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$LAYYYTER
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if i look back, i am lost
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DEAR READER
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New pink in my hair today as a congratulatory dye job. Those who know me know well enough for me to share know I've had a bit of a struggle the past few months and finally I see the light at the end. I love you guys, and life is good. ^_^
Streaming Diablo 3 all night until I pass out! Come play with me or watch the fun!
Streaming Blade and Soul on Twitch all day! Come keep me company ^_^ Â
http://www.twitch.tv/phoenixienox
I'm streaming tonight! Come hang out with me!
That video game moment when you think you died but you survive and the moment you register that youâre still alive you fuck up and die
I love this game, it is the cutest!! Can't wait to play this again.
Damn cat outsmarted me again. On a positive note, at least the fire froze. Psychocat take 2!
YOUR DRAGON NAME
last two letters of your first name
middle two letters of your last name
first two letters of your motherâs name
last letter of your fatherâs name
mine would be Urlelan. Reblog and tag this with yours!
I love this because half of the people are getting amazing, fantasy names and the other half are getting unpronounceable ones.Â
Caelmin hm. Iâm okay with that.
Meet the babies! Fur babies, of course ^_^
Drunken robots and my experiences with first person shooters. Might be my favorite video so far!
me, smiling and giggling and overall really happy: im gonna be so destroyed and miserable when this person thats giving me attention and love decides to abandon me
Spore!!! With bonus kitty
Part two of Ori and the Blind Forest :) Definitely the prettiest Big Bad in a while!
the momfriend: (is very gentle and comforting, carefully and calmly helps you work out the root of the issue, gives you lots of space and the affection you need)
the sisterfriend: (pushes you over) alright nerd what do i need to beat up for you? a boy? your feelings? do you need me to punch your feelings?
I have ADHD.
To most people, if I say this the first thing they think of is probably some stupid thing about me being distracted by shiny objects or squirrels. That seems to be the first thing people say, anyway.
Most people seem to think ADHD doesnât matter. That itâs just an excuse for being late or not doing work, an excuse for not listening, an excuse an excuse an excuse
Well I have some news for you: Having ADHD isnât an excuse. It isnât being lazy. Itâs not shiny objects and squirrels. Itâs a fucking mental illness.
Having ADHD means being up at 3 am thinking of something stupid you said or did five years ago and convincing yourself someone hates you because of it.
ADHD is babbling about something you love, thinking the other person is interested, and being so crushed you donât speak for the rest of the day when they tell you they donât actually care.
ADHD is crying because you know you need to do homework but physically canât make yourself do it
because you think you annoy everyone
because you donât want to need medication to be normal.
Itâs people telling you you donât need medication, that itâs just suppressing your true self
that you donât have a disorder, youâre just different
that you need to stop making excuses
that they know more about your brain than you.
Itâs getting Aâs on every test and still failing classes due to missing assignments
Being called annoying and immature
Not knowing when you can talk or when you should stop
Being late constantly
Focusing so much on the fact that you need to pay attention to what someone is saying that you completely miss what they say
and then having them refuse to repeat it because âyou should have been listeningâ
ADHD is feeling like youâre broken, but you shouldnât feel that way because after all, ADHD isnât that bad, is it? Or at least, thatâs what everyoneâs always told you.
And most of all ADHD is with all this still having people tell you that your ADHD isnât a severe problem, that itâs not that bad of a disorder anyway, that it doesnât exist, when itâs a FUCKING MENTAL ILLNESS and youâre LIVING PROOF IT EXISTS
Do you know what I have to say to people like that?
Fuck you.
My brain doesnât work like yours, and you tell me I should be able to be just like you anyway.
You think Iâm making excuses when Iâm doing the best I can.
You ignore that I need help and you tell me that Iâm fine.
Well, Iâm NOT FINE.
And you donât get to tell me what itâs like to be me.
New video, an apology, and a cat!
me: *does an activity* wow i guess im pretty decent at this
me: time to base my entire sense of self worth on my performance in this activity which will unconditionally result in me having a breakdown every time i encounter someone with the same or higher level of skill, or just simply realise i am not as good as i originally thought
