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((Independent Kokichi Oma RP. Not spoiler free. Please read the rules page! Tracking #playfulliar Mun is 18+))

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((game grumps started their playthrough so i logged in lmao))

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((I really hate when tumblr eats my notifs when i’ve been gone a long time ;;

i check the dead blogs.... sometimes...))

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((Hey guys i just

really like kokichi lmao))

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“As useful as being this cute is- It sure would be nice if people thought of me as an adult...”

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Kaito and Kokichi looking over the script in the hangar <3

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circumspecto​:

   in the back of his mind, the burden of worrying over another clawed at him. though he wasn’t one to immediately deny friendship altogether, he was a little more hesitant than most at serious bonds. but it was truly nothing personal, or against ouma. his past had shaped his current beliefs more than he would have liked to admit.

   “ aren’t we all full of secrets, though? ”  with a shift, amami’s head was turned to lock his eyes onto the profile of ouma’s face. his perceived characterization that had been covered by a thick veil had only heightened his words; only amplifying the question’s intentions.

   a brow raised at ouma’s shock. what, did he think amami would refuse the offer? if he had been the type to become so easily bothered, he would have been somewhat offended at the notion. but he wasn’t, so he didn’t harbor any hard feelings against the reaction.

   “ hm? what do you mean,  ‘ easy ’ ?  ”

This was... certainly a romantic scene, wasn’t it? Laying next to eachother like this. Ouma could certainly imagine it in a romantic comedy or a drama, maybe... He has to shake the thought, though. He couldn’t keep joking about liking the other student. He couldn’t let him know it was real...

“Didn’t expect you to agree. Not that I’d respect you more for refusing... Maybe a conditional or something? It usually doesn’t work. Kaede, Shuichi, Gonta... maybe. Less sure of the first two.” Shuichi may have been open-minded, but he was certainly the most skeptical person he’d ever met. Kaede believed in people extremely easily, and Gonta... wasn’t the sharpest crayon in the box.

“But- I’m happy.” He grinned. “I’ll be sure to make it worth your while! ...The few times you stick around, away. You should bring me back some candy next time.”

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softer prompts

“  i’m not going anywhere.  ” “  you make me feel safe.  ”   “  i think i might be in love with you.  ” “  i just like seeing you happy.  ” “  just let me take care of you.  ” “  you’re my family.  ” “  i can stay, if you want.  ” “  you make me feel alive.  ” “  you’re captivating.  ” “  i want you to know i’ll always be here for you. whatever you need.  ” “  you don’t have to tell me anything, we can just sit here.  ” “  i trust you. more than anyone else.  ” “  you have a beautiful soul.  ” “  i feel like i could watch you all day. everything you do has a touch of magic to it.  ” “  i hope i see you in my dreams.  ” “  do you trust me?  ” “  you don’t ever have to pretend. not with me. not ever.  ” “  i love you, every part of you. even the parts you don’t like.  ” “  you make everything a little easier.  ” “  will you just…hold me? please.  ” “  just tell me everything’s gonna be okay.  ” “  you’re enough. you’re more than enough.  ” “  you have my heart in your hands. be gentle with it.  ” “  i wanna be the one you go to. the first one you tell when there’s something good. the shoulder to cry on when it’s bad. and every mundane thing in between. i want to share it all with you.  ” “  i have faith in you.  ” “  i’ve never met anyone quite like you.  ” “  knowing you is like…coming home. like i’ve finally found something that’s been missing all this time.  ” “  every hard thing in my life feels worth it. it all led me to you.  ” “  i feel like i could endure anything as long as i have you to come home to.  ” “  i can tell something’s bothering you.  ” “  what can i do to help?  ” “  come on. let’s get out of here.  ” “  i’m taking you somewhere special.  ” “  where are you taking me?  ” “  i don’t need grand gestures or declarations of love. i just need you. all of you.  ” “  you make me feel like i’m worthy.  ” “  you deserve good things.  ” “  i want to be your home.  ” “  loving you is like something holy.  ” “  i made you something.  ” “  come back to bed.  ” “  stay the night with me.  ” “  are you sure you’re okay?  ” “   you wanna talk about it?  ” “  did you wanna tell me something?  ”  “  you’ll always have me.  ” “  i’m proud of you.  ”   “  i need you.  ” “  thank you. for always being there for me.  ” “  don’t ever let anyone make you doubt your worth.  ” “  i’m not leaving you. not ever.  ”   “  you have kind eyes.  ”   “  sleep, my love. i’ll keep the nightmares away.  ”   “  there’s so much light in you.  ” “  i want you here.  ”  

