[piesa2]

i have done ALL of my dirty dishes in the kitchen for the first time in weeks. now there are still some cups in my room and also i didnt dry and put it all away but are you guys proud of me

[garv-painter]

Joan Mitchell. Pastels on paper

[mutationgirl]

(having a good week) that’s right. the goal is to increase my baseline. make the spirals shallower until they spin lazily on the surface of the water, lose their suction. im not trying to fix it all at once, im trying to incrementally improve my way into something tolerable. and once im there maybe i can shoot for good

(having a bad week) and in my terrible forge i will temper the flames of ruin

[memorycycle]

i should quit my job and search for the golden ant

[memorycycle]

its actually going pretty well

[deanwinchesterapologist]

nothing wrong with me

[wosp-reactivated]

Not another fucking Thursday not again

[energyprison]

Id like to welcome you all to tuesday

[piesa2]

that all makes it sound like im feeling really bad which isnt even the case im a little relieved tbh

[rexalogy]

[parkchanwoohoo]

Once you start noticing how the incapacity to handle discomfort affects how people live their lives it's actually pretty shocking how it ruins pretty much every conceivable aspect of existence. Interpersonal relationships, romantic and platonic. Career and education opportunities. Your politics Your willingness to go anywhere. The kind of food you eat. The kind of art you expose yourself to and your ability to read it. It's never just one thing, it touches everything, and once you notice it it's like suddenly being able to see germs or something. Just this horrific catastrophe people look at you askance for screaming about. As I grow older and see what became of my friends and peers who could not learn to handle discomfort, the more I'm like. This is a genuine societal issue

[piesa2]

the thing with people telling you youre too hard on yourself is that the only way to be less strict is to be worse. which i dont want to be. which is why im so hard on myself. and also i feel awkward talking about it because it feels like im bragging, & then it’s really nice and convenient to just think that even though people are saying i should be nicer to myself they’re only getting part of the picture and actually i don’t try all that hard, i’m making it sound worse than it is, and to then disregard it until someone else says i should be less hard on myself

[piesa2]

actually felt a connection between some things from my childhood and a current behavioral pattern im struggling with instead of just rationally figuring it probably has had some effect on me. pisses me off

[piesa2]

ahh i like to think about our current mothership party soo much. noone gets along. my character despises two and dislikes the other one. noones goals are alligned at all. last session my character tried to get away from them only to run into them again a bit later and everyone groaned about it. its so beautiful, the worst people for the job 👍

[wosp-reactivated]

Being in the labyrinth is a privilege

[polldermodel]

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[ijaazat]

summer

1. make a syllabus for yourself - books, media, places, recipes

2. complete 40% of it

3. eat every fruit u can

[kosmogrl]