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life. thoughts. love. art. feelings. high level of curiosity. big time procrastinator. a wild traveler. a full-time dreamer and lover. imaginary minds. couch potato. coffee addict. full of randomness. hopeless romantic. photo enthusiasts.

[sahrana]

There are some people you’ll never see again. At least, not in the same way.

I Wrote This For You, Iain S. Thomas (via sahrana)

Fair enough..

[twihly]

[pinkyapple]

Sometimes, it's like this

[serious]

At the end of the day, we can endure much more than we think we can.

Frida Kahlo (via misjudgments)

[pinkyapple]

I hate this 'uneasy' feeling :(

[pinkyapple]

it’s been a long time i didn’t write. i guess i have been very caught up with my school work.

it’s around this time of the year last year that i got very stressed when my parents forced me to join MLM. glad i passed all that.

speaking of which, time flies and it’s almost one year i’m in a relationship with the love of my life. though just last week we discussed about our differences, though it made me scared, but at the same time i’m also excited and looking forward for what the future might bring us. together with you, i believe we shall conquer all :)

i am feeling waves of love at the moment. i am feeling very overwhelmed by you. though you were not the kind of guy who sends flower, take his girlfriend to fancy dinner, etc. i felt very content when i’m with you. i’m very grateful for you.

last night, we talked about life like best friends, having our own POV, we never said who’s wrong or what but really appreciate what each of us has got to say. i value that in our relationship, i hope that we will not get too caught up in boyfriend girlfriend relationship only, but also we can treasure each other like the best of friends.

i love you for what you are and i tried my best not to change anything about you, accept your flaw and respect our differences. all i ever want to do is support you to be the best that you can be. someone who stands by his principles, hardworking, has respect to his parents like no other, has good character, smart and charming at the same time. i pray one day, we will unite together in the name of God. Amen.

[fragilekiller]

[pinkyapple]

fear

we all got scared sometimes. and honestly as day by day passes, years passes, we are not getting any younger. our health is decreasing, we are forced to be responsible of our own life and not to be dependant on our parents anymore. one day, we will have to sleep in our own house, supporting our kids, paying the bills and many more. it’s not easy. 24 hours in a day seems like it’s not enough where we have to work, sleep, eat, spend time for ourselves and the people we loved. because what is life if we have all the money and not a single minute to enjoy the moments in life, right?

i’ve said this before. the future is scary because we have no idea what it’s going to be like. however, every time that thought come across my mind, i have ways to always calm myself down. Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways, submit to Him and He will make your paths straight. another saying goes like this: yesterday is a history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift, that’s why they call it ‘present’. i’m not saying by this that we should not plan for our future, we should. but stressing over it too much is also a waste of time. the future is scary and i get it. however, i’m going to live my everyday, my present, to the fullest. because there is noway that today is happening again in the future. appreciate the little things in life. 

speaking of fear, this fear came across me today. the fear of someone leaving you. someone who is so close to you, that someone you’ve imagined you will be spending your life with. the fear of being not good enough to that person. the fear of having an argument and never come to a settlement. the fear of differences. i have so many fears and it’s squeezing my heart it’s so painful.

[pinkyapple]

='(

it kills me not to say i love you and good night properly. i think you're very mad at me. guess i just have to try to sleep with a wet pillow tonight. i love you and good night.

[ghostof]

[pinkyapple]

❤️

[pinkyapple]

2016

Wow, it really is 2016 already. Where did 2015 go? 2015 has been very wonderful, a year full of surprises indeed. I made new friends, lucky enough to be with someone that loves me so much, be in a job that i'm passionate about. Overall, i think it has been a very good year, despite the pretty rocky start. Now it's 2016, just like everybody else it's time for new resolutions, wishes, hopes, challenges. I have many hopes this year. Whatever may come my way, i pray i will have the strength and courage to do my best in every single day of 2016. I will strive to be better every day, smile more and be less moody, less grumpy. I will learn to listen more, to think before i speak, to feel before i do something. I have to grow more spiritually. I have to bring more smiles to peoples days. I will try to ease people's pain and always be there when they need me. I will be more kind, more compassionate, more joyful in all my days. I will love more. There are so many more things i wanted to do in 2016. I'm praying for doors to be opened, for more patience, braveness, kind, pure and sincere heart.

[perrfectly]

There’s so much more to life than finding someone who will want you, or being sad over someone who doesn’t. There’s a lot of wonderful time to be spent discovering yourself without hoping someone will fall in love with you along the way, and it doesn’t need to be painful or empty. You need to fill yourself up with love. Not anyone else. Become a whole being on your own. Go on adventures, fall asleep in the woods with friends, wander around the city at night, sit in a coffee shop on your own, write on bathroom stalls, leave notes in library books, dress up for yourself, give to others, smile a lot. Do all things with love, but don’t romanticize life like you can’t survive without it. Live for yourself and be happy on your own. It isn’t any less beautiful, I promise.

Emery Allen  (via perrfectly)

Well said👌🏻

[jedavu]

[pinkyapple]

Amazing 😍

[pinkyapple]

powerful thoughts

It's very easy to list out all the negative things about yourself and probably none of the good. We tend to fail to see that we have our good side too. Often times, we feel like a failure, like we have accomplished nothing. We felt we have disappointed many who have put their hopes high for us. Thing is, we live our own life. We owe our lifes to ourselves. We are responsible for every choices we made. I remember there is a saying " We are what our thoughts have made us. So take care about what you think. Words are secondary. Thoughts live; they travel far." So be careful and be wise. As Buddha once said too "We are shaped by our thoughts; we become what we think. When the mind is pure, joy follows like a shadow that never leaves." Bottomline, choose wisely what kind of life do you want to live in. A life full of negativity, hatred and not being able to accept imperfections? Or a life that is full of joy and acceptance?

[tharealsydshady]

[pinkyapple]

Driving at this hour hmmmm

[pinkyapple]

being together

Together means...facing everything together, go through the rocky roads together, climb up the mountains together, always supporting, comforting, holding the hands of the other, giving them warmth when they feel cold inside. Together means loving wholeheartedly, respecting each other, no judgement. This life aint easy, as we grow older, we are more exposed to situations that sometimes can makes us feel uncomfortable, uneasy and can really makes us feel small as a person. Despite the craziness of this life, believe that you are not alone and you will never be alone. There must be people out there feeling the same way that you do. Each and everyone of us has a battle to fight for. So don't let your spirit down, believe in something beautiful, believe in miracles, most importantly believe in yourself. I can't promise you it's going to be an easy journey, but know that i'm always with you. I will be your sunshine, your rock, your #1 supporter, your strength when you feel like you have none, i'll be your home when you feel like you have nowhere to run to and i will love you always, even when you don't love yourself.

[fgmotion]

[pinkyapple]

calling for someone to cuddle wiith :)

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