9 Years Later

At 26 years we still have an codependant, self involved, wanna be sex worker. Full of mental illness, recovery from substance abuse, and illiteratesy. TW

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I miss him so much

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Next day. My shinner has gotten even bigger

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I beat myself up.

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I just want friends

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I am really worried I am going to end up like my mom. Broke, alone and unaware. I love my mom. I wish her the best. I know she tried her best parenting and she is trying her best now.

I also feel a weird codependency towards my mum. My she is codependent with me.

I also don't want to obsess over G and M like mom obsessed over dad.

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I want more attention from the people in my life

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I hate myself. Why can't I just let things be?

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This is what it looks like now. I still feel sexy. But I miss my old body.

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This is what my body use to look like. I miss it. It took me so long to get there.

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I got Adderall

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My brother had an overdose.

He was smoking meth and fetnyl.

He ODd infront of the hospital.

He had a cardiac arrest.

He was put on life support.

Too much damage to the brain.

Brain dead.

Tell him story's.

Say goodbye.

Pull the plug.

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Cocaine

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