ACTIONS: 

❀ for a forehead kiss ✦ for our muses to hold hands ❉ for one muse to nap against the other ✱ for one muse to surprise the other ✸ for our muses to cuddle  ❄ for our muses to enjoy the first snow of winter  ♛ for my muse to teach yours something new ☂ for our muses to stargaze  ♡ for one muse to wake the other with breakfast in bed ♤ for a kiss on the palm ☁ for our muses to get caught in the rain without an umbrella ☀ for one muse to surprise the other with a home-cooked meal  ☾ for one muse to hug the other without explanation  ♞ for one muse to give the other a massage  ✞ for one muse to give the other flowers ✔ for one muse to caress the other’s face ✚ for our muses to shower/bathe together  ＄for one muse to catch the other staring lovingly 

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circumspecto​:

   he followed suit; the two of them laying side-by-side, staring up at the ceiling. his green eyes were fixated on a small dent, just barely noticeable to an untrained eye. he’d studied that dent on nights where sleep evaded him, where he couldn’t seem to fall into the usual nightly routine. he hoped tonight would not be one of those nights.

   but he didn’t answer to ouma right away. his own thoughts and drowsiness had spilled out, though not verbally. there was evidence of a physical tension in his body - the way his hands clenched into a fist, or how his jaw was tight. it was hard to be pulled back into reality, though ouma’s address to the adventurer sure helped.

   still quiet, he listened. amami was rather good at that. he didn’t dare to interrupt, to break the flow of his classmate’s words. he wouldn’t do that.

   then finally, he let himself speak again,  “ did i ever say lying was a bad thing? i can’t recall - but i don’t truly think that. and i don’t think you’re a bad person for lying. everyone has their reasons … just a part of life, i guess. ”

   no, ouma wasn’t inherently bad in his eyes. as he had said, everybody had their own reasons for the actions they took. amami had his own, and while it would take a long journey of trust to break those walls down, he took the chance to impart some wisdom. to prove his point without actually proving it with an example.

   a half-smile, tired, crept onto his features. it’s been long since he had someone who he could truly appreciate, to trust completely. he hadn’t sworn it off, but he had bigger fish to fry than to make genuine, long-lasting bonds. perhaps he was in need of it right now. maybe … he couldn’t do things alone anymore.

   “ … yeah. ”  a sigh pushed its way through, as if he was decompressing his body, releasing all of the tension.  “ i can get behind that. ”

He let out a relieved sigh when he heard Amami’s head hit the mattress. Good. The world would be a much more boring place if he had gotten into some kind of accident due to exhaustion.

“Hm?” Ouma tilted his head. “Nah... You don’t say much of anything. Full of secrets.” It was both alluring and frustrating. He couldn’t be tricked, and it was hard to figure out his thoughts on even the most mundane things.

And- just like that? He was actually caught off guard by Amami’s answer. He expected ‘on one condition’ or ‘maybe’, but not yes. “Wow.” He smiled, trying to hide his shock. “Really? It’s that easy?”

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circumspecto​:

   a brief glance, maybe even a longing one, was thrown at one of the maps. his brows furrowed, though refused to show any other emotion. the word  ‘ obsession ’  had stung him, but he wouldn’t relent to ouma’s prodding.

   “ we are ultimates, ” he reminded his classmate,  “ so i guess there’s always a level of obsession to be devoted to one talent … but i dunno, i’d rather consider myself to be more determined than anythin’ else. ”

   a sigh escaped him as he sat on his bed, exhaustion from his travels finally setting in. if it weren’t for the two of them talking, he probably could have easily dozed off.

Amami’s weariness is not lost on Ouma. It hurts him to see him in such a state, as often as he found him that way. He leaned back, flat against the bed, to encourage the other to do the same.

