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"Oi, so who the hell're you? You here for something?" [Indie DR OC Tsubasa Matsumori; SHSL Pixel Artist] [Associated with Art of Despair] [Sideblog to ohlookablackcat] [Single Ship, Not multiverse friendly]

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i come back to people i dont like rejoining the fandom and the usual air of annoyance with me what a fuckjing joy. 

i never want to come back. there's no reason. I sewe no reason anymore ther's nothing redeeming about me or my ocs so why should i bo ther haha

h ah,,, im gonan fail with that i mean hey? I'm fuckign weak. I'm fuckign horrible e verything is my f ault im crying... , ,  

i s huoldnt have offered to do anything for groups im a fuck up and i dont deserve to do any of this p l s so meone e nd me.., ,

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I DONT KNOW IF I LIKE THESE.....

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i put Tsubasa's body art as my phone background and i yelled when i turned on my phone

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shsl wifecarrier replied to your post: i cant believe Tsubasa Matsu...

//c RIES HARDE R I’LL MEME ON U FOR TH IS

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shslastrologistexpert replied to your post: i cant believe Tsubasa Matsu...

it was never allowed B(

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i cant believe Tsubasa Matsumori is fucking d e a d 

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Victim: Tsubasa Matsumori Cause of Death: Decapitation  Time of Death: 4:20 pm Location of Body: Execution Room

Other Information: There is quite a lot of blood and questionable liquid around the body.

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兄さん。。。I Tsubasa I Motive reaction

Tsubasa was the last to arrive, as was expected of his at this point. The last to arrive and the last to leave, he didn’t have much else on his mind aside from the things he overheard though. There were things on his mind and he was very much occupied with them 

His expression was blank, recognizing the one intended for him right away. No. No, no, no. This wasn’t happening. This wasn’t real Tsubasa, don’t let yourself think that.

There was no way they were dead, there was no way they were even in danger. That was why Tsubasa had done everything for them.

"S-Stop it…. T-They’re fine…"

His own tone of voice betrayed him. Because he had no idea what he could believe.

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[4:30:49] Valerie [Keri/Chouko/Hikaru/Tsubasa]: ahoges can only dream of this [4:33:07] C-D [Valentino]: uhhuh [4:33:27] Valerie [Keri/Chouko/Hikaru/Tsubasa]: Tsubas cant come close he has a tiny one [4:33:55] C-D [Valentino]: almost as tiny as the ahoge in his pants [4:33:57] C-D [Valentino]: C-D [Valentino] is shot [4:34:07] Valerie [Keri/Chouko/Hikaru/Tsubasa]: OH MY GODE

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the question is

am i a serious artist

the answer is no

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shsl-audio

shslltoymaker

shsl-modern-dance-performer

shslyandereboy

shsl-sociologist

pixelsnightmares

shslonemanband

shsllivingdoll

foreign-harpist

shslprofile

freeaboo

shslpaint

maromataro

shslsilvertonguedcharlatan

thebeescall

shslbasketballplayer

shslforensics

shsl-gondolier

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もっと物音。。？I Tsubasa I Execution Reaction - Free Time START

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  ”…A mole?”

This word caught Nikki’s interest… So someone here betrayed the whole group for collaborating with the owl..? What the flying fuck. That was sad to heard it… But they knew something’s not right…

”Hm… So you’re saying the person working with the owl was supposed to do something but screwed it up… That… does sound possible. I’m trusting your words Tsubasa… There is no time to continually distrust each other. Because it’s what the owl wants, more distrust so more murders. I’d like to have a talk with the mole to prevent that… But you don’t know who is it…?”

Nikki sighed a bit.

”Either way. You don’t sound insane. Like I said, this whole situation never made sense in first place.”

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Just hearing the words 'You don't sound insane' allowed him to relax a bit. So it didn't sound as crazy as he thought it did, that was a relief...

"... No idea. I'm no good remembering voices so I don't have a clue..."

His voice even sounded a bit calmed down, how surprising was that. If he had maybe listened better he could have actually gotten an identity but he was not in a state to do that. 

"... That's true... But even some things are stretches..."

A shake of his head, he really couldn't handle this situation.

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もっと物音。。？I Tsubasa I Execution Reaction - Free Time START

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  The faintest hint of a weary smile appeared on her face - she had to admit, her question had been really stupid. Goddamnit, she should really think first before opening her mouth.

"Sorry… you’re right, it’s… not like anything’s… fine…", she conceded quietly, her look drifting shortly to the floor before she mentally slapped herself to not space off. Thus, she looked back at the pixel artist and replied:"It’s just… you were so quiet during the trial and… I couldn’t help but… wonder… and worry…"

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The appearance of an actual smile, small as it may have been, was a surprise to Tsubasa. Any kind of happiness right now confused him, could people be like this and not feel absolutely horrible about it? That was probably your own personality acting up. 

"... That's not something bad to assume. I couldn't kill anyone. I'd fuck it up. You'd be able to tell, believe me."

He let out a sigh, she didn't seem to blame him for being so silent at least. 

".. Sorry though. You all could have solved it faster had I said something."

Get your mind off things, he really needed to hnk about something else. Write it down when you get to your room.

