in her mind

I'm the girl that got away

[yungelitasstory]

9/6/17

[chicgarden]

[planethermoon]

Lately feeling like her.... :(

[planethermoon]

It's strange, I'm not 13 anymore, but I'm still depressed

I still cut myself to relieve it all somehow. I haven't written anything because my inspiration has dried up

Marijuana replaced razor blades, books, cameras, words.

My brain is more shut down. I'm sleepy and want to go to bed

The strange thing is that my head keeps spinning.

The strange thing is that I feel more alone.

The strange thing is that I have no one left.

The strange thing is that I'm writing because I can't sleep

I don't want any more scars

I don't have any more money for crack or marijuana

The strange thing is being depressed and not having the courage to end my life.

Why will that question of "what if...?" keep coming back?

And if everything is strange just because I'm depressed and I don't know what else to do with my life..?

[nicoretta77]

[planethermoon]

GIVE ME IDEAS FOR A TATTOO ( I want it to have meaning about my adolescence, Arctic Monkeys 2006 style, Lizzy Grant and The Virgin Suicides) a small but significant tattoo, on the ribs btw.

[lipfilllers]

[kitsunetsuki-deactivated2026051]

Guy Bourdin - Vogue Paris (Oct.1975)

[henribrl-deactivated20230327]

#agilebeast

[planethermoon]

Whats your best sexual experience, details

haha, lol

who cares?

[planethermoon]

I'm on drugs, ask me a question

[harlotstarlet777]

[hsxgrungex]

[unknownn-girl]

wake up

[planethermoon]

Me and him

[mvalenkr]

[planethermoon]

she looks so beautiful and happy <3

[mileskaneisarabella]

Young Alexa

[planethermoon]

I want to be like her