NOTHING HAPPENED TO ME

I HAPPENED

[plaguepalace]

Hannibal | Ex persecutor | Co Host | Body age- 25, Mental Age - 64 in appearance I can’t say how old I mentally act but. I look old in the headspace | Traumagenic system of 4 | Proship Discourse Heavy |NSFW content

[plaguepalace]

yes i drink to cope with incest trauma no i dont feel bad about it

[aalduin]

The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim (2011) ➤ Around the Treva River

[raggamuphin]

"Death & The Maiden", by Emil Melmoth

[shopping4images]

[hibi-flower]

sources: unknown // unknown // maplepecanpastry on tumblr // ashmanathletics on tiktok // i saw the tv glow (2024) // pray for me by kendrick lamar // unknown // what are you waiting for? by derald cannon jr. // unknown // unknown // drunk drivers/killer whales by car seat headrest // polekingrasputin on instagram

on waiting / on saving yourself

[deadeyed-dykething]

hey. shut up. i'm going to take care of you from now on. let me wash your hair for you. condition it. you have to leave it in for a while before you rinse. i'm going to take care of that. i'm going to brush your teeth for you. you don't have to worry about it anymore. i want to cook for you. you don't have to do anything. i know how hard it's been. you get to let it all go now. it's hard to pretend to be a person. i get it. i'll do all that for you. you don't have to-- stop, stop struggling. it's okay that it was too much for you. you don't have to try anymore. i can do it for you. i know you feel like you're supposed to feel bad about this but you don't have to. i'm making you, right? i'm forcing you to let me take care of you. you don't have to feel guilty. i'm forcing you. the personhood that never fit, that was too hard, i'm taking it away. you can just let it go. I'm going to take care of you. i'm going to take care of all of it. quiet. you'll get used to it. i promise.

[plaguepalace]

I literally want to fucking die i can not believe this is happening i am disappointed in my self for acting out but it almost feel inevitable like he was just waiting for it to happen

[plaguepalace]

I am worthless and im going to die alone and ostracized from my community living on the outskirts as some freak of nature. Kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me

[plaguepalace]

I literally want to fucking die i can not believe this is happening i am disappointed in my self for acting out but it almost feel inevitable like he was just waiting for it to happen

[plaguepalace]

Woke up and chose violence lol

[killrockstar]

[plaguepalace]

Youre still valid even if you have symptoms that aren't in your source material

[plaguepalace]

*sitting on the porch swing kicking my feet giggling* i love rape fic

[weltenwellen]

Leila Chatti, from "Postcard from Gone"

[scarymonsters-protectivespirits]

[demiiwhiffin]

a normal human emotion ..... whatever next !

[metamorphesque]

i'm all the people i've ever loved

loseness lines over time by olivia de recat, @i-wrotethisforme, Kaveh Akbar, Olivie Blake