So the motivation is hard,
The longing to succeed and push through is intense,
However the as so seems like forever failures continue,
And It's hard. It's so hard, to know, to be, to feel, belonging,
It's difficult to see, to smell, to know, yourself,
You're so unsure and so confused,
And it's crazy how something so simple as just doing something,
Being someone, Can have such an affect on you,
For for your whole life you have been told, you are nothing,
You are noone, you never will be someone,
When you were growing up you laughed at those words and acted tough,
Thought they'd never hurt you nor affect you,
They did scratch the bare surface but you let it go after the little people inside your body mended that wound,
But that pain was burried, those words were not discarded, they were not erased,
The continuous ear bashing of those words were continued to seethe deep beneath the boil,
And now in the days of today, those words are all that seem to be heard,
They are constantly in your mind, they are the words that burden you,
That keep you down, that sink you further, that aren't letting you unravel your prosperious future,
Those are the words that are deminishing every ounce of opportunity you have,
Those are the words that make you feel like you are; - nothing . - noone . - & will never be someone,
Those words are the shackles to your feet,
And you know all you need to do is just unleash yourself, release yourself, free yourself, let go of those pointless words,
For you are; - someone . - something . - & have & will always be someone,
But the only two questions leaving me baffled is; how? & when?
How do the shackles become removed, and how do I free myself, how am I going to be someone when I don't know how to or what that feels like,
& when; when will this all occur, It's been far too long, and I'm becoming impatient,
I just want freedom, I just need life,
I just want to know, and get on that forever successful and happy life meaningful path,
theartofmadeline
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