AYEESHA
I am a little boy from Sudan. I live hand in hand with death, like every person living here. Every day someone among us dies. One of these dead people was my little sister. Me and my sister got along very well, and we would get away from our painful life together and dive into different dreams. But my poor sister Ayeesha couldn't stand the hunger and thirst that weighed heavily on her tiny body and she died in her sleep one night. The name Ayeesha actually means so living. My mother and father gave her this name so she would live for many years. But unfortunately, my little sister didn't live long. Since the day I lost her, I stopped dreaming and started feeling hopeless. I kept thinking about my sister's death. Was it better for her to die? Maybe because she passed away from this world, she was now free from her painful life and found peace. But I was left alone and continued to struggle with these troubles. All my beautiful dreams were crushed to dust under the bitter realities I experienced. My hopes that I could have a future were gone…
For me, living in Africa means not being able to experience my childhood. From the moment we are born, we begin to receive painful blows from life. Life makes us grow up early because of the troubles we experience. From the moment we come into the world, we find ourselves in a life-and-death struggle. So why do we have to live in this war? The only question in our minds when we wake up every morning is: Will we find a slice of bread to eat or a drop of water to drink today? Our only desire in this life is to feed ourselves, quench our thirst, and find some clothes to wear. If we can find clean water, we use it for drinking. That's why we never wash. We cover our entire bodies with mud to protect ourselves from getting lice. But why do we have to suffer these troubles? Why does life despise us? Why can't we live a happy and peaceful life like other people? When I asked these questions to my mother, she said that this life is our destiny and we must live our destiny. But why is our destiny written this way? Or can we change our destiny by doing something? Or will we always live struggling with these troubles until we die? I wonder if we will have happy and peaceful lives in the future, like the dreams we had with my brother in the past? Will we live to reach that future? I don't know… All I know is; that I have to continue living no matter what…
















