I look for joy in a strange place

doth. 30s. he/they/she. kinky on main sometimes, as a treat. cancelled on youtube for white boy yaoi crimes.

[fraidythecat]

Drinking Fountain, mixed media zine, 2025

[findmeinthealps]

guy on a work call just accidentally said “have a nice freak-end” instead of weekend and now i desperately want that to be the new meme. have a nice freakend everybody

[phoenixiii]

alright tomorrow I'm gonna lock tf in for real

[phoenixiii]

10 rolls + 4 disposable cameras sent off to the lab today no I don't wanna talk about how much it cost 🤐

[staryiu]

uncertain abt where i will be sleeping tonight. ive tucked a smallish dog into my bed. i guess i will curl up in the corner..as an action of love

[phoenixiii]

genuinely though now that I've changed my url it's gonna be a real poisonjr moment when they finally find the black mold in my bedroom

[phoenixiii]

unfortunately the poisonjr situation has worsened

[phoenixiii]

I really really should go back and finish writing Overconditioned someday because a) petplay is cool, b) "manipulative feedee" is such a funny way to characterize kantarou, and c) having the Manipulative Feedist character be a feedee instead of a feeder is, while still not what I'd call good representation, at least a nice break from the usual stereotype #RepresentationMatters #BadRepresentationMatters

[valdevia]

The Ghost Buckeye (Junonia prosopon), descended from a species driven to extinction by urbanization and habitat loss, has evolved specifically to ward off humans. When intimidated, they display the uncanny face-like patterns on their wings. The image it creates has inspired many legends about unearthly distorted creatures, and has consecrated entire areas of forest as haunted.

[red-dwarf-daily]

dear dave - s10 e5

[robotpoppa]

it’s-friday.avi

[am4ura]

When you're non-binary and you don't identify as either "transmasc" or "transfem" they kill you

[codycamera]

waiting at wabash (april 2026)

[peri]

digital selfharm is real. do NOT check up on that ex-partner/ex-friend. do NOT reread those old messages/conversations that you know will hurt your feelings all over again or that will otherwise make you feel like shit. do NOT block evade to see if you’re being talked about. inhale. exhale. let it pass and you’ll be better for it.

[a-silly-poll-side-blog-yay]

the last song you listened to is your battle theme now how is it going

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results

Remaining time: 3 days 5 hours

[agnost]

sgjkdfjgmldfkgldf mgkdf gdf gfd when the handmaiden / feudal lord meme takes over your dashboard lmaooooooo

[lookataleaf3000]

This is the night lesbian tumblr peaked

[phoenixiii]

🎞️Harman Phoenix II

📷Kodak Pony 135

[funnier-as-a-feedist]

Sucks that there are no old feedees in spaces…

There are a few I know!!

@brendakthedonutgirl @witch-daddy

Old is relative, but I know some in their 40-50s. Also if you go on some gay porn blogs that post muscle bulls, daddies, and gilfs and such there's plenty of fat old men with fully white beards.

I think the demographic of Tumblr users (I know you didn't specify Tumblr, but it's like the only feedist space I'm on, personally) is mostly 18-40, so the percentage of people 50+ is so small that they're just way less likely to be to feedists, statistically. I don't think there's actually any less or more of us in any certain generation. I don't think there's any studies on this, and older people with a more conservative view of sex might be less hesitant to talk about it, but I think people in all of history have been feedist. There's different social and cultural connotations associated with feedism now than there would be in medieval Europe, but associating pleasure and food=sex is something I guarantee people (if only a small percentage) have felt as long as people have been around.