"It’s upsetting, really... Some of them try so hard. They think that if they didn’t have a talent, they’d be worthless! Some even gossip, saying they’re envious of the reserve course...” Ouma couldn’t relate. Perhaps he would feel the same about some talent like photography or music...

It was obvious to him now that Amami wouldn’t supply him anything unless Ouma was vulnerable with him. He paused, trying to think of something true, believable, and... something that couldn’t be used to hurt him.

“You know... A lot of people think I don’t have any friends, that I’m manipulative and untrustworthy... but that’s just because they think that all lies are bad. There are lies that help people, make them feel better, even... save lives...” All types of lies he had to use more than he’d like to admit. Particularly the last one.

“No one ever considers that. Maybe I lie because I care about people. If they ever do start expelling people for taking long vacations... maybe I could even lie on your behalf.” He beamed. Well- perhaps that was manipulative too, but... he would still do it, even if Amami refused to tell him more about himself. That was a freebie.

“The truth is... Even if we’re just classmates, and you’ve missed so many days... I still like to think that we’re friends. I want to get to know you better... if that’s okay. If you’d like to be friends.”

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((...how did i accidentally just delete like five paragraphs of a reply

i crave death,,))

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circumspecto​:

   he gently placed the paperweight onto his desk, among the scattered maps he had left behind. honestly, he should probably organize those sometime soon, though couldn’t be bothered right now. at least, not when he had company around.

   it wasn’t so much that he didn’t trust anyone, he did put his faith into some … but he wasn’t the type to give it out so quickly and easily. trust required good relations and experience, in his eyes.

   “ aren’t you the same way? ” he retorted, rather bluntly but with a raised eyebrow,  “ or would you so blindly put your faith in me? you said it yourself - i’m mysterious. isn’t that suspicious? ” 

   of course, he was just grilling these questions partly out of curiosity and partly out of making his point of trusting someone without truly knowing them.

“Wish you would’ve gotten me a gift...” he mumbled. As nice as Amami’s dragon hoard was, was there a point in it if he were never home?

“Just means you got a brain rattling around in there. Not like these other guys. So focused on their talents that anything else just falls to the wayside... They bore me. You’re different. No one would even know what your talent was if you didn’t tell anyone. Seems more like an obsession than your hobby...”

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   swiftly, he moved the suitcase to his bed and zipped it open, though there really wasn’t anything out of the ordinary at first - mostly clothes and travel supplies. even so, he fished out an object wrapped in some kind of thick, heavy paper. amami chose to ignore the first comment.

   ‘ was it really a lie if you merely did not tell neither fact nor falsehood, keeping it hidden to only yourself? ’  is what he would have liked to say. instead, he chose,  “ that’s quite the feat, then. you really hold me to that standard? do i have a reason to lie to you? ”

   yes. he had several, though of course chose to keep his lips sealed with that information.

   finally, he unwrapped the object. it looked like some kind of paperweight, a glass one. although he wouldn’t really use it for its intended purpose, he felt drawn to its simplistic beauty.

“Because you don’t trust me,” he answered easily enough. “Or you don’t trust anyone. I get it. If you told someone what was important to you... then they could turn into a weapon. Riiight?” He huffed. “Being so sneaky is just another reason why I love you soo much!” Seems Ouma still couldn’t decide whether or not to shut up.

His train of thought ended as soon as his eyes locked with a shiny object. Pretty... People like Amami liked to surround themselves with pretty things, huh?

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Ouma was expecting the other to run, to lock him out. Not that it would matter, as he could easily pick the lock, but he wouldn’t do that to Amami. So, when the taller boy stood against his open door, Ouma was utterly confused. It might have even shown on his face. The Ultimate Adventurer was a complete mystery to everyone- even Ouma.

“You’re not boring at all,” he mumbled as he followed Amami into his dorm room. “Not sure what you mean, saying something is up and inviting me in here. Super flattering, though.” It would be more so if he didn’t have a habit of trespassing into other dorms here. 

   unexpected would be a great word to describe amami. while those around him always saw him as someone who embodied the  ‘ go-with-the-flow ’  type of attitude, the past and future were often on his mind. and of course, his easygoing persona wasn’t always present, which led to sudden breaks in his demeanor.

   he suspected that’s what had happened just now. the words had left his lips before he could fully process the weight of his words, or what they might have meant to ouma. even he was confused by it, but he guessed it was a product of his mind moving too quickly to catch up.

