hi new followers!!! this blog is run almost entirely via a queue. i have posts scheduled for holidays as well. most of the found images are from flickr and archived blogs/personal websites. if you see an image thats yours and would like it removed or credited, dont hesitate to shoot me an ask or a message!
i dont care who follows, as long as theres no nsfw on the blog you reblog to! age regressors, c/gl, ab/dl and babyfur are all welcome here*, but considering this blog relates to my actual childhood id really really appreciate it if you only reblog these onto sfw blogs!!!
you can call me Care! i was born in 99' and lived in new england so most of the posts will usually have that sort of vibe about them.
i especially love build a bear, littlest pet shop, american girl dolls, sandylion stickers, humongous entertainment and all things spooky scary!
my webkinz helping paws code: TPSKMR
spotify playlist can be found here
pinterest and tiktok usernames are the same as here!
tags i use: (some may be blank, the queue will kick them through eventually)
#outside
#day out (stores and stuff)
#rainy
#summer
#vacation
#roadtrip
#the great escape (childhood six flags, but most posts will likely not be from the actual park)
#sleepover (images that just have the vibe. you know what i mean)
#backyard
#fourth of july
#fall
#halloween
#trick or treat! (decor and candy)
#classroom (actual rooms snd things youd find in a classroom)
#snack time (food)
#playground
#indoor recess (its rainy out!)
#silent reading (books)
#daycare
#sunday school
#winter
#christmas
#snow day (home from school)
#sick day (same as last)
#cartoons
#vcr (and vhs tapes)
#spring
#easter
#birthday party
#playdate (feels like friends houses)
#home (feels like my childhood home)
#goodnight (bedding and stuffed animals)
#good morning
#toybox
#littlest pet shop
#my little pony
#boardgames
#playroom
#stuffed animals
#blues clues
#bear in the big blue house
#bedroom
#aunties house (lumped two of my aunts into this)
#aunt saras (my dads sister, lives in their childhood home)
#grammys house
#dads house
#evelyn (old friend who passed in 2006)
i will also occasionally tag years, even if they arent mentioned in the post. they will likely be incorrect, but they make me think of that year!
ill add to this as i go!
* this, of course, excludes "maps/nomaps", and sexual babyfurs/cub. i will not tolerate any sexual content (functional included) those who cannot consent, nor those making/consuming this content. this, of course, extends to proshippers as well. i am not interested in sparking a discussion on the subject. you will be blocked on site.
those experiencing dangerous paraphilias are encouraged to reach out to a mental health professional. most of these are rooted in childhood abuse, and there are people who are more than willing to help you process these experiences, and you could be saving the life of another potential victim. you can end the cycle of trauma. there is no shame in finding help.
sorry that this blog is effectively dead. after moving i lost that sort of connection i had to my childhood, and as the year passed i realized this blog just... wasnt good for me.
i was clinging so hard to my childhood because i realized how much of it i lost, due to the divorce/losing the house and the neglect, and wanted so so badly to have that back. i was living life in denial, every moment spent at home was spent in perpetual regression, stuck in my own head and stuck in the past. moving felt like leaving my childhood home again, and it broke me i was so close to taking my own life. i was in such a deep depression that it took me an entire week to clear out my bedroom after the move, it was disgusting.
a year and a half later, ive made peace with it, because i had to. i still miss the house, i still look at pictures and get the same ache i do when looking at pictures of my childhood home. i still yearn to sit on the couch in my room and draw while watching youtube or dragon tales. i yearn for my cats to still be alive, to sit at my desk with tiki curled up in my lap. and its okay. because for once ive finally accepted that i cant go back. i couldnt do that last time.
thank you for all the love on this blog, it really does mean the world to me. in a world thats so rough im so thankful i was able to bring comfort to even one person, let alone nearly 2000 of you! i will still probably reblog some stuff here and there, and theres still some scheduled posts in the queue i believe. but i think its time i let go.
