to-dont's:

Just a twenty something sorting her life out one to-do list at a time Journal of choice: Leuchtturm 1917 Go-to pens: Papermate Ultra Fine tip 📖🖊🖍🖌❤️💋

[aamartinez13]

I feel like I deserve better and I know I do, but waiting for it is just exhausting.can I skip ahead to the part where I’m happy and no longer have to deal with fuckbois? The waiting is the hardest part..

[planningpatty]

It was so worth it 💕

[planningpatty]

Touching myself next to baby, then he wakes up, sees me, and finishes me off with his mouth. GmfhsnhcjNxjzkxcjshhx. I have to marry him

[kucukyaramazliklar]

Mmmmm!!! Yeah!! I like this!! 😈

[planningpatty]

Then he gives me that goooooood dicking and I remember why I stay

[planningpatty]

I just want to be touched and he’s always tired. I can’t help that I want to have sex every night :/ why can’t he keep up?

[planningpatty]

I used to make a wish every time it was 11:11. I’d wish for someone who would love me for me. I did it so often it was like an after thought. I’d see the clock and just repeat those words without even thinking. I didn’t know what they meant but I knew that was what I wanted. Except my actions never matched what I was was saying. Cut to, current day with me falling in love with a boy who honest to goodness loves me for all that I am. He’s so in love with me and the small things I do, half the time I can’t believe this is really my life. I found someone who loves me for me and I stopped wishing at 11:11. ❤️

[planningpatty]

I got to spend all night fucking and kissing the cutest boy. We laughed, talked, cuddled and shared our life stories. It was the most intimate I’ve ever been with a person and it was perfect. Being wanted and held so close was something I had never experienced. Feeling so powerful because I was able to make someone feel so weak at the sight of me is a feeling I can’t begin to describe. He wants me and likes me body. His lips feel so amazing and he gives the gentlest kisses. He’s playful with me and appreciates my silliness. I’m sad that it has to end and I hope he comes back. I couldn’t have lost my virginity to a more perfect person. Don’t get me wrong, I am in no way in love with this boy or see a future. But right in that moment it was perfect and I’m glad I did it. The first time was soft and then it got kinky. The second time he spent the night and we were up all night talking and fucking. He really likes me. Being told how amazing you are and that you are going to be missed is a new feeling and I liked it. It gave me confidence like I’ve never had. And that’s why it was the best descion of my life. I have never had this confidence before. No one can stand in my way and I intend to take what I want because I can. I have the power to make men weak and I will. Thank you Eddie 😘

[lovelysuggestions]

lie in bed with me. show me your favourite music. kiss my neck

[planningpatty]

This was amazing. 100% would reccomend

[planningpatty]

Come someone just come and hold me while I fall asleep? I need physical contact

[planningpatty]

No body touches me as good as I touch me 👅👅

[planningpatty]

I'm lonely for your touch

[planningpatty]

I feel terrible for being more concerned about my crippling loneliness than the terrorist attack :/

[planningpatty]

Lack of postings :(

I just moved clear across the country 😳 from lil ole Texas to the concrete jungle that is Brooklyn! I haven't had anytime to bujo but once I settle into my apartment next week things should resume to normal. I have to find a job, friends, and everything! As excited as I am for this change a little part of me is scared and homesick :/ I came to NY with a friends of mine but he already has friends up here so that kind of leaves me out of the loop. I'd appreciate prayer and good vibes all around as I make this transition. I'm doing it y'all! :)

[planningpatty]

Something a little different for the end of this month. A lot has changed this month!

[planningpatty]

Sorry I haven't been posting so much lately I've been crazy busy. BUUUUUUUT, guyssssss I did it! 🎉

[planningpatty]

I took the last week of March off and it was terrible. I was more unorganized than I've ever been, unhappy, and generally unpleasant. What people don't tell you is those extra 15mins a day that you spend on your bujo are really time spent on yourself. You get to know yourself better and spoil yourself by creating something unique to you. The bullet journal community understand the impact it has had on mental health and I hope you guys keep up with your own bujos!

[planningpatty]

A late simple week, but the gold and pink together are my aesthetic 😍✨ I'm still not in love with a certain week spread so send me your favorites! I think I could spend all day looking at bullet journals 🤓