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Psychologist who’ve I’ve talked to for max 20 mins: “I think you have repressed aggression, have u ever fantasized about killing your family?” “No” “That u remember that is”

Excuse but what point is there of u asking me shit if ur convinced u already got the answer..

Like no judgement towards people w violent impulsive thoughts, I have some of them But wtf kind of convo was that lol

#she was fucking disrespectful #but I'm so bad at formulating that in the moment so I always just end up being like #yeah walk all over me that's fine #and then she was like when I mentioned my brother in passing #you know autistic people can be annoying #so cAN OTHER PEOPLE BE #YOU FOR EXAMPLE #go die in a hole tbh...#guess she was right about them agression problems🔪🔪🔪☺#aaarrhhhh the more I think about this the angrier I get!!!

Hi, sorry. I don't wanna wake up people cuz it's still kinda early but I need to scream???? My grandad was bipolar????? And I didn't find out until this morning????? Wtf??????????? That would have been useful to know for...Oh idk like mY WHOLE LIFE..

#thinks back to the billions of times psychologists have asked me if I got any metal illness in the family #me: no : )#like idk if I got it but I mean it does run in the family?? it's at least a possibility???? a heads up would have been nice

Relatives coming over today............ I got a bad feeling about this Scoob.....

I mean thats nice, I like him

but..... why.....?

I almost started laughing uncontrollably in front of my coworkers because my brain decided to think of Fridas imitation of: S tooop it guyyys! ! This is nOT what glee clUb is All aBOut!!

#i was trying to think of something to ease my anxiety #thx brain #it worked

That feel when ur period doesn't have the decency to come during the week but instead decides to ruin ur weekend : )

#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHTGHRHRJEKDJSBBSKSBDBDJDJFJDJJD

I managed to make two important phonecalls!! I might be sweating like a sinner in church, but im still alive so

#*self high five*

Going to work :00 wish me luck :0

me talking to my parents friends: :) hello. :) so nice to meet u again :)

my shitty ass brain: x

today didnt start off great(I FELT TERRIBLE LOL, realised that ive skipped my meds for like a week whoops)

but im really hyped for eurovision and people have written nice things about the art I posted so things are better now

#also there is marabou in the fridge and im excited

if I dont get out of this art funk any time soon I will litterally throw my computer out the window

#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH

artblock: continues to be a thing

me: suffers

therapist: so we can see how the anxiety is kinda like a jojo going up and down..

me for the rest of the meeting: which jojo is my anxiety most like? is my jojo a Joseph? its p loud and brash and queer so I mean maybe.. Maybe I should read all of jojo so I can figure out which jojo is my anxiety. Is that how I get rid of it? do I have to fight a jojo? Im not sure if im cool w that. I don’t even have a stand. Thats not a fair fight at all. Also Joseph is buff and freaking huge I can’t compete w that

#jojo has ruined my life

me: think I might be demiromantic... me: *thinks about how I will have to explain BOTH pansexuality and being demi AND explain that u can have different sexual orientation from your romantic orientation AND THEN be accused of being even more of a ~special snowflake~ then I was before when I come out to people...* me: ha ha :) nevermind :) *hides in the closet forever* :)

#romantic orientation: wh aT ?? ?#I like having labels so I DONT have to give someone a 500 pages essay every time I come out to someone #but what is the fucking point when people are like: THATS WEIRD. EXPLAIN TO ME IN GREAT DETAIL ABOUT HOW WEEEEIIRD AND SPECIAAAL U ARE #I hate comming out but I also hate when people asume im straight #makes me feel weird

tfw arrrttttt blockkkahfkasfkashk.....

#I hate life #*screams at hands* do something u damn flesh spahgetti....

I hate how my hair looks rn, so happy Im going to the hairdresser tomorrow

#I might also re-dye it this weekend #hmmm

I got the time wrong so here I am... an hour early to my phycologist appointment... strong urge to bang my head against the wall...

#i hate.#e v e r y t h i n g

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