Hydrangea

I’m not really sure why I exist

[7l7l7l7l7l7l7l7]

“are u ok” no where is my kiss

[depressedanxietydeath]

Welcome back intense self harm urge. 

[fightingborderline]

I feel like I am not enough and too much at the same time

[itsborderlinebitch]

but she said, “you cannot be my other half. because I am whole, and I will never break for love again.”

a.f

[choicelessflope]

i am manic and have a strong urge to re-learn the hoedown throwdown someone STOP ME

[piinkhydrangea]

No do it

[ptsd-tiger]

Person: the world isn’t out to get you y’know

Me: *lists every single instance throughout my entire life in which I was specifically targeted because I was myself* 

Person: well that stuff didn’t hurt me lol stop being so victimized by everything maybe

[kasketking]

some of you never developed a personality disorder that made it incredibly difficult to connect with people and build regular relationships and do everyday things and it shows

[itsborderlinebitch]

but she said, “you cannot be my other half. because I am whole, and I will never break for love again.”

a.f

[thepartsyoullneversee]

Depression - “No. Don’t move. Stay in bed. We can’t handle people or anything at all today”

Anxiety - “If we lay in this bed all day, we’ll not achieve anything but if we get out of bed we’ll fail at anything & everything we try to do”

BPD - “Jump in front of a bus”

[memes-to-show-my-therapist]

whenever someone tells me i need to relax:

[vexingdelusions]

because no amount of actions and words can lift the pain i feel deep inside

save me

from this

reality

i dont want to do this anymore

end my suffering

[thepartsyoullneversee]

I care soo much about my small group of loved ones that I'm forever stuck between "Everyone's better off without me in their lives" and "I don't want to hurt anyone"

[sapicsexual]

you know what you’re entitled to? your own fucking space. if you need to distance yourself from toxic people and energy to heal yourself, don’t ever feel bad for it! you are the only person who has to live with your mind for the rest of your life. do right by your mental health.

[sapicsexual]

you know what you’re entitled to? your own fucking space. if you need to distance yourself from toxic people and energy to heal yourself, don’t ever feel bad for it! you are the only person who has to live with your mind for the rest of your life. do right by your mental health.

[a-humanoid-disguise]

*banging pots and pans together* believe it or not some of us with delusions are actually aware of our delusions and we know its not real and its tearing us apart inside but sadly it doesnt feel any less real to us aAAAaAAah

[anoceannothingfloatson]

Deacon 😭😭😭

[rams-rodent-world]

omg…

[todaysbird]

your pet is not ‘spoiled’ because you gave it food, water, vet care, and other basic necessities. you owe it to your pet to take the best care of them that you possibly can. when people point out ways to improve your care, it isn’t an attack on you - it comes from a place of respect and love for that animal. if you love your pet, spend time working to take care of them in the best way possible. research before, not after you bring a new pet home. continue researching and learning through your pet’s life; never stop trying to improve your care.