Where no one has a head

things to get off my chest

[planet-clair]

Dreams

I had a dream last night that I was still with my high school boyfriend but we weren't exactly happy together. Then I met my actual fellow and was talking with him behind Davis' back.

[dailymarvelqueens]

i feel like being topless is more about being confident and about being happy with your body rather than trying to excite somebody else. ─ cobie smulders for women’s health magazine.

[videogamesandsex]

Let's fuck, take sexy pictures, and get tumblr famous.

[zoewashburne]

[planet-clair]

-What you do need to be happy? -You.

[planet-clair]

Twitterpation

I went on a date last night with a boy named Tim. All in all it's a funny little story and since I'm practicing my slide typing, I shall ramble. (I will start this story as all stories should begin, with the  chronological beginning) Over the summer I worked at a restaurant with my friend Joe. We hung out a lot after work and sometimes Joe's friend Tim would come hang out too. I remember thinking he was cute, but it was a passing thought. He seemed convivial and interesting but sometimes Joe's charisma rubs off on people. Tim apparently asked Joseph if I was single a few times before Joe asked if he wanted to go out with me sometime knowing that Tim is shy. Last week, Joe came by my house with fire wood and asked if I was seeing anyone. He then asked if I would consider " chaperoning" his little brother on a double date with his friend Tim. Around mid week Joe informed me that Tim was going to a Christmas party and I was his date. (I must interject at this point that both Joe and Tim were raised Jehovah's witnesses but don't feel it in their hearts at all).

Friday, the day of the party, he called me and formally asked me to this party with him and we discussed when he would pick me up. It was adorable. I was giddy inside.

I was home alone after work so I took my time getting ready and creeping on his Facebook.

When he got to my place he came up to the door and knocked, he opened the car door for me and we were so into our conversation during the car ride that we missed the street the party was on and had to make a loop. It was a party his boss was throwing in his big fancy house. We made small talk for a bit with other party goer's before getting drinks and exploring the house at the hostess's insistence. We found an empty living room and just talked for hours until the previously mentioned little brother needed us to take him home (because we were his chaperones that evening). I got him to give me a good night hug, we've been texting since he got home and we're going out Tuesday

[earthlynation-blog]

Fox. Photo by woxys

[planet-clair]

Practice

OK, there's a slide to type function on my tablet and I want to get better at it so I am going to write for a while as practice. I'm watching Bones while my brother plays on Pottermore. This is his last day on sick leave from school so his coughs are less frequent. My best friend asked if I might move into a small house with her and her husband and their daughters (who are my goddaughters, 2 and almost a month). It sounds like a lovely idea, it would be cheaper to live like that, I bet we could go to Costco, Sha and I would kick ass at the domestic shit. We'd make meals in advance, I could play with babies all the time. Marcos is a sensible fellow and I can't really see anything going wrong being around him for extended time. I'm getting hungry so I might make this the end for now. But it is fun to write with a swipe so I will write more later

[planet-clair]

I hung out with my best friend yesterday. It was really nice to see her. She's married and due to have her second daughter at the end of the month. Her little girl was sick so we chatted while zoey watched cartoons.

I love talking to sha because she's always been so level headed. We talked about relationships some and that really helped me with some of the stuff I've had on my mind. She told me that there was a time (before they got married of course) where they took a little break and dated other people while working on their friendship. I've respected her husband since I got to know him. They dated in high school, and got pregnant at 16. They gave that baby up for adoption but he really grew up. He knew her family and friends would be unhappy with him, but he took it and worked hard to gain all of our trust. I was the maid of honor at their wedding and was given the task of 'babysitting' him before the ceremony. He told me that he knew from the moment he met her that she would be his wife, it just took a while for her to get there too.

[love-pours-in]

I need to touch another human beings body. Not sexually, I just want to feel somebody’s warmth, like a hug and I want someone to tell me it is going to be fine though I am not sure what’s wrong

[planet-clair]

I was told once that people need at least 10 hugs a day to thrive. I wish I could give you a nice big one.

[planet-clair]

I'm 24 and I just found a gray pube.

[planet-clair]

I had a dream I was at your house, you were having a party with carnival rides in your back yard. There were lots of people I didn’t know, I only knew you and I’m shy. Whenever you weren’t around, I would hide inside your house and start reading but you would always come looking for me, talk to me and encourage me to come back out. The last time I hid, I went upstairs and climbed into bed with my book. It took you longer to find me but when you did we kissed. The kisses turned into a tumble between the sheets. Your friends burst in on our post-coital snuggle to announce that we were all going swimming. Then I woke up

[love-pours-in]

Happiness is not the same thing as satisfaction. To be satisfied is to be content, to stay in one place and become comfortable. Happiness exceeds those limits and can be found even outside of your comfort zone. Happiness requires continually growing and genuine effort from one moment to the next.

[planet-clair]

That's why the stoics believed that happiness isn't what we should strive for. Happiness continually requires more and more. Eventually you can no longer reach happiness. I really dig a calm contentedness

[reina-negrita-deactivated201905]

Just because someone desires you, does not mean that they value you. Read it over. Again. Let those words resonate in your mind.

Unknown  (via losdir)

[shutupbiz]

a fabulous photo of me taken by a good friend on a day that we needed quiet minds 

[planet-clair]

That is fabulous

[planet-clair]

David called after he was done at the studio. The plan is for me to get to sleep earlier, and then he & I will hang out when I'm out of work. We talked about batman & the wind in the willows

[planet-clair]

David called. He's still at work but still wanted to call to see how late I'd be up and to ask if I could hang out with him tomorrow or the next day. I can't stay up most of the night drinking, smoking and sexing this time. I must use self control so I can get to work & not be a zombie.

I drunkenly told him I loved him one night shortly before or after throwing up in his bed. He was very cool about it, but I'm too shy to talk about that half remembered conversation. I do know he said he loves me too.

[planet-clair]

Guys

My mom keeps joking about how I need a 'stable' of fellows to take me out and buy me things. I laugh a little whenever she says this because, really that's what I want and am working on. It's not even that I want them to buy me anything, they just insist.

There's Wally who is a completely platonic friend, but he has a real job. A good job. When we go out, he insists on paying because of that.

Zach H is a gentleman. He holds doors and even though it annoys me when most people do it, with him it's charming. He kisses my hand and we take walks in parks when we both have free time. He has a large dong and a mostly hairless body that fascinates me. Starting Monday, we'll be coworkers of a sort. He helps teach drum line to high school kids and I'm a substitute teacher\general girl Friday. I would like there to be more between us, but I know I would want more of his time than he has to give.

David. Oh David... He's tall and beautiful and when he sees me, a smile spreads over his face that lights up the mischief in his eyes. We're explosive together, just absolutely spectacular. But he is also a busy bee and he might be moving 4hours away soon. I would ride that roller coaster straight to hell if that's what it took. He speaks to my soul and his body resonates with mine.

Joe would like something more, but he's just a kid. A sweet kid who's always striving to be the best he can & never let anyone down.

Jon is sexy, but a little self absorbed and just a little dumb. But he wants to be a fireman and he's very athletic. He's far away, but worth a visit.

Dane and I have a long standing thing. He gives the best massages and he's always the entertainer, he makes balloon animals, he can juggle, ride a unicycle and other things of the sort so he gets tiresome. His family likes me and his brother keeps hinting to me that I ought to marry him and join their family. He's working in California right now.

I have other fellows but I'm done typing