Playing Innocent

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"hey babe" i smile into the phone when i hear your voice. "im sorry im still at the studio, i dont know if ill make it home tonight" i sigh, the company was demanding we finish this album ASAP. i can hear the disappointment in your voice "i love you you know that?" i close my eyes and smile as i hear you say my name. -?

"It's alright hon. I'll just pack up dinner" I'm disappointed, but not unprepared. Your job kept you busy more often than not, but it made you happy, so I didn't complain.

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*I take you too my little den that's shielded from the winds.* You can have a seat wherever you like, little nymph. I'm sorry, I didn't get your name? *I turn back around to pour the boiling water over the rose tea leaves* ~Yoongi

*I sit in the corner, keeping my eyes on you.* Mimi.

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*I turn back to you with a sorrowful yet calm expression* I'm terribly sorry about this, but you have to keep calm. Everything will be okay as long as I'm here. *I snip a corner off the blood bag and let its aroma fill the air* This should satisfy you momentarily ~Jaejoong

I am not drinking that! *I thrash harder against the bonds* I will not become a god damned vampire!

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*We ended up in the city, walking down the strip passing luxurious shops and hotels* Is there anything you want? I could get you the whole world if you wanted it. *I jokingly chuckle, though it gets caught in my throat. The fit of coughs won't stop and I stabilize myself on the said of the brick wall* ~Kris

*I hold onto your arm, starting to panic.* I want you to tell me what is going on. I want you to be okay.

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*I softly kiss your next* Where ever you want to go, I'll take you there. ~Kris

*I smile at you and kiss you* Anywhere with you.

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You can't let your wounds get worse little nymph. You won't be able to run freely in the woods if that happens *I help you up and steady you on your feet. The gusts of wind bring shivers to your spine and I put my jacket around you* Would you like some tea to escape the oncoming frost?? ~yoongi

Tea would be nice. *I push myself up against the tree and nod.* Lead the way

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I'm going to take care of you, so don't worry. You've been turned into a vampire now. There are some things you've got to learn but you can handle it. *I prepare the blood bags and take them out of the cooler* ~Jaejoong

*I thrash angrily* What the actual fuck?

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*I push past my breathless lungs and the grim reminder of what my future will be. My smile hides my dark thoughts as I hug you from behind and spin you around* what am i gonna do after losing to my princess?? have you thought of a reward i can give you?? *I grin, hoping that you'd forget about burying me in the sand* ~kris

Hmmmmm.... Can we go somewhere nice? Somewhere in public? *I know I’m being selfish, but for one day, I don’t want to be your secret.*

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Here let me help you *I pull out some medicinal herbs from my knapsack and rub it onto your scratches, being gentle with my hands* I hope you don't mind my cold hands. *I smile back at you, mesmerized by your deep copper eyes* ~yoongi

You really don’t need to do all this. *I flinch at the cold, but it feels good on my swollen ankle.* I told you I would be fine.

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*Frost slowly crystallizes on the ground behind me. I hear some rustling ahead, whispered curses underneath your breath* Hey....miss nymph?? Are you okay there. *I stand there, speechless by your ethereal beauty* ~yoongi

I’m sorry? *I look up at you and frown.* I’m fine. Don’t worry about it. i just need to rest. *I rub my ankle and get more comfortable against the tree.*

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*I take your hand and we drive to the beach only a couple minutes away. I turn a couple times and admire how the sun hits your face, thinking about how I want it to be the last thing I see* We're here, last one to the water has to get buried in the sand!! *I make a mad dash for the shore, throwing our things into the sand* ~Kris

*I smile and laugh, chasing after you.* You’re gonna enjoy your burial! *I run past you, into the surf and turn around to look at you*

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Well if you don't have a bathing suit, you have to go shopping right? Come on, we can get you a new one at one of the shore shops. *I grab some towels and sunscreen, tossing them into the bag* Let's go enjoy the beach, love ~Kris

*I sigh and smile.* Let’s go to the beach babe.

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I'm only here to help you. You would've died back there if I hadn't done what I did. *I look at my watch* It'll be feeding time soon. It won't be pleasant feeling, hunger. But we have some substitutes for human cravings. ~Jaejoong

Human cravings? What does that even mean? What did you do to me? *I twist against my bonds, irritated and angry.*

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There's always enough time for meetings and work, but never enough for spending time with you *I smile and take your hand* Come on, I have this great summer house my family used to go to. It'll be just the two of us. ~Kris

That sounds fun. *I smile and take your hand.* You know I don’t have a bathing suit right?

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I hadnt seen you in so long! but i knew Jae was leaving so i let you have your space. But it had been a few days since he had gone, so i thought you could use something to cheer you up. I knocked on your door and waited for you to let me in. -Yoongi

*I answer the door and smile stiffly.* Hi Yoongi

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I sit in my seat and watch you become smaller and smaller in the distance. I sigh at the thought of not being with you through all this, however i smile knowing that you are mine, forever. -Jaejoong

*I drive myself home, to my big, empty apartment, and sit on the couch, alone in the silence. I look at my ring.* Right, only two years.

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I swiftly put the ring onto your finger and grab you into my embrace. I kiss you one last time *Kim Jaejoong lets go* my seargent yells to me and i have to go. I kiss you one last time before picking up my bags and walking to the bus. "the army is just 2 years" i remind you "ill be back before you know it* -Jaejoong

*I sigh, watching you leave.* Yea. Only two years.*I force a smile and wave as the bus takes you away.*