tw: bpd/ed vent

22 | 151cm sw; 68kg cw; 54.7 gw; 50kg don’t support eds, this is just for me

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my thighs a huge. i wanna take sc1ssors to them.

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my bf said he wants me skinnier and normal people might think that’s toxic but to me thsts the best thing ever bc i can get back on track and it’ll be easier to jsut say im dieting hehehehehdndkdj

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36 hour fast yippieeee

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bf didnt talk to me for a week so obviously i spiralled and didn’t eat teehee, carrying on the heavy restriction though 😋😋😋

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my bf going silent on me and leaving me in the dark LOL is this six years down the drain or am i just being my bpd self haahahahhahhHhHamamans

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call it bpd but i can’t do this rn

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hey so thigh gap finally kinda showing 👀👀

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crashed out and told my bf im binging and thr0wing up recently and i hate myself for that because WHY WOULD I TELL HIM THAT WTF

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guess who’s started bINGING HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

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i’m tired…

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i don’t know what to do

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make it fucking stop

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why does me showing bpd symptoms make me a cunt why can’t people ask me if i’m okay first if i act out of character FUCK

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about to crash out

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i’ve officially lost 14kg in a pretty short about of time… YIPPIEEEE

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maintained my weight 😎😎😎😎 sOmehow lol

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ahahhh i’ve been eating like shit for the past few WEEKS and i’m literally crying about it every day because i’ve gained weight and i could have been pretty before i went home for christmas and my family would have been like “wow you’re so much thinner!” but nOOOOO IM JUST FUCKING FATTER OH MY GODDDDD