andrew coming out of easthaven and immediately being confronted with the truth that neil cares about him enough to get mega tortured is actually still one of the craziest things nora has written. "yeah my feelings for him have to be fake + from the meds because it's impossible for someone like him (someone who cares and prioritizes me) to exist" -> "what do u mean u signed up to be tortured instead of running away. what do u mean u would do it again even tho u failed because it was worth it"



