   “ i was itchin’ to get back in here before you interrupted me. strange how plans change so quickly just like that. ”  he got to work busying himself with scanning over his dorm, making sure everything was in its place.

   satisfied with his look-over, he turned his attention back to ouma.  “ just a hunch, but maybe it’s not somethin’ i should be concerned about. in any case, i’m all ears to whatever you wanna say, though i should honestly start getting all unpacked. ”

“You didn’t seem to be in a hurry. Wasting your time with someone like me~” He hummed. Ouma’s eyes suddenly darted to the suitcase. What wonders could be inside? This was a perfect opportunity to learn more about Amami’s life.

“I promise, I got nothing to say! I’m an open book. From one liar to another... and you must be an even bigger liar than me.” He grinned.

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circumspecto​:

   silence hung in the air as amami processed ouma’s words. he had to take a few moments, with an unreadable expression on his face, to thoroughly think things through. and even after a minute or so of stillness, he couldn’t find the right words to express his emotions. not that … he really wanted to, anyway.

   he used the awkward moment to click the key into his lock again. slowly, he opened the door to his dorm and used his leg to all but kick his luggage backwards. 

   “ my intuition tells me there’s somethin’ up, actually, ” the adventurer finally answered, taking a small step back,  “ and you’re welcome to talk with me about it, but that’s all on your terms. i won’t force you to do anythin’, either. ”

   his body turned to the side, a gesture for ouma to enter his dorm if he wanted to, though amami certainly wouldn’t hold anything against him if he declined. 

Ouma was expecting the other to run, to lock him out. Not that it would matter, as he could easily pick the lock, but he wouldn’t do that to Amami. So, when the taller boy stood against his open door, Ouma was utterly confused. It might have even shown on his face. The Ultimate Adventurer was a complete mystery to everyone- even Ouma.

“You’re not boring at all,” he mumbled as he followed Amami into his dorm room. “Not sure what you mean, saying something is up and inviting me in here. Super flattering, though.” It would be more so if he didn’t have a habit of trespassing into other dorms here. 

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circumspecto​:

   now that was certainly a call for him to roll his eyes at. he forced an inhale, though the act and his posture was a tad stiff for someone whose persona was relaxed.

   not that he was UNCOMFORTABLE with flirting or compliments being thrown his way, he just didn’t take them seriously, especially coming from someone like ouma. 

   “ mhm, sure … but what do you really want? ”  there was no way in hell that ouma could just be saying those kinds of things without expecting something, and was amami semi-curious to know what it was. surely he was only trying to butter him up, right?

“Huh?” He tilted his head. “I just really, really like you.” Ouma stated it with a straight face, as he did when he was being serious. Of course, he never expects anyone to believe a word he says. Could he truly use Amami? Even if he wanted to use him for his money or something, he never would. He loved playing games, so receiving money without earning it would be too boring for him.

“You probably don’t wanna be friends with a liar, though, I get it... Maybe stay away, if that’s what your intuition is telling you. I’d respect either choice you made.” Pushing people away was a habit. Even Gonta had tried to befriend him, after everything Kokichi had done to him, and he simply... didn’t have the heart to involve anyone in his crazy, dangerous lifestyle.

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sometimes i open up twitter and burst into tears laughing

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circumspecto​:

   “ how reassuring, ” he commented in a monotone,  “ so i see your organization doesn’t take well to turncoats. i mean, i don’t think you have anything to worry about … so far, i’m just a neutral party. ”

   he put his hands up to frame the sides of his face, as if in a surrendering position.  “ but hey, who knows? i’m still thinkin’ it over, aren’t i? ”

   somewhat put off by ouma’s next statement, amami retracted his hands. ouma was quite the determined one, wasn’t he? he had to give his classmate SOME credit for being so inquisitive, though had he ever heard of the phrase,  ‘ curiosity killed the cat ’ ?

   “ … i don’t think it concerns you. ”  he winked and tapped his temple to play it off cooly.

“Aw, man... I guess I’ll just have to hear your tragic backstory after you fall in love with me.” He snickered. “Charming and mysterious... You really do have it all. That’s why you’re my favorite!”