Life

I'm an obsesive wreck saved by grace that might be in to many fandoms....

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*fangirls so hard I fall over and cry*

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How you walk when someone says you’re pretty

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The Evolution of Me

I used to wear tank tops and skinny jeans, now it’s more black pants and long black sleeves.

I had cute freckled cheeks, now on my face I have teary streaks.

I could sleep through the night and dream forever, now I wonder if I’ll fall asleep…ever

But…

The evolution of me is not yet complete; all of my problems will fall in defeat.

I will keep changing till one fateful day I will to look back and be able to say…

 I used to think that happiness wasn’t mine but now with this smile I know I will shine.

I had rough times but I’ve solved them through smart rhymes.

I could stay awake for far too long now but I know that my fears were wrong.

You see…

The evolution of me is not yet finished; I know my hope will not be diminished.

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When I’m on my period my fashion sense drops from a 10 to a

.... oh... wait.. 

still a 10

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list of things i am not:

okay

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2. rich

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3. mentally stable

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4. brave

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5. ready 

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Problems with being Panic! Treasure.

1: I can’t think about anyone losing weight without also playing hooky with the best of the best, and also wearing their heart on their sleeve so you can see it too.

2: I can’t hear the word “alright” without feeling threatened with a good time.

3: I can’t even think about an emperor without wanting to scream something about being naked.  

4: I can’t think about the name “Jackson” without wondering if they are nasty.

5: I can’t think about Mona Lisa without offering her money in exchange for a frown.

6: I can’t ever be ready to go without asking you to get me out of my mind.

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Take two for the second time every drawing Andy Biersack. FYI I’m in love with this man’s voice..... 

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I drew Andy Biersack... It kind sucks but 

A. first time I’ve drawn him 

 B. this was the first time I’ve done a legitimate black and white.

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It’s almost 11:30 and this is the first and only thing that's made me laugh today...

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I’ve been listening Ribcage all day. I wanted to draw something so I looked up a picture of a rib cage and this happened...

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I’m not sad

I’m not sad that you left. I’m sad that you lied.

When I realized the truth my heart felt like it had died.

I’m not sad that I’ve lost you. I’m sad that you may never be found.

When you left my heart felt like it had hit the ground.

I’m not sad that you will never call me. I’m sad that at the end of it the only thing you could do was call me names.

Nasty

Selfish

Disgusting

But you taught me something. Some people lie and only play games.

I’ve forgiven you, but that does not mean I want you back.

I’ve seen the light and your way is black.

Forgiveness means I don’t hate you, but I won’t give you the chance to do it again.

Funny how I can’t bring myself to say your name, it’s not even worth my breath. Not worth trying to remember the pain.

This entire poem is not even worth the brain power, but I write it’s what I do.

Before I finish a quick review.

You lied and left, I forgave. I can’t forget but I’ve learned. I’ve been hurt but its fine.

You are gone now and that’s good, bottom line.

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This band is terrible, it promotes suicide and self harm... (Please notice I am being sarcastic)

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So... I doodled Rhett and Link in a tub of ranch.... you are welcome...

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mines too, josh.

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Yas!

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So I found these! Her dress is so prefect! All of this is perfect!!!!!!

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How do you know

How does one know when they are in love? Do they know by the pain in their stomach when he laughs? When he says he love that thing I hate about myself, do I know then? When he say he will wait, when he says his mama thinks I’m perfect? When the thought of him moving hours away is almost as painful as pulling nails?  How do I know that I’m in love when I barely know the deffinition the word?

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What I’ve learned. That’s not love.That’s lies. I know what love is because those who love me actually show it. When you are almost in tears because some boy hurt you and they want to hurt him and hug you. When your sister takes you to do fun things, that’s love. Not when some boy  makes you feel good with the things he says. He is probably a loser.

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I never really had a favorite country song till you came around, I never really hated a country song till you left.