing your own happiness over someone else, even if that happiness didn't include me. We're good. All good. So be happy, girl. I'm wishing you all the best in life. I know you're destined for greatness so keep pursuing your dreams, I'm still rooting for you, Flower. Thank you for all the memories. Thank you for being my sunshine when I was stuck in the dark. Thank you for once loving me to the moon and back. Thank you for making me feel special once in my life. I owe you so much, and you are one of the reasons I am me today. Take care of yourself, always. IWNNLY. 🌊 Your boi, P https://www.instagram.com/p/CAKw5XgAiH1/?igshid=1ogpgx6jce2e3

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“We were good though,“ she said, “weren’t we?“ “Yeah. We were.” I replied. “Why then? Why did things end like that?” I thought for a minute. “Because we grew up.” She sighed. “I never asked for that.” “No one ever asks to grow up.” I said, “It just happens.” “Do you think we could ever go back to the way things were?” she asked. “I don’t think it would be the same.” “No, I suppose not.” She was silent. “Thanks for being here with me tonight,” she said finally. “That’s alright,” I said. “I won’t see you again, will I?” “I don’t know.” She sniffed and flashed me a smile. “I’ll remember you though. I’ll remember us.” “I know,” I said. “Me too.””

— Sue Zhao

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““When do you know it’s over?” He asked quietly. “When someone stops trying,” she answered. “Or worse, when trying no longer works.””

— S.Z. // Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #58

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These are my first ever finished digital paintings and I'm so proud of myself for accomplishing this after all the nights I was thinking to just cancel this whole thing off. Got a lot more to learn about digital painting, but I worked so hard on this and was so excited to finish it. So, finally, here's my sixfanarts entry! Thank you to everyone who gave their suggestions.

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It's one of those Fridays;

Noon time, sun's high up,

A Kris Allen song playing on my phone

I close my eyes,

And I'm back at that moment;

You were sitting on the couch,

One hand holding a cigarette,

The other holding a pink coffee cup—

Matching my blue one

You looked at me,

As you puffed out the smoke;

I held your gaze with a silly smile on my face

Your clothes dropped on the floor,

Next to the cat fast asleep

"Pretty girl, got that look in her eyes..."

You put your arms on my shoulders,

Your hands clutched onto my hair,

Your nose touched mine

"She might be trouble, but trouble's what you need sometimes..."

You smelt of last night's pillows and smoke and coffee—

I took it all in;

Next thing I knew,

We were in the bathroom

You laid me down in the tub;

I obliged without any objection

"Well, someone told me 'watch out'..."

With one hand on my shoulder,

You gently closed my eyes

"And another told me 'run'..."

I heard the water run;

Felt a bit of a shock from the cold,

Eventually getting used to it

Your breath on my ear,

With a whisper, "trust me";

I nodded as you slowly pushed me down

Inch by inch, I was submerged—

I'm loving this...

Both our breaths getting heavier,

With mine in the lead

"But she is my hurricane..."

You pushed me harder;

My throat's getting tighter

"And I am her ocean..."

Your nails dugged on my collar bones—

I said, "I love you."

You said, "Me, too."

"And we could make the biggest waves..."

My head underwater,

Eyes clenched shut;

I stayed there for a minute,

Then you were gone