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もっと物音。。？I Tsubasa I Execution Reaction - Free Time START

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  Well, that’s interesting… Nikki frowned a bit and put their hand on their chin.

”You heard something…? Care to tell me? I don’t care if it sounds insane. Because the whole situation we’re stuck in never made sense in first place. Trust me, Tsubasa, I’ll listen to what you have to say. And we’ll figure it out together what it is, no matter how small or big of concern it is, okay? It might be leading us to something in our favor… We have to take every chance we get to leave this museum while cooperating. You’re with me there?”

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If it sounds insane? It couldn't sound more insane to him. But it was true, it had to be... Right.... He had to tell someone, what if the owl had heard him when he'd walked away. What if he had been spotted. This wasn't the time but he was petrified.  

"... Y-Yeah...."

He gave them a small nod before thinking out how to word this,

"... I heard someone talking to the owl.... T-They said the next motive was a big one. And that there was a mole... Working with them..."

Damnit there was more to it wasn't there. Why couldn't he just remember it better! There had to be other clues in that part he had heard... There had to be.

"The mole was weak... The Owl was angry at them for messing something... Or doing something wrong?"

Surely he sounded absolutely insane right now. 

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もっと物音。。？I Tsubasa I Execution Reaction - Free Time START

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  "Why what?" Harvey tilted his head as he approached Tsubasa from behind. He walked around him to face him from the front.

Honestly, Harvey didn’t know the guy very well, maybe talked to him once or so, but seemed like a weird kinda guy. He wasn’t a stick-in-the-mud, but Harvey wasn’t sure just what he was like. But hey, any time’s a good as any to change that!

"You okay, dude? You seem a little bit jittery. Do you need any help or something? I’m the best of the best when it comes to cheering people up, and I got just the trick if you’re interested." He offered with a mischievous expression.

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A sudden barrage of word. Too much talking, too much too much. He reached up and covered his face, turning his head a bit so once he moved his hands away that he would seen the speaker. Harvey seemed to be around a lot recently hadn't he? 

"I-I'ts more than just 'being jittery'..."

He might have actually seemed to frown a but his expression was still scared. 

"... I heard stuff. Something I don't think I should have..."

His arms were crossed over his chest now, seeming to hug himself.

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もっと物音。。？I Tsubasa I Execution Reaction - Free Time START

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  Rubbing her now bandaged hand - yes, she actually did fucked it up a bit with the whole podium smashing - the dancer wasn’t too sure why she was even walking around. It’s not like it would help her with anything, but then again, she had locked herself in her room for far too long… And it was great to feel her legs again, to just move them and even dance… She had missed it.

Miriam stumbled upon Tsubasa when he seemed to be… somewhat confused? Maybe even scared? She didn’t know and it was better to make sure that everything was okay. Hopefully, he would talk to her…

"Tsuban? Everything… alright…?", she asked the boy with a somewhat dull face, obviously not over the trial and execution yet. Well, she could at least distract herself somewhat…

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A visible freeze of his shaking as he heard Miriam reply to his aimless question, unexpected would have been a simple lie as he looked up at the dancer. Would he have to tell them about this... Probably. They would have to know such things. 

"... I don't think anything's a-alright..."

The seemingly sarcastic statement was muttered hardly loud enough for the other to hear. Even he could tell she was less lively than before, that all that yelling in the trial had truly done something to her. It was really something wasn't it? Was there anyone still sane in this mess.

"... W-Why're you asking me..."

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もっと物音。。？I Tsubasa I Execution Reaction - Free Time START

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  Time’s up with the fucking murder game….

Enough is enough. After the funeral, Nikki walked back to the dorms, hoping to take a rest. On their way, they noticed the pixel artist. Last time they talked, Tsubasa hasn’t been doing well… And it doesn’t look like he is this moment as well… Is Tsubasa terrified…?

Nikki slowly approached the boy, hoping to initiate a conversation with him… But it is very likely he’d snap…. They could try to talk to him, or else it would mean nothing… They have to get along with Tsubasa in order to leave the place alive with everyone else after all….

”…Are you alright… Tsubasa…?”

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Tsubasa froze up a bit upon hearing the astrologist's voice nearby, looking up and locating them in a moment he tried to think of what he could say. What had he even just heard? And who could he even tell.... Could he tell Nikki? 

He'd find out, if anything... He could tell other people too. 

"I-I don't know... I heard something..."

A tiny shake of his head as he tied to find the words to say to them  How would he start this without sounding like a crazy person? 

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もっと物音。。？I Tsubasa I Execution Reaction - Free Time START

After speaking up once more he had fallen back to being silent for the trial, once again forgetting to send in a vote as the trial came to a close. 

The the execution, the execution of Cameron. Tsubasa had never met her but she seemed relatively well like right? Somewhat…? People had been listening to her. As everything came to a close though he followed the rest of them out of the room to their way back to the dorms. He wanted this over with. HE wanted out but he couldn’t figure out how to do any of this. 

He did split off from the rest for a moment, returning to the dorm area with something one could have guessed was an actual expression upon his face., Surprise? Fear? He wasn’t sure but he looked as though it had been something. 

If he couldn’t trust anyone before this was the tipping point. His red eyes darting around the hall as he stood there.

"Why…"

His voice was actually somewhat louder than it had been at the trial, something had changed right…?