Sir Gills can't blame the crowd for their somewhat lukewarm reception. they're unknown here, and not even the exciting sort of unknown that a few of their competitors can boast. they've removed their pauldrons and braces (their gauntlets have been missing for who-knows-how-long), leaving just their padded gambeson and leather gloves; the gambeson, at least, is freshly laundered. looking a good deal more confident than they feel, they wave to the crowd (some cheers and whistles sound in response, which makes them smile) and face the target, lifting the tournament bow.
--the crowd is cheering, waving banners and kerchiefs. the sun is hot and brilliant, and Gill's eyes sting in its radiance, but they grin nonetheless as they lift their bow. the grip is so well tailored to their hand, it might as well be a part of them, and their form reflects the ease with which they nock an arrow and draw back the string--back straight and proud, knees relaxed, a squeeze of their shoulder blades, then the hiss of the arrow--
--the arrow thuds off-center. Sir Gills grits their teeth behind their visor. they can do better. they check their feet, adjust their stance a few degrees, and nock a second arrow.
--smoke sears their eyes and sticks in their throat. the inside of their helmet reeks with it. their back and arms and shoulders burn with fatigue, but they lift another arrow with trembling fingers and grunt into the spasming pain as they pull it back, aiming for another of the twisted figures that have their brothers cornered. please. please, gods--
--another thunk, and it's outside the bullseye again, just in the opposite direction. damnit! their face feels hot, and it's not just the daylight or their breath trapped behind their visor. well, fine, at least it'll be over. they lift the third arrow, giving it a little roll in their fingers and taking it a moment to breathe. come on. easy.
--their stomach growls so loudly it's a wonder that it doesn't startle the fat little rabbit, nibbling on the clover patch just on the other side of the clearing. it's probably poaching. they don't know the laws here. but no one's been by the cottage in the few days since they arrived, so Gills assumes no one will miss one stupid, succulent little rabbit. they just have to hit the damned thing, and it feels like it's been years since they last held a bow. Gills slowly pulls back the string, the croak of it deafening--
--"fuck's sake," they mutter as the third arrow hits the outer ring. quickly, they put on a (figurative) smile and turn to face the grandstands with an exaggerated shrug. at least the crowd laughs. they raise the bow one more time and wave, and hand the weapon off to the next contestant. it would be proper sportsmanship to stay and watch, go sit with the others and accept the jibes and ribbing, but it feels like some old wound is torn open that doesn't need any extra salt. they linger a few more moments, then duck away as the next round is